I miss u..
yes I do..
I wish u were here..
I really do.
miss yr hugs yr scent yr kisses..
but wat can I do...
Alone in the room..
lookin tro the memories
u given me..
makes me wanted to stop the time
I jus cant stop loving u


I love you gal.
I do

Dear God..
y the life u plan for me is so hurtful??
y u makes ppl so confuss about relation??
y cant u make couple who really love
one another to live happily & no worries??
y u hav to let ppl fall for those who
dun love them at all??
There's so many question to ask u..
can u ans me??
God pls..
pls stop all the pain & hurts..

God tell me..
tell me wat should I do..
to let my love one know I really love her..
Even I know she not sure how much
she love me..
Tell her I'm really tryin my best
give her the love she wan..
I willy to takes all the pain & stress
she having now..
and give her my happiness..

I jus cant let go a little..
like how u cant let her go...
I'm totally in love with u..

short ok..
hehe..

Sat after wrk..
meet dear & eriC for dinner
at harbour front..
had a chat with eric..
then head back to jurong point
with dear dear..
had some games at Z zone..
head back to dear huS..
stayin over her hus for a night..

Sun which is today..
wake up around 1pm plus..
meet ping ping at jurong point
for lunch..
after tat head to vivO city..
it was damn big can..
all of us so tired after walkin..
I think we didnt really finish..
head back hm..
when dear & ping head back hm..

now meetin Eric & Ron for dinner..
got to wrk tml..
wat a day..
ciao..


Me acTin cuTe.. hee
hehe.. KiSsinG aT plaYgrounD neaR deAr huS..*shY*
On thE buS..
A kiSS fR me tO deaR.. MuacK A kISs fR deaR on The buS DeaR tiRed le.. slpIn in The buS
PiG draWn bY deaR deaR haha
TakeN Fr tHe mirrOr iN deaR rooM
A kiSS fR mE tO deaR Me & deaR at hEr huS..
Dear & PinG piNg on The train tO viVo
ME & dear on the train to VivO
Dear & me at viVo..
Dear & Ping at VivO
Me & Ping Ping at vivo

Once again..
Wat is love??
who can really tell me??
R u sure u in love??
or u r jus lonely n need company??
Love always the one
messin up our life..
And human's thinkin can be
really funny at times too..
*Been for 2mth
n can say he or she dun love the
other party at all..
All he or she needs is
someore to company
*Can tell others tat he or she
love another gal
while the other hand
tellin u tat he or she love u..
givin excuse tat he or she
jus wan to get yr attention??
Love really confuss me..
But still..
after all knowin no matter
wat will still get hurt..
ppl still wans to fall for love..
tats human being huh..

wat a long entry..
like wat dear say..
I been so naggin nowdays.. haha

Gal.. I'm sorry..
I'm sorry tat I choose to be tis way..
I really dun wish to get involve
U will nv know how hurt I am on
tat day when things happen..
I dun wish history back again..
readin tro yr blog..
lookin at all the entries n pics..
I can say..
most of yr entries are about her..
all of yr ups n downs with her..
things she done tat makes u cut yrself..
things she do to make u happy again..
I can see how importan she is to you..
sad n hurt tat I hav lose a friend like u..
but tats the only way to get me away
fr trouble..
u can call me coward or uselss..
I jus dun wish to mix around
childish ppl like them..
Anyway jus wan to thanks
for the memories u given me..
the smile of yrs..
the laughter come fr u..
everything..
I will rem..
take care gal..
wish u happiness..

dear having presentation later
after her wrk..
mm.. keep sayin she scare n shy..
haha.. dear will shy de meh?? :p
anyway all the best to dear dear ok..
muack.. love u..

been off for 3days at DL
today is my 2nd day..
haiz so bored at hm..
nothing to do..
eat slp eat slp..
n wrk at night at cafe..
think I'm going fatter le..
I miss dear dear badly..
onli get to c her on sat.
stayin over her hus hehe..
k la.. shall update again..

Missing you like crazy


saw tis at fridae.. cool.. haha

com down again..
everything gone once again..
haiz..
songs & pics all gone..
sian & lazy le..
anyway.. jus receive a pic fr dear tat she do..
dear thanks..
I love it..
hehe..
not feelin very good..
shall rest early tonight..

I love you..

LoVe Or MoneY??
CaN MonEy reaLLy Buy LovE??
CaN monEy buY haPpinEss??
WaT dO yoU aLL thinK??

I think SomeTiMe yes MoneY caN sovLvE tHingS
But Not mY haPPinEss Or LovE..
If SomEonE LovE u Is beCos Of moNey
MeaN hE oR sHe caN faLL foR othErs whO
iS ricHer tHaN yOU..

If SomeOne Is RicH anD trYinG tO shoW off
MEaN hE oR shE juS trYinG tO leT ppL
knoW TaT hE oR sHe cAn Buy anyThinG
eVeN LovE..

