♥i want to share the sunset with you
looking at the mirror
feel like shouting at myself for being stupid
why why..
why I love you so
why I hav to let u go..
voices running in my mind..
once again..
feeling heartache
so painful deep down in there
jus like a knife cutting slowly deep in.
tears drop down my eyes
again and again
no matter how many times I dry it.
still.. jus like a tap water running down my eyes..

feeling so helpless
feeling down
wishing u r jus out there
helping me to ease the pain..
but..
you r nowhere to be seen..
I miss you..

I love u
yes I do
tats y I will let u go..
真的只要你快乐

10:43 PM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


只要你快乐

就算是想通了
let it go woo 我
就是无法强装往日的笑容
ooh yeah
想不透每一次
when you call
就是不能掩饰想念的冲动
为什么
试着安静的平静的
仔细的去感受
灼热的感觉直达心中
多么的震憾我也要勇敢触碰
只要你快乐
真的只要你快乐
不管这像不像我多么难过
也会欣然接受你擦身走过
我要你快乐
真的只要你快乐
随时都为你保留我的问候
我一遍一遍重覆我的心痛
某一天也许我
have to go
不再躲避回忆任意的捕捉
我还是会唱着
missing you
从此面对往事而无动于衷
就算安静的平静的
仔细的去感受
灼热的感觉直达心中
它不再震憾我我能够勇敢触碰
只要你快乐
真的只要你快乐
不管我追求什么害怕什么
也会欣然接受你擦身走过
我要你快乐
真的只要你快乐
再见也可以夺走一字不留
我一遍一遍重覆我的心痛
只要你快乐
真的只要你快乐
不管我追求什么害怕什么
也会欣然接受你擦身走过
我要你快乐

真的只要你快乐
再见也可以夺走一字不留
我一遍一遍重覆我的心痛
就算是想通了
let it go woo 我
就是不能掩饰想念的冲动
为什么

10:25 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


十指紧扣

即使 可以暢聚
最幸運的一對伴侶
沿途仍舊牽手伴隨
原來為了溫韾之中帶著了恐懼
若那對手放鬆了 會怕失去

#@緊緊 擁抱以外
我用甚麼感到被愛
沿途陪著你 手鬆下來
遺留十寸空間誰相信 你在乎我
若罅隙拉闊 隨時會分開

誰都知雙手可緊扣
不依不捨的背後
這個信念有多溫柔
從害怕會被擁有
直到氣力不夠
十隻手指終於找得到對手
(十隻手指就是絕望時扶手)

能開不開心都緊扣
辛不辛苦都接受
是一個成就
可惜我只想與一個人尾指一勾
(可惜我只得我一個人翹起雙手)#
也沒有@
Repeat # @



10:23 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Hate to have tis messy kind of feeling
when I'm at wrk
I know I have to face it
I know all the while
Jus the matters of time
No matters wat I got to take it all.
Its ok..
trust me..
trust myself..
I'll be fine.
I will..

12:40 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


having a bad headache yet
I cant fall aslp
WTF..
hate tis kind of feeling..

12:46 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


你到底爱谁

一个人喝醉
好想找个人来陪
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁掉眼泪
爱过才后悔
想要用酒来麻醉
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁而心碎
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
如果相爱是完美
就让我们用真心去面对
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
留下了太多伤悲
告诉我
你到底爱着谁

9:34 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


if YOU happen to read my blog
tis is for YOU
Pls dun forget and try to treat like
nothing hav happen before when YOU ever
said tat YOU can forget tat I'm not YOUR friends
and bad mouth about me to others..
And I dun wrk in a information service line
And I'm not a free information counter
pls dun ask me question again.
even when u call 100 or 1711 u need to pay also.
I'm not silly I'm not a fool
I jus dun bother wat YOU hav said tats all..

2:47 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


I duno y
dun feel good
after looking after thinking
I know I mayb thinking too much
over react
but I think tis is normal ba.
everyone comes to tis situation
will feel the same as me..I think..

4:28 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


got tis video fr my friend's blog
its about the white tiger attack in singapore zoo..
not very clear so pls forgive..



