♥i want to share the sunset with you
For her..
I miss you
I'm sorry to make u unhappy..
I jus wan to chat with u on the phone
but dunno y
it jus so diff fr how u tok to yr friends over the phone..
like u can chat with them so long
Can c u laughing n all
but not to me..
we always end up in a very short time..
Mayb we really dun hav any conversation ba..
Called u tis afternoon after my movie..
wanted to ask where were u
thinking can meet u for awhile if u around PS..
But u say no u won't be at town area..
Quite sad to hear tat..
tat I can't meet u..
Know tat its always me..
who makes u unhappy or stress up..
I'm sorry..
I really dunno wat to do..
to make u be happy..
I'm sorry for being so useless..

11:15 PM
Thursday, June 30, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


off day..
today wen out with melissa..
we wen to watch movie..
War Of The World at PS..
It was a cool movie..
Nice n exciting..
U all should go watch..
After movie we wen to
singapore shopping centre
actually thinking to play pool..
but over there
there's jackpot room..
so we decide to wen in to hav a look..
Its so exciting to watch ppl wining money..
u can really hear the sound of coins dropping down..
There's tis auntie..
think is her first time there ba..
She dun even know how to press the button..
but in the end she win around $100..
So I decide to try my luck also..
On the same machine tat auntie play..
Hav to change coins
min of $20..
I started to play..
But.. haiz
diff ppl hav diff luck u c..
I DUN WIN A SINGLE CENT after all..
After losing money..
we wen to play pool..
after playing we wen to hav our dinner
at PS.. we had pasta
after dinner..
HM SWEET HM..
Got to wake up early tml..
Hav stock take..
Haiz sian..
ok la tats all for today..



11:03 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Rain n her bf.. Ain't they loving.. mmmm..

1:37 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Zi gal..
jus now when I'm on my way out of the
mrt station.. u really give me a shock..
I tot I saw the wrong person..
But who know its really u..
sitting at the staircase waiting for me..
Sorry tat I didn't receive yr msg or reply
cos my phone low batt..
I'm sorry tat I scolded u..
cos its really late le n tml u got to go sch..
wat if I come back late or I took a cab..
Seriously gal..
pls.. dun be silly can..
I really dun wish to hurt u..
I really dun wan u to feel tat u still got the chance
cos I know I love her alots n
no one can replace her..
all tis u know but y..
can't we be close friends?
I'll still be there for u..
Know tat u cried after I say all tis..
u jus turn away fr me..
I'm sorry..
N dun worry I hav nv forgets wat I promise u..
Company u to go to yr friend's BD..
N let u style my hair..
I'll rem ok.. Now the most importan thing is
concentrate on yr studies ok..
tis wat u promise me..
Anyway know tat u r hm n fall asleep le..
good night to u..

1:11 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
Thanks for meeting me for dinner..
Jus now in the train..
U say u feel tat I dun like to go out with u..
Actually No..
I wanted to go out with u so much..
U say u always spent my money when we go out together..
I always buy things tat u like..
Seriously as long tat u r happy..
N I can afford..
I will buy jus for u..
Tml is our off day..
tot of bringing u to the cafe I had been today
but u not free
Anyway I know u didn't hav to company me always
or everytime u off..
U got yr friends n yr Bf to company also..
Anyway yap jus dunno y
like to bring u along to new places..
ok la.. know tat u r hm le.. So hope u take care of yrself..
Good night.. sweet dreams n miss u..

12:45 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


today..
Today after wrk wen to company
my friends to hav dinner at
Tangs.. name Island Cafe..
Cool right.. I had mushroom soup..
cos meeting Rain to hav dinner
together after she finish her wrk..
The soup was nice.. alot of mushrooms
n it come with a big bowl n cost
onli $5.50
After tat meeting Rain to had dinner..
We had dinner at Paragoon
We had wantang soup, kailang n
actually we orded a seafood tongfen
but they didn't take down tat order
so we only hav two dishes n a white rice..
Anyway we not really hungry cos
I bought Rain a choco fudge cake n I had a soup earlier..
After tat we walk down to PS fr there..
while walking down..
Rain saw a straw bag..
she like it so I bought for her..
After tat we took NEL back.. She's meeting her friends at Hougang
So I wen back hm..
Tml is my off day so do her..
But we not meeting cos she had some stuffs to settle..
So I'll be staying at hm ba..
Tats all.. tata