Tat waT I haTE moSt..
sTop ShowIN oFF..
FucK oFF wiTh yR moNey..
U onLi liVe in The worLd oF monEy..
u DidN't kNow waT is HarD wRk..
dUn eveN eaRn moNeY fR yR oWn haNds..
aLL iS fr yR parEnt..
So pLs StOp uSinG monEy tO buY ppL fEelinG..

GaL reM tiS..
tRusT yR feeLin..
kNow wHo thE onE reaLLy LovE yoU..
Dun bEcoS somEone Is riCh..
CaN buY tHe wHoLe wOrld If U waN..
AftEraLL Tis Not LovE..
ThiNk tWiCe..
taKe cAre..

ThanKs dEaR..
fOR being heRe wiTh me..
EveN taT I'm pOOr..
Can'T buY a caR to drIve u..
Or anYthIng yoU liKe..
anD coMpany mE walKin milEs iN my LifE..
I lOve yoU..

dear.. I dunno y..
dunno wats make me love u so much..
Whenever I know something to do with yr ex
or her I really feel scare..
I feel lke hidin away..
u can call me useless or coward..
anything u wan to name me..
dear I know now u hav fall deeper for me
than before..
but I'm still afraid of losin u..
Dear pls.. dun go..
I dun wan to live without u..
cos I'm deeply in love with u..

finally got to off tml..
but still got to wrk at night..

my dear really tired..
nv hav the chance to chat
with her on the phone
miss her badly..

my sotong dear..
thanks for sent me testi for our
1mth anni..
but dear..
its a wrong date wor.. haha
I know I sent u the wrong date too..
due to the friendster timin..
dear.. its on the 10th..
I love u.. muack..

yesterday was my off day
at both DL & cafe..
Meet dear in the afternoon at Outram..
Wen to Vivo city..
so many ppl can..
didnt walk long la..
too big le.. somemore not all shop open..
took some photos at vivo city..
had lunch at harbour front food court..
then head to PS..
took neo prints..
our first time wor.. haha
then head to the cathay for movie..
"WTC"..
nice & touchin movie..
dear dear cry lo.. hehe

head to city hall..
meet 2 of dear's friends..
wen to marina square for pool..
then head to mutasfa haha..
dear nv been there before..
had alot of fun with her & her friends..
walk till around 2am..
kind of tired le...

yesterday was dear first night stayin at my hus..
cos too ex to take cab back hm..
so happy..
hug dear to slp..
even tro onli a few hrs..
but I'm still happy..
wake up together with dear..
company dear to wait for cab..
then head to wrk..

so tired durin wrk..
but happy hehe..
cos still thinkin about being with dear..hehe..

I love u dear..

Fountain make of seashells.

I Love The Way You Love Me
HappY AlWayS TogeTheR

dunno wats wrong with me..
got a bad headache last night..
slp at 4am last night
today was my off day..
but today my head feel so dizzy..
while wrkin at cafe at night..
I feel wan to vomit..
so sick..
I dunno y..
mayb I'm stressin myself too much..
dun hav any mood..
y am I thinkin so much
stressin myself..
I hate tis feelin..

Do u really love me gal??
How deep is yr love??
Pls dun put me aside..
I need u..
N yes I love u too..

today was my off day..
jus reach hm..
wen to meet dear for lunch..
after lunch wen to hav ice waffle..
haiz dun say dear..
me puttin on weight too..

got to rest awhile..
night goin to wrk again..
ciao..

You paInt mY LiFE wiTh yR LovE..

Drawin by my dear dear..
nice?? haha

Dar come over to sentosa..
for her 21st bd chalet..
so long nv see her le..
happy when I saw her..
in the end she kanna "sabo" fr us.. haha

today wrkin in cafe is super tired..
cos onli me & yu hua 2 of us wrkinin..
so many customers..
we hav to do so many things..
Clear tables, take orders, cashier
n servin..
when closin I need to pack the chairs & tables
then sweep & mop the floor..
while yu hua doin clean up & wash toilet..
so tired can..
till now we still dun understand y onli
2 of us doin closing..

yesterday afternoon meet dear
at cine watch movie..
we watch " stay alive "
quite nice show..
after tat company dear go back to jurong
as she goin to her friend's bd party..
we had KFC before she left..

take train back to meet Rain & my sis
at town..
had some window shoppin..
then we had sown to city hall..
we had some drinks & dessert at
"New york New york"
tats my second time there le..
waiting for Rain's bf..
after tat had some midnight shoppin
at suntec..
bus back with sis after tat..

tats all for today..
waiting for my dear piggy to call..
she watchin some korean show..
haiz..
nowdays really miss her badly..
hope she miss me like how I miss her too.. hehe

dear I miss you..

Fr Me To You

I dunno y..
whenever I dun feel yr hands holding mine
I feel so uneasy..
I get use to the way you hold me..
I miss yr hugs..
Yr hugs make me feel so comfortable
tat I can fall to slp in yr arms..
Gal.. I'm deeply fallin in love with u..
Thanks for comin in my life
to brightrn my days up..
I love u dear..

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