3:32 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


3am le..
still awake..
nothing to do jus now
so decided to watch "fa zhen xian feng2"
haiz..
sometimes I wonder
y god hav to be so unfair to us
always give us happiness at first
and take them away fr us the other sec.
does god feel good looking at us crying
or getting hurts?
too complicated le..

Tis I promise
I will treasure every moment with u
cos I didnt wan any regret.
even tat we onli hav tis few days..

3:19 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


once again
at tis hour and I'm still awake
wat is wrong with me?
tired yet cant slp.

chances hav to get it myself
I know..
all I ask is I need some times
I really need it.
I will try.
dun judge me to death for
only tis few days.
give myself a chance and yrself a chance
to prove tat dreams can really come true..
will u?

as times go by..
as earth going round the world
as human growing old each days
my heart will still remain..

1:56 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


trying to fall to slp
but till now I still awake
is it good or bad?
tonight is not the first night le.
then everytime when wrking I feel super tired
can dun even eat my lunch
and take a nap in the staff room

I realise duno when I start to hav 1 meal a day le
either onli hav lunch
or jus dinner..
jus feel tat nothing is so delicious
and can keep me eating non stop..

20 more mins going to 2am le.
thinking will I fall aslp by then..
hope so ba.

1:43 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


so much to say
so much to share
yet every little things I wan to
jus cant be done.

words said hav to be done..

7:03 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


jus came back fr agnes's hus
wen over her hus to see those cute rabbits.
photos will be load in facebook..

now other than blogging, gaming,
watching movies online
I think there's nothing I can do le ba.

tml is my last off day
sun got to start wrk again..
haiz..
why is human life so bored
wrk eat slp wrk eat and slp
or can say tis is how life is when u r a singaporean?
night spots are those like clubbing and drinking
other than tat no more le
wondering how others countries are like..
think much more better than singapore ba.

shall stop here and continue my movies le.
ciaos...

12:10 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


slp at 7 plus in the morning
wake up in the afternoon around 3pm
a day hav pass.. before shutting my eyes
at 7am in the morning
I was reading my love one's blog entry
starting fr 2005
I haven got to know her yet at tat time
but after reading her entry till 2008
(continue reading when I woke up)
I start to came in to her life..
memories running in my mind
goods times and bad times.
how we go tro bits by bits..
shaking my head continuous
feeling upset feeling hurt
cos seem like wat we going tro
still get back to the original circle we hanging on.

songs playing again and again
how I wish I can go back to the times
when we first met
and make my dicision
and stop the time tat we use to hav
holding us so tightly so sweet..

3:49 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


古巨基-情歌王

(forever love 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
(两个人的烟火黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做
(如果.爱张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
(童话光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
(很爱很爱你刘若英)
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
(我愿意王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意为你
(好想好想古巨基)
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
(明天我要嫁给你了周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
(不得不爱潘玮柏 弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
(阴天莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
(飞机场的10:30陶喆)
baby baby baby baby
o baby baby o baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
(那麽爱你为什麽黄品源 莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什麽
(你怎麽舍得我难过黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过
(爱我别走张震岳)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(让我欢喜让我忧周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
(原来你什麽都不想要张惠妹)
原来你什麽都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什麽都不想要
(用心良苦张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
(祝福张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
(吻别张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲

(把悲伤留给自己陈升)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
(征服那英)
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂
(听海张惠妹)
听海哭的声音
叹惜着谁又被伤了心
(味道辛晓琪)
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
(我怀念的孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
(领悟辛晓琪)
我多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
(月亮惹的祸张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
(我们的爱 fir)
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默

5:32 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 情歌王 [KTV] - PART 1



古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 情歌王 [KTV] - PART 2

5:08 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


now 5am le
wen out with nai eric keith mabel lex jaco and her gf
suppose to go clubbing
but when we reach there
the music suck and not much ppl
in the end we wen drinking
and wen to sing k at cine
now jus reach hm
finish bathing le and
haha I'm so awake WTF
is it becos I drank too much
till I'm awake??
darling say she nv see me drunk before
I think over
ya.. the most is high
how I wish I can get drunk..

tml will be another day
and I'll be fine..
I will...

4:58 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


duno wat is wrong with my left eye
feel so painful
yet nothing inside
and I keeps tearing
so irritating..arrrrrr

11:25 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


not in a good mood..
trying to cheer myself
but nothing helps.