12:10 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Today with her..
Today after work..
meeting her for movie..
Wait for her at her wrking place..
She's finish wrk around 9 plus..
we watching "Alot Like Love" at cine..
The show start at 950pm..
So its kind of rush..
we rush to collect tickets..
cos I book it online yesterday..
kind of kiasu ar..
after collecting.. she bought
a top n a skirt which she saw at first sight..
we had a 10min racing dinner..
I mean its left 10mins for us to hav dinner..
After tat we rush in to the cinema..
the show hav already started..
Anyway I think just started for 5mins ba.
While watching tro the show..
my mind keep flashing tro
the days when we r together..
Dunno y.. its kind of similar to the show..
We had alot of times break up..
one of us will get att with others..
N we will get back again..
Its kind of on n off stuffs..
In the show..
The guy n the gal..
first they left each another..
For 2 yrs..
after tat they met..
N they left for 2yrs again..
Total they on n off for around 5yrs n 6mth ba
If I'm not wrong..
No matters wat..
In the end they r together..
Its a not bad show..
think quite suitable for couples..
After the show..
I keep thinking.. were we like the show..
Wait for so long..
Things come n goes..
N we get back together agian?
Mayb I think too much le..
dunno when were tis days come..

U told me u won't be coming
my hus to stay..
I knew it long ago..
At least tis time
I'm prepare..
After the show..
we share a cab hm..
In the cab..
I keep looking at u..
I kiss yrs lips again..
Smell yr forehead..
n u did the same too..
still rem u say there's diff smell on our forehead..
N mine is like baby..haha
I miss u now.. so badly..
Jus now when our last call on phone..
I told u tat I miss u n
I love u.. Its really tro my heart saying out..
I know mayb its doesn't seem much to u..
But I really do..
next mth 15th..
if we are still together it will be 2yr anniversary..
sad tat we didn't manage to get there..
Anyway thinks tat all for tonight...
Lastly.. good night to u.. I miss u..

12:28 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
After meet dar..
I feel like meeting u..
Miss u badly..
know u r sick..
wanted to c u how r u..
So I bought blue roses for u..
N make a call to u..
Ask whether can I pass u the roses..
I'm happy tat u say yes..
Wen to Paragoon yr wrk place..
Saw u n pass u the roses..
Saw yr smile again..
N finally got to kiss u again..
n of cos there's a return.. haha
I really miss u..
Waiting for tml to come..
Watching movie with u tml
after yr wrk..
Miss u lotss..

10:19 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Dinner..
Jus now meet Dar at boon keng..
After tat had dinner at PS
after dinner we wen to shop shop
N we took neo prints..
Long time didn't take neo with Dar le..
After neo.. Dar seem abit tired le so we decide to go hm..
Miss dar.. haha..
Take care dar..

10:13 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
actually going out for movie tonight..
But yesterday u r not feeling well
n wans to go hm rest early tonight
I feel hurt n sad..
Hurt tat I cannot be there or
I'm not the one to take care of u
Sad tat we cannot watch movie..
U say we can watch tml..
But I'm worried about u
I wan u to rest more
so I say nvm I can watch myself or with my friends
although I wan to watch with u so much..
Anyway hope u rest more n rem to take yr medicine..
Last..
I miss u lotss..

11:28 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


My off day..
Today was my second off days..
Actually suppose to go out with her
But she's not feeling well..
Anyway later going to meet dar at PS
having dinner later..
now at hm so bored..
MIss her badly..

11:24 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
Miss you day n night..
Wanna to hold u tight..
Kiss yr sadness away..
Be yr happiness always..
Know u love me not..
But I love you lotss..
No one can replace u cos
my heart there's only YOU..

12:29 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


To Zi Gal..
Gal.. call u right after I meet her..
Know tat I shouldn't hav call u..
Know tat I shouldn't say I miss her..
KNow tat I hurt u again..
I'm sorry..
Know tat u r hurt
but still happily toking to me
n ask me to call her
since I miss her instead of calling u
I dunno y u r the first one I turn to
Sorry gal..
like wat I say..
I'm useless
N I'm cold hearted
always hurts ppl..
U dun believe me..
Now u c.. I'm hurting u..
All I can say is I'm SOrry..