9:33 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


morning morning..
arrhh I was late for wrk today
I suppose to start wrk at 830
in the end I woke up at 8am..
haiz.. so rushing for wrk since in the morning..
u mus be wondering y I still can blog when I'm late
is becos my sup wen to UWS
and tat "big horse" is not around.. haha
anyway also can blog a little onli la
cos later got sch group order at 11am
got to go prepare also..

I think I'm going to be very sick soon..
cant slp well tis few days.
will fall to slp after 2am
so tired yet cant fall to slp.
u know tat feeling??
And I keep sneezing today.
sooner or later I think I may become a clown
by end of today..
haiz sian after tml I'm going to hav 3 days off
wat am I suppose to do??
anyone hav any plan??
date me out ok ok..

ok la. shall get back to wrk liao..
ciao...

10:00 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


LOVE YOU MORE

Take me back into the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you,
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way
Believe me
I will make you see
All the things Natural Heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

9:22 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


S.H.E- 安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~



撒娇的可爱的

迷人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

12:37 AM
Monday, November 03, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


finally back to blog again.
haiz. lazy to blog and nothing much to say also..

anyway now having my lunch
eating my ai xin lunch
tat baby hav make for me in the morning
fried rice with egg and fish fillet..
NICE!!!

recently my stomach dun feel good
duno y..
jus keep going to toilet once awhile
I hate tat!!! ARRHH..

thanks to loy intro a website to baby and me
tat I finally got to watch "Tang Xin Feng Bao" for free
and with fast loading..
I always wanted to watch tat show
somemore now got part2..
mus faster watch so tat baby can watch part2 together.. hee

shall go back to hav my "ai xin cao fan" le..

cya in my next entry..
ciao

11:50 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


I'm tired tired tired
duno y
jus feel tired
hope I can rest in some comfortable place
for very very long

tml is my bowling tournament
feel so tired
duno whether will I win anot
haiz.
mood swing mood swing
swing here swing there
duno where it gone to..

4:24 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


沉默的天 盖住我的双眼
在悄悄的一瞬间 感受到完整失恋
天空降落 带走了精彩
每分每秒等待 能避免这个无奈
你走了 世界变小了
脑海也停留在 空虚中
还留着 手机留言里的
听着那句 Goodbye
我舍不得 你这样的走
想到转时间重演你和我
你也曾经 用真心去爱
但把整个宇宙的完美带走 我舍不得
玫瑰一朵 孤独的日落
夕阳的光在照 自己更难微笑
所有美好 随着你在跑
想念你的味道 沉重在我心跳
你走了 世界变小了
脑海也停留在 空虚中
还留着 手机留言里的
听着那句 Goodbye
我舍不得 你这样的走
想到转时间重演你和我
你也曾经 掏了心去爱
但把整个宇宙的完美带走 我舍不得
We need to have one more try
我的心 我的泪 能不能够让你再感动
童话故事的我们 浪漫电影的我们
我舍不得 好舍不得
我舍不得 你这样的走
想倒转时间重演你和我
你也曾经 用真心去爱
但把整个宇宙的完美带走 我舍不得

4:36 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


I DISLIKE MYSELF
I HATE THE ONE I AM NOW
DUN ASK ME Y
COS I ALSO DUNO

4:23 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


我不想忘记你

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

9:49 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


9:27 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


9:21 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


傻孩子

看着你无暇的表情
我猜不透真实你的心
我一直冷静
却还是走不出这秘密
好孤寂
我开始失去了勇气
而你却好像在游戏
我假装清醒
看清你的心
终于我选择了离去
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开
我开始失去了勇气
而你却好像在游戏
我假装清醒
看清你的心
终于我选择了离去
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开
你像个孩子一样的被我看穿
在你面前我试着隐瞒
所有过去全都变成伤害
我像个傻子一样的被你出卖
一字一句都要我承担
到了最后我选择分开

9:17 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


9:13 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


背叛


不停落下来

怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

只剩下无奈

一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

8:58 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


how well do u know me??