10:38 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
Though u say mayb coming over..
Yes.. Its touch my heart somehow..
But I know mos pro u won't..
Jus pass the stuffs for u
N know tat u won't be coming..
N know tat u will be staying at
yr friend hus for a few days..
Feel sad cos wondering y not here with me
Anyway I onli can keep quiet..
After passing u the stuffs..
I dunno y..
I feel sad..
I know u doesn't like
so I didn't show out..
N yes still kiss u on yr lip..
Dunno how long I hav to
wait to kiss yr lip again..
I miss you..
Take care..

10:24 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
U know I'll love you
U know I'll care
U know I'll nv leave
U know I wouldn't dare
U know I wan to give
U know I wan to share
every little thing tat I hav
Wish u know..

4:52 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Off day..
Today is my off day..
Is her off day too..
I meet her at her hus..
Wait for her to get ready..
We wen to bugis for
the ice wonderland..
Tat the first time we wen there..
Its damn cold..
the tem is -10dec
we took some pic
most are hers la
But hope she enjoy..
After tat we wen to PS
actually thinking watching movie
but the show I wan to watch is full
In the end we wen to hav so call dinner ba..
I bring her to Manhattan..
Its her first time there..
Haiz too bad..
the foods doesn't suit her
cos of strong seafood smell n taste..
Feel so sorry.. tot she will like it
in the end..
Anyway I enjoy going out with her..
Like to c her smile
n the funny faces she give..
After tat we decide to go hm since
there no movie..
N she say can company my parent for dinner
n she's staying over..
I'm happy to hear tat she's staying over.
But I know she will be on the phone most of the time ba..
As long Ican c her more can le..
I'll be happy le..
Cos I dunno when I can go out with her again..
I love her lotss..

4:41 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


More photos..
Heh guys..
If u wan toc more photos
PLs kindly click on my photos ablum
Thanks..

2:56 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Another one.. YEAHHH

2:52 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Yeahhh..

2:51 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Me n baby Rain..

2:49 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Wahoo.. Pretty gals in my hus..

2:48 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



C now I know who the one who sabo me..

2:47 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Family pic a last.. haha

2:46 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Pis with my Three love ones..

2:44 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



pic with the GROss..

2:43 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Pic with gift shop staff.. except Tan.. haiz ok la he use to be one too..haha

2:42 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Pic with Trainers..

2:41 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


MY BD Night..
Wahooo.. Last night was so cool
So many ppl came to my BD dinner

Mmm.. my dinner start at 73opm+
there's alot of them..
Hehe c whether I can name them all
ok now I start counting le wor..
There's my darling, sweety Sharon,
Cute Swee, my zhu xiao di Jess, Joyce,
Edwin, Vin, Yvonne, Doreen, UE n BF,
Ee ling, Jasmine, Huili, Yuling,
Jayce, Jamie, Clarice, Kieth, Shan Shan,
WC, AC, Jim, Tan..
Mmm.. Did I forget anyone..
Hehe hope not..
While everybody are eating
We hav alots of fun also
Its was like a gathering..
Around 9 plus..
When my sis n Rain was here
Its was BD cake time..
The cake was bought by my cousin
Its a ice cream cake fr swenson
Haha.. so happy tat
so many ppl sing BD song for me
Somemore got 2 version
English N Chinese
After the song its
MAKE A WISH MAKE A WISH time
WISH my wish were come true..
Then its photo time with my family
After tat its sabo time..
Sob sob so sad tat I kanna sabo
haha no la.. I feel happy cos
I make everybody happy too
Then time to give out cakes
Thank to clarice for helping me giving
out the cakes
After settle everythings
Everybody start to leave
Feel quite sad though but
Thanks to all of u for coming down
After all hope every one of u enjoy yrself
N Thanks for all yr presents..
I'm really happy.. Thanks..

2:09 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Zi Gal.
Gal..
I miss u..
Feel like calling u
but afraid u slp le..
cos u having sch tml
Dunno y..
Jus know tat if u were here
u won't leave me aside
u will tok to me or company me..
Miss u lots..

1:03 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


My birthday..
Finally its my BD..
Dunno y feel so normal..
Dunno wat should I do now..
She's at my hus..
but on the phone..
Haiz
Anyway hope everything turns better tml..

1:01 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For Zi Gal..
tis morning u call
I was still slpin
when u know tat
u hang up the phone
I call back
n know tat u cry so badly
didn't really know wats happen
but hope tat u hav stop crying now
If can I wish to know
wat happen to u
Cos I'm worried..
ok? Gal u promise
dun u rem?
Anything u will tell me
won't hide anything inside
So I'm here for u ok..
Take care n miss u..

1:59 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Ktv..
Last night wen to Ktv
at park lane there
with my sis, mel n elaine
Finally got to sing
miss singing so badly
haha..
I miss her all the sudden..
Yeah yeaH tml
is my birthday
so happy..
later going to buy some stuffs for tml
hope it won't rain today
cos look cloudy now..

1:55 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For zhi gal..
Gal.. Thanks for buying
the gel for my burning..
haha my face really ugly
Afraid will hav scare
n won't be nice on 20th..
U keep laughing at me when I told u tis
Right?
Anyway I'll be off for 5days..
I cannot meet u..
Hav to wait till I start wrk
So u must take care of yrslf ok
Dun worry for me la ok..
miss ya..

11:49 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Off day..
Today is my off day..
will be off for 5 days..
Cos my BD is coming..
haha so happy..
Today thinking will slp till quit late
but my phone ring around 10am plus
Wu gui msg me..
surprise tat she msg me
Anyway the same thing
about Rain..
She ask me to take care of rain
Cos rain is sick..
n ask me is she att..
I know she love rain too
N I think she miss rain ba..
So I ask her to msg rain to ask rain out
if she miss rain
in the end rain not free..
I know wu gui is sad
cos like wat she told me
she miss rain
Haiz bubby..
like wat u say..
Love someone dun need to be with her
jus wish her happy can le..
So I think she's happy now
cos she found someone cares for her
n she love..
So yap dun worry la ok
u mus take care of yrself..
u having mc today..
Think if she wans to meet u
she will msg u la ok
dun think so much..
No matters wat she will always be yr
Ham Ham..

11:33 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For Zi gal..
Sorry tat I didn't meet u for breakfast today
Kind of rush to u
If we meet
Cos yr sch start at 9am
Anyway will try to meet breakfast with u again ok
N yap dun need to come everyday u break ok
U only hav 1hr break
so go n hav yr lunch with yr friends
if u wan we can meet after my wrk or yr sch
u guai guai la ok
Take care..

2:50 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For you..
Last night U didn't slp with me again
Tis time I try to acc tat
U was slpin while yr hp is still on yr hands
I wen down to put u to slp properly
in a good position n cover blanket for u
u seem to slp so soundly..
Still the same face tat I love to c when u slp..
Love u always..

2:45 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Dinner & movie
yesterday wen to hav dinner at PS
With Edwin n two of his friends
Can't really rem wats the restaurant name was
But its was a nice dinner then
Our movie starts at 940pm
so we decided to wonderind around
like ghosts till the time is up
Our movie name is "ghost train"
mmm.. sound scary right?
but its SUCK..
haha so boring
after all two friends of Edwin was scare though
haha.. After movie we catch the last train hm
While waiting for the train..
We tok about the show
We laugh till like nobody business
haha so funny
When I reach my stop
I told them..
BE CAREFUL
COS Its the LAst Train..
Haha..

2:38 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For you..
Yesterday is our anniversary..
I know we r not together le
But I still having my leave
Yesterday is yr off day too
But u didn't go out with me
U wen out to meet Melissa
N hongzhi n friends
Tot u will be back early but no
U wen to KTV
U reach hm around 325am tis morning
I'm still awake
waiting for u to come back
in the end u decided to slp on the floor
I feel sad
cos u no more wanted to slp beside me
slp with our babies le
But I still give u bobo cos
I know u like to hug it while slping
I didn't slp well the whole night
till morning..
Feel hurt n sad
Know tat u really wan to dift with me
Dun wan to get close to me le
I can't do anything but hav to acc it
Anyway lastly
Happy related Anniversary...