I hav been asking ppl around me tis question
and yes almost got the same ans when they first saw me

childlish, playful, flirt, unstable, selfish
all kind of bad side of me.
but after they know me
they realise I'm not.
totally diff fr the first time they know me
Thanks my friends.
you guys really know me well.
sorry for letting you guys so piss off
and wanted to throw tables and chairs on me.. whahaha
jus wan to irritate you guys
and keep saying tat same words.
MONEY CAN BUY HAPPINESS??? oops haha..
think after u guys know I ask again
sure now fucking me upside down.. hee..

sometime I did think tat
yes money can hav everything
yes some dun
but serious if u can choice
which one u wan?
if I'm the rich one.
will things be diff fr now?
haiz..

8:55 AM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


today was super tired
at first wrk was lack
but till the last show
got a order of 31sets of fish&chips
and 14sets of chicken chop
and I was the cook for today..
sian liao..
slowly cook lo
finish cooking around 545pm



finally finish cooking and
yeah yeah.. finish wrk le.
one more day and will be my off day le..
yawn tired tired..
wan to slp le..
ciao

12:19 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


I'm not sure y are u doing tis
but if really love her
pls dun hurt her
I know somehow she or everyone may trust u more than me
but I dun give it a damn
I know wat I do wat I say is true fr my heart
I may seem to be a fool to you
but its ok.. you will have yr karma someday..
I have enough of yr story
and I didnt wan to hear it anymore
so if u think it right to do so
jus continue yr childish thinking ba
like wat everyone say
if she's yrs she will be yrs.
if not no matter how much u put it
she wont appreciate.

3:36 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


I wanna make love to you
Holding you all night long
I wanna make love to you
And I will not let go
’till you tell me to : )

wonderful day
wonderful night
you r the one who colours my life
with yr wonderful smiles.

4:24 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离
我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心
我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气我爱你

我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心
哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
我爱你
我不要没有你我不能没有你绝不能没有你

11:16 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


我发现站了好久

不知道要往哪走

还不想回家的我

再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过

我的快乐要被认可

委屈却没有人诉说

夜半信仰丛白剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候想你更多

如果你也听说有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说会不会相信我

对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多


冷漠的人就你一个

想到你想起我胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过

我想我宁可都沉默

其实反而显得做作

夜半信仰丛白剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候想你更多

如果你也听说有没有想过

我想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和舍不得要无可奈何

如果你也听说会不会相信我

对流言会附和还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个

想到你想起我胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个

想到你想起我胸口依然温柔

如果你想起我你会想到什么

12:43 AM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


让我欢喜让我忧

让我欢喜的是我能看见你的
美丽的眼睛
甜蜜的笑容
让我忧的是我不能给你要的
甜言蜜语

为了爱 梦一生

为了爱我会给你我能给的
如果你是我的梦我会梦一生

10:13 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


I'm sick.. sob sob
duno y all the sudden having bad flu
during wrk in the afternoon..
baby got to wrk OT tonight
duno wat time she will be hm.
how I wish she's here.. haiz..
jus met gillyn gal for dinner
at hougang green bubble tea shop
been so long we had met up and had dinner le.
nice chatting and gal hope we meet up soon again ok
anyway yesterday after wrk
wen out for dinner with Agnes
we had buffet steamboat at marina square
haiz.. I had too much till I vomited..
but I feel better after tat.. haha
I know.. waste money right
but no choice la.
if I dun I really cant slp.

Tis is wat we had.. so full lo..

not enough staff nowdays

all hav to wrk extra tasks..

sian..

8:02 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


我不知道为甚麽这样
爱情不是我想像
就是找不到往你的方向
更别说怎麽遗忘
站在雨里泪水在眼底
不知道该往那里去
心中千万遍不停呼唤你
不停疯狂找寻你
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开
站在雨里泪水在眼底
不知道该往那里去
心中千万遍不停呼唤你
不停疯狂找寻你
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开

9:33 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


人们说不在乎天长地久
只在乎曾经拥有
我只想说
我在乎天长地久
也想拥有
也想和你长相厮守

这份情缘彷佛等待千年
才能与你相与不分离
在星夜里只想拥抱着你相偎相依

你可知道我的心总是
思念思念不会疲倦在等待你听见

我的黑我的白变成最灿烂的未来
就因为你是我唯一色彩



你太可爱

想你那可爱的模样
还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你
想你想的都会笑

10:28 AM
Friday, August 29, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生
不会再让你心疼

爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心

我的肩膀是你专属的枕头
而你的美和笑容
是我专属的彩虹 :)

2:26 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


back to blog after few days of my tiredness
today is my off day again.
FINALLY..

still rem on the 22th baby
bought me to watch fireworks at marina square
my first time in my life
watching fireworks so near me without
squeezing with ppl and yet I can sit down
comfortable holding baby's hands and watch.
Can I say romantic?? haha

yesterday wen to punggol marina with baby
to celebrate loy's bd.
reach hm around 12 plus
after settle everything
we slept aorund 2am if not wrong..
so tired.. yawn.

thinking back really very long we last hang out
together like before le
always had dinner together or outing.
somehow quite miss those days
duno whether is it becos tat baby hav started wrk liao
or all of us are busy with our own life.
anyway no matter wat
jus hope nothing can change the friendships we had.

tis morning baby was so tired
but no choice she got to go wrk
poor baby..haiz.. sayang sayang..

now at hm alone
no one is at hm
so quiet
so peaceful
so cooling
makes me wan to fall aslp
but no matter wat I think most pro
will take a nap. haha
tats y baby name me as slpin monster..

shall update again
ciaooooss..









1:15 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


After how many donkey yrs back.
I forgot to take my phone to wrk again
feel so uneasy without a phone.

today wrk was super busy.
not due to not enough staff
but due to sch orders.
we hav to wrap up 195 burgers
instead of putting them in the box.

baby fetch me fr harbour front
to hougang mall joining her family for dinner
cos today was her mum's bd..
Happy bd auntie..

tml got to wrk till 8pm again sian..
hope it will rain tml.
been so hot tis few days.
I pray hard for the rain..
ti gong pls rain..

cant wait for my next trip with baby..

11:33 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


final got the chance to load
photos
for the malaysia trip..

Photos taken in jap restaurant


Dinner near our hotel..
Photos taken at Holiday Plaza
Taken in the hotel

Self Cotton Candy Machine

Singapore traffic light longest time
we hav to cross is 20sec.
wat about malaysia?
If tis in sing I think we will be having heavy traffic jam..


11:11 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


HapPy 3mtH aNniVeRsaRy

morning..
not wrking today, having 2 days off..
going to malaysia later and going to stay there
back tml.. so excited. hee

yesterday night wen to watch movie
after wrk at amk hub
Journey to the centre of the earth.
NICE show!!! funny and exciting.
baby and I enjoy it.
especially baby.. wahaha

ok. shall go prepare liao.
ciaos guys..

9:42 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


jus finish watching "love guru"
with baby at amk hub.
eee the show not nice de.
actually wanting to watch the mummy and
the journey to the centre of the earth
but all pack le, especially during public holiday. haiz

tis afternoon wen to sentosa
with baby and her parent.
bring them to uws and dolphin lagoon.
off day still go back not sian meh?
ok la. I enjoy myself.
hope baby they all enjoy themselves too.

sometime I really wonder
how can we trust a person?
how can we know they are speaking the truth?
Even though u know them for years
wats make u so sure tat they wont lie to u?
I been through alot.
I hav known friend for 10 years
yet I get betray.
now I really afraid of trusting
I think no matter wat I hav to trust myself
seen it myself instead of listening to wat ppl say
didnt wan anyone to spoil friendship relationship
jus beos of rumours by others ppl.
(some random tots all the sudden) hee.

ok shall get some rest
CiaOsss

9:46 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Tis is a song I'm into when I'm watching
超級星光大道.
I really find tis song very meaningful and touching.
I love the lyric alot.
the first video is 超級星光大道 tat day
when 林宥嘉 sang tis song.
And the second one is by
賴銘偉
The third one is the mtv sang by the original singer 蕭煌奇.
listen and see which one u guys like it.
I like
林宥嘉 de
Hope you guys like it.