2:36 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Boyfriend by 5566
i'm sorry for me buggin' you
sorry for being such a fool
god knows i've tried
but i can't let go
i'm crazy 'bout you know who
i'm sorry for me needing you
sorry girl that you don't feel it too
i get the point, should be a man about it
i've never been good at that - no no
forgive me for being me
i've tried to let go
i know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know
how much i wish that
i was your boyfriend - that other guy
the only one who's allowed
in your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much i wish
that i was your boyfriend
i'm sorry for me wanting you
sorry for not playing by the rules
but what would you do if you were in my shoes
feeling lost and blue
i'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
god knows i've tried but i can't let go
i'm crazy 'bout you know
who forgive me for being me
i've tried to let go
i know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much i wish
that i was your boyfriend - that other guy
the only one who's allowed in your room
to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much i wish that
i was your boyfriend another man is by your side
i hope he treats you right
i wish i was the only one to lay in your arms at night
well you can't blame a guy for tryin'now
what else can i do and how i wish that my prayers,
thoughts and dreams
i know you got a boyfriend - another man another guy by your side someone who hopefully treats you right but you don't know
how much i wish that i was your boyfriend -
that other guy the only one
who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know
how much i wish that i was your boyfriend
i know you got a boyfriend -
another man another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much i wish
that i was your boyfriend -
that other guy the only
one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend

8:25 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


My words..
To Zi gal

Heh gal.. mm.. Zi gal ba haha..
Thanks for today.. Thanks for company me today..
We tok alot
n thank for being my listening ears
I know u r sad too
but sorry I hav to say tis
I still love her
Tis wat u know all along
Still rem wat u say
yr name n hers is starting with Z
y I dun try to be with u
U really shock me by saying tat
haha.. N I still rem u say u will
read my blog everyday
so yap u c I read about u wor haha
anyway thank Zi gal..


To you

To the blog u write about me
Tat day I know u coming my hus le
Dunno whether u still rem
u say u with wu gui
n yr phone low batt
so around 1130pm
I called wu gui
wanted to ask u whether
u going hm
can go hm together
But wu gui said u meet yr friends le
So I decide to take train hm
But wu gui ask me whether wan to meet anot
N she say she can walk to the nearest to meet me
somehow I'm a bit drunk le
but I still meet her for a short while
She told me tat u with Hongzhi n his friend
ask me whether wan to go in to tok to u or c u
I say no
cos I know u will be unhappy
but she say she go in n ask u out
wat can I say
n when she come out she say
u with yr friends u doesn't wan to come out
N I didn't say anything at all after tat
around 130am I tired le
so I decide to go hm le..
tats all..
PLS if u dunno wats going on
jus dun say till as if
I always wanted to stick to those who near to u
to know things about u
I say tat cos u use to think I'm tat kind of person..
Thanks

6:30 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


for you..
Know tat u r sick since yesterday
when u reach my hus
Actually thinking to find medicine for u
Dunno whether u rem tat I wen to kitchen to open drawers n cupboards
Actually I'm looking for medicine
Mayb u didn't notice tat
cos u always thinks tat I'm cold hearted person
when I tok to u
u really give me cold feeling
Like wat I ask did I do anything wrong
but u say no
Its me who give u attitiude
I keep thinking when did I ever do tat
But in the end I still apologise to u
Know tat u r sick somehow I hate myself
cos I cannot take care of u
like we use to take care one another before
when we r sick..

Miss you.. take care

11:41 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Sorry...
I already tried my best
to do wat ever I need to
All I wan
is U
But seem like everything r wrong
to wat I do
So now n then I'll be alone
quietly
jus to wait for U

Baby Bear LV Baby Rain Tree....

6:31 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Hurts....
Last night thinks tat the worst night for me
U came to my hus
U look like as if u r ot happy
I tok to u
ask u stuff like hav u eaten
but the way u treat me is really cold
try to tok to u
but u were on the phone
I wen out
to hav a drink
in the end came back vomiting
u seem like nothing happen
I'm hurt
We'r sleeping in the diff room
I slp in my mum's room n u slp in my room
But not my bed
Bed was empty last night
In my mum's room
I think alot of things
I cried
I'm hurts
I think
I'm holding a sccisors in my hands
I cuts myself
Thinking it will heal my pain
But no
cos every cuts I had
I thinking about u
So yes it hurts more
Total there's 7 cuts
7 the no. of our month we r first together
The 1st cut
When I first know u
How I'm in love with u
2nd cuts
When u r out how I ask u to be with me
how u reject me n avoid me n how I touch yr heart
3rd cuts
The first date how I started holding yr hands
n the places we go for our first date
4th cuts
the first anniversary we had
5th cuts
Our first breaks up
6th cuts
Our first trip to KL
N the places we been so far
And the last cut
was the last breaks up
when everything was gone
till now..