9:48 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


the raining had jus stopped.
was raining heavily jus now during lunch time
playing in the rain and
thinking back when is the last time I hav play in the rain.
hmm think quite long ago le ba.
anyway after playnig in the rain for around 15 mins
I feel tat everything hv been washing away.
hope everything hav a good start.

tonight will be meeting baby
and will be going to ikea.
hope to find some new furniture
suitable for my room.

hmm.. like very long time nv watch movies le.
I wanted to watch so many shows.
hmm.. when will I be free??
haiz.. I miss watching movie with baby.
ok la. shall go back to wrk liao.
ciao guys.

1:38 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


WHY WHY WHY!!!
Why I cant do tis I cant do tat..
Everything I do is wrong.
Why I hav to thnk of tis and tat.
when no ones thinks about how I feel!!!

I HATE MYSELF I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!

God I'm praying hard..
Pls take me away..

8:19 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Back to blogging again after so long
now using NCS com to blog
while waiting for baby to finish wrk. hee

wen to baby's convo yesterday
with her parent and Ah ma.
I was so excited when I reach there
(which nobody know it) hee
So many ppl can.
Oh ya it was my 1st time to convo.
didnt know it will look like tis.
took alot of photos.
see baby smiling non-stop
felt so happy.
She look beautiful when she wears her convo clothes
and smiles when taking photos.
didnt say tat to her, cos tis is who I am.
Jus wan to say.
baby I LOVE YOU~~

I'm not someone who knows how to sweet tok
if u know me well.
I rather keeps everything to myself
than speaking out.
giving surpises by not giving any clue is wat I do.
(some random tots) hee

think 5 more mins baby will be coming down le ba.
so I shall stop here
ciaos.

11:40 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


been thinking alot after reading baby's blog.
I'm afraid is wat I can say.
but wat can I do.
I really trying my best
to do watever I can do.
too tired to think of anything le.
let nature takes it course ba.

baby..
I do love u
care about u
and trying my best for
everything little things
to let u feel tat my love for u.
but u making me getting more
and more afraid each days..

11:16 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


HaPpY 2nD mtH AnNivErsArY

Jus came back fr toa payoh with baby
had swenson for dinner
and shop around there awhile
then head hm

1st time spending the whole night
till morning with baby yesterday.
we had movie and wen to k till 6am.
been a long time we last sang k le.

wake up around 11 plus tis morning
then head for lunch with baby's parent
visit baby's friend Jie ru
she give birth to a baby boy..
I was telling baby to give me one too.. heee

after 2 days off.
tml got to wrk again
and is my last week in lagoon.
after tat got to go back to UWS again
sian..

shall go and company baby liao.
ciaoz.

touch my heart
feel my love
All are about you

9:50 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


back to wrk in lagoon
for 1 week.
actually onli for a few days
due to my leave and off days.
after tat I will be back
to UWS again.. haiz.

morning was raining so heavily
and it was so cooling
tat make me and baby
didnt really wan to wake up for wrk
but no choice baby jus started wrk
so didnt wan to hav mc so fast yet.
wondering when is the 1st day she will take mc

feel like hugging u tight in my arms
and I cant stop thinking of the way
u act and sound like a baby.
Jus love the way u are..

10:11 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


lying on baby's bed
online checking blogs
actually was suppose to slp
till late afternoon de
but after baby left for wrk
ken ken was barking non stop
so I got to wake up
to bring him down for a walk
after walking for 10 min
I cant fall back to slp again.. Arrrr
So baby.. dun scold me for not slping..
I will try to slp back later ok ok..

wen to check up Amanda's blog
and she got tis video about tis little boy
who plays guitar.
he was damn good at it
I love all the song he plays.
will ask my sis to watch it.. hee
cos she was in playing guitar too..



ok.. shall try back to rest now..
or else baby will nag at me again..
ciaos..

9:39 AM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


today was my off day
but still I got wake up and
company baby to wait for bus
the bus was super late today
and she hav to take a cab to wrk.
cos she hav meetin with some big bosses
if I'm not wrong.

head back to slp tats y
I didnt blog in the morning
now havin my lunch which
my mum had bought while blogging

think baby busy wrking ba
cos I msg her till now she haven reply
its lunch time now
think she mus be super duper hungry
cos morning didnt had anything
poor baby..

later I'm going to fetch baby after wrk
missing her now. hee

12:51 PM
Friday, July 04, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


blogging in the morning again
after company baby waiting
for her bus to wrk
last day of wrk
off tml again.. YEAH!
hope wrk today is not busy
and everything "soon soon li li"


Sorry my love tat I dun hav
a fancy car to drive u anywhere u wan
but I promise tat I will be there
by yr side to walk thousand miles.

sweet words doesn't came out
my mouth easily
doesnt means I love u no more
I love u more tat no words
can describe my love for u.

7:52 AM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Yoz back to my update again.
wrk today was slack.
not too busy due to heavy rain
in sentosa.
I f***ing dislike my AM..
she onli know how to say
and we are the one doing the stuffs.
cant she jus help up??
everything can can can.
totally hate her fr top to bottom..

after wrk today
meet up with Baby, Darling, Aloy & Xiao Cat
we had roti prata at boon keng there
had some chat with them
especially darling.
very long nv c her liao..

Baby bought me a new wallet fr esprit
and cotton on slippers.
thanks baby.. muack.

ok la.
shall go now.
baby say I nv muack her
when I type muack in tis blog..

night everyone..

11:44 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


morning guys
surprise tat I wake up so early to blog??
cos baby stays over at my place last night
so I wake up to company her
to wait for bus to go for wrk.
hope it not really far fr my place to her wrk ba.

yesterday was baby 1st day of wrking.
and she was saying she become "大人" le
after slacking for so long.
she was complaining tat she was bored at wrk
cos all she do is staring at the com and reading
some IT stuffs till the end of the wrk.

really love the way when she tok
looks like a "baby"
feel like hugging her tight always
wherever we go. (thinking shall we glue together) hee.

5 more min and I need to go
prepare for my stuff and my turn
to go for wrk le.
haiz.. my wrk getting more tiring each day
really feel like slacking at hm doing nothing
than to go wrk and face those ppl
who onli know how to use mouth
instead of their hands.
wat can I say.
they all jus higher pose than us. haiz.

how I wish I can hav alot of $$$.. (dream on) wahaha
ciao.. shall update again..

7:49 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


sorry my friends.
I'm really too lazy to update my blog recently.
and due to too many shits around me
make me dun hav the mood to update.

but still I wont forget and
like to thanks my baby
giving me a wonderful day on my bd.

baby starting wrk tml.
hope she will get use to the wrking life
after a long hoilday.. haha

and to YOU who likes to read my blog so much.
I know tat YOU always bad mouth about ppl and now
there's ppl around YOU bad mouth YOU too
and dun point finger to anyone of us
cos tat person is closer to YOU
jus tat YOU didnt know
tot wat bro bro
in the end she goes around say words about YOU.
YOU will hav YOUR karma.
dun always think $$$ can buy friendship or love..
those ppl jus becos of $$ they will do anything in front of YOU
but behind YOUR back. YOU didnt know wat they do.
so fuck off and think wat YOU should do.

1:09 PM
Monday, June 30, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


been getting lazy each day.
jus wan to rot at hm or at baby's place.
haha. its my fav hobby..
slp eat slp eat
think I'm getting fatter. haiz..
how to slim down like tat..

tml is my big day..
should I say tat??
cos I'm 27 yr old le leh..
but tml will be diff
cos baby will be celebrating with me
hee.. so excited..
everything seem to be so secretive ..

baby wen out to prepare stuffs for tml
and I cannot follow.
so I'm going to stay at hm
till night time then meet her.

so bored now.
playing online games again..
hee.. ciao.

2:55 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


This the shoe baby bought for me..
and tis the necklace I bought for baby..
baby say she love it!!! hee


jus finish making my strawberry choco
and my jelly for baby.
haiz kind of disappointed cos my jelly
was kind of hard due to
wrong measurement of water
it become hard.. sob sob
and my strawberry choco looks so messy
but hope its taste good..

tis is the things I make.. haiz..
I know kind of si pai in the look la.
dun ee me or laugh le.
I will do it better next time de

Its raining heavily out there
when baby is on her way here
da bao dinner for me and my family
so wei da.
I'm touch baby..
thanks..

I'm totally in love with 魏秀清 wei xiuqing.(baby)
hee baby I know how
to write yr chinese name le la. wahaha



10:04 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~










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