I'll always rem all the memories u given me
Sad or happy are all u
Thanks
N yes I"m still in love with you
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8:41 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


A day..
Waiting for today
Waiting to watch VCD together with u..
"A moment to rem"
In the end the show jus started 5min
u say its boring
I decide to switch it off
but u say jus watch
I know even I on it
its only me watching
Kind of disappointed
Cos I really wan to watch tat with u
Mayb its becos of yr pro
tat makes u feel bored
u r not concentrating also
U meeting yr friend in the afternoon
saying tat u will call me tonight
But I jus know tat u watching movie now
After tat going for Ktv
So thinking tat u won't call me le
I feel tat when u r out with yr friends
u r more happy than u r out with me
Even u r out with me
Most of yr times are on the phone
I feel like telling u my stuffs
Wan to know more about u
but tat hav stop me fr doing
Yes I'm hurts
Yes I dun feel alright
But I know
U like the way u r now
U r happy
So I decide to keep everything to myself
than letting u unhappy
Anyway tml u starting wrk le
Wish u all the best
N happy always
Do watever u wan
N I'll be behind u
to support u..

Miss u badly now..

8:45 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Leaving..
last night u came n leave..
Tis morning u came n now u leave again..
feel hurts when u leave..
But I hav to let u go cos
I love u so..

4:00 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Interview..
Today after wrk wen to hav interview at Park lane there..Its a KTV pub.. Asking for part time job.. mmm.. As a waitress.. Wrking hour is 9pm to 3am.. Pay $6 to $7 per hr..Transport provided.. Not bad huh.. Waiting for call if selected..Wish I'm selected.. Nowdays get use to slp tat late le.. Cos last time she's wrk night job finish wrk at 2am.. Will think of her till 2am then I can slp.. So now thinking y I dun go look fr a job still can earn $$.. So yap.. waiting for the boss to call..

Know u always busy.. Dun hav much time on me also.. So now making myself busy looking for night job.. Also won't disturb the life u r now.. Anyway I will still miss u.. Always n deep..

9:41 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
Behind yr smile
I know there r sorrows
Behind yr laughter
I know there r tears
But I wan u to know
Behind u is me
Who will always care

2:18 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


The words..
Know tat u the words u write in yr blog is not for me..
Is for her..
Somehow yes Its hurts my heart..
But...
I really wish
tat I can jus hav a little space
of yr heart tat can queeze me in
jus to hope tat u know
I CARE TOO...

1:04 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


My wish..
Wish u were here to kiss away my tears
Wish u were here to hug me tightly
Wish u were here to company me
Wish my wishes turn real..

12:48 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Sorry..
Sorry..
I tried le..
Still.. Its drop..
Reading yr blog again n again..
N dunno y my tears droppin too..
My fingers are shaking while typin..
My vision getting blur too..
Dunno y..Mayb my tears wan to c wat I type too..

Feel hurts feel pain..
Wondering where r u..
I need u now..
BADLY...

12:40 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


.....
Tears almost falling..
after reading yr blog..
I'm trying to control..
Cos I know u dun like me to cry..
Always rem wat u say to me..
Always deep down my heart..

I miss you..

12:13 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Miss u
Last night didn't slp well..
Miss yr hug, kisses n yr heart beats..
Miss yr sweety smile when u slp..
All I can do is look at the glowing hearts n stars which hav our names
on wall.. Once again.. I cried.. Dunno how many times le..
Toking to bao bei.. Am I crazy??
Anyway.. not feeling well now..
Miss her badly.. Wish tat she's by my side to take care of me as before..

1:31 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For her..
Yr smile n laughter is on my mind..
All my mind is thinking of u..
Try to make myself busy
But after all still think of u..
Feel like meeting u
but I know is impossible
Jus wan to let u know how much I miss u..

1:25 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Tears..
here goes again
tears dropping down fr nowhere
y its keep dropping non stop..
Somehow I feel hurt in my heart
Y is it so...
I dunno..

I heard u calling my name
The name I use to hear before
Sweets n dearly
Is it true..
Can I dun wake up n remain
in the dream as long u r there with me..

1:18 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


WHY
Why things always not the one I wan
Why always hurts getting deeper n deeper
Why I got to deserve tis

If things really got to get to tis
Why can't I hav one more chance to prove all tis wrong..

1:11 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Myself
Sometime keep asking myself
Wats is my heart makes of
Does my tears come fr tap water
Y my love ones always gets hurts
Is there a way tat I can give them happiness
Only God Knows..

8:20 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


For Her..
When its rain
Makes me think of u
Miss the memories we had
Even though its will nv happen again

When I see u
u melts my heart
but I know I'm not the one
melting yr heart again

Know tat u r hurts
I gets the hurts too
Wat can I do
jus to be there for u
If u need me to..

3:40 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Off day..
Today is my off day.. Wen out in the morning to meet Rain.. Meet her at bedok interchange.. Know tat she didn't slp the whole day last night.. Didn't really know wat happen to her.. I know even I ask she won't tell me also.. I think about the one she like now ba.. Anyway didn't really go out jus company her here n there to meet her friend pass him things n head back hm now.. She's slping n I'm using the com.. haha.. Anyway hurt n sad to c her like tis.. But wat can I do.. Cos I think I'm jus friend to her.. Which cannot share stuffs ba.. Haiz.. Wish her happiness n happy always n no worries.. Really dun wish her to be like tis.. If can I will give my happy days to her..

3:29 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Fianlly got to take pic with him...

1:42 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Tis is Brandon.. Super active n cute boy.. HAha

1:39 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Happy.. hah
Yesterdat after wrk wen to meet Shelle (Rain's sis) n Brandon (Shelle's son).. I meet her at harbour front for dinner.. We had Sushi.. Brandon was super active.. haiz really cannot stand him.. But still as cute as before haha.. We finish our sushi around 9pm.. After tat company Shelle go shopping.. She bought a shoe at VNC.. After tat we wen to sit outside harour front there near taxi stand.. We chat alot of things.. her life n all.. Fun chatting with her.. Especially so long didn't c her le.. Around 1030pm Brandon say he's tired le wan to slp le.. So we decided to go off.. We took cab hm.. While on my way back hm.. Shelle msg me.. Say she's enjoy the dinner but meet earlier next time so tat her rascal (Brandon) won't slp so early at least got to tok more.. haha.. Anyway yap enjoy the dinner too..

Today n Tml off.. Not wrking.. Today think stay at hm ba.. But so boring haiz..

1:23 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


My life..
Yesterday was my off day.. So in the afternoon wen out with my sis, Mel n Rain.. Finally got to c her le.. We wen to bugis to hav Sushi.. After tat wen to bugis village for a walk.. Around 7 plus we decided to go to K box .. So long nv sing le... haha.. Sing till 1200am we wen to hav roti prata at boon keng there.. Haha whole day keep eating haiz.. Anyway really enjoy myself.. Reach home quite late le... Rain staying over my hus..too tired le slp after bathing.. Sweet dreams..

Today was suppose to wrk.. But I didn't go having MC today.. In the morning having breakfast with my Dad, sis, Mel n Rain.. Around 330pm we wen to beach road cos Rain buying shirts for her friend.. She bought one for me too.. after buying we wen to hav a drink.. N she needs to be hm 530pm to fetch her sis's son.. Now thinking tat she's slpin le cos she's not feeling well.. Hope she gets well soon.. Miss her le.. haiz

Tml got to wrk le.. meeting Rain's sis n her son for dinner.. haha so long didn't c both of them le.. So eager to c them.. Night everybody tata..

10:58 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Haha Isn't it fun to wrk together...

11:09 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~



Look wat we hav done to Razak's legs.. Isn't it cool with colourful legs.. HAha

11:08 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~


Fun..
Today wrk was super lack n fun.. Keep making fun with each another n making fun with indian customer also.. haha.. Like there's tis indian gal she come n buy a beer fr me.. Then I ask her whether she hav reach 18? N her reply was its for her dad.. Then I ask her back again.. Is yr dad above 18?? haha.. then everyone of u keep laughing.. N for us.. we r like crazy.. taking the colour ribbon to tie each another.. So much fun..

Actually today after wrk was going to play Bowling.. But Keith was sick today.. So we hav cancel our bowling.. N after wrk.. Me, Edwin n Razak wen to hav dinner at Bugis.. We having seoul garden.. We eat alot till I'm so full.. After tat we decided to go for a walk.. I bought a wallet n Mickey Mouse Shirts.. One for my sis n one for me.. I know my sis like Mickey Mouse stuffs but they r jus somehow of Ex.. Haha.. In the end the shirt I bought for her is small.. haiz got to change tml le.. Yeah.. tml off..tata

10:39 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~










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