jus reach hm.. going out later..
anyway wrk at DL was super busy..
but haha.. some of u will notice my blog..
when I say busy..
I still hav the time to blog n online.. cool right..
Today sentosa.. I think are pack with indians..
All the area are fill with them..
even the beach..
Mmm.. thinkin how's water taste like or smell like..
hehe.. try to be mean la.. but really many of them..
After DL.. walk to wrk at 7-11..
Alot of ppl in te 7-11 also..
Today see alot of other staff..
even the big boss is here..
I was like damn..
Lucky I got Sara n Nesh wrkin too..
N I was told by Sara tat big boss say I need to
remove my ear rings..
Onli 2 is allow..
I was half sian liao la..
Packin n refill all the stuffs needed..
Half way tro.. I realise I havent had my dinner..
Mmm.. anyway I'm not hungry la..
Then till around 9 plus..
not so much ppl le..
Big boss go off liao..
but he's coming tml again.. haiz sian..
after he go off..
everyone of us was lack la..
wont feel so stress...
Know tis new guy name weida..
He's new here n 1st day wrking..
He's a 20 yr old boy ..
While wrking n eating snake..
my phone rings..

Mao mi calls..
I'm so happy to hear her voice..
Tok to her for awhile..
Realise I really miss her badly..
If I see her now.. I sure hug her tight..
But dunno when can I see her..
Hears tat she say will give me a call again..
I cant wait for the calls..

Wen hm with Sara, Nesh & Weida..
took train with Nesh..
Hm sweet hm..

Finally saw mum.. still awake..
Give her a kiss n wish her happy CNY..
wen to room saw uncles n daddy play
majoin.. if I didn't spell wrong..
Give daddy kiss also..
Give mummy red packet n wen to bath..
now going out soon le..
got to wrk tml.. same time same 2 places..
Take care guys..
Happy CNY...

我想你

now wrking..
abit slowin down..
cos feelin tired liao..
noting to do.. so blogging now..
Jus update my song today..
CAI HONG TIAN TANG..
I love tis song..
the MTV is by Jay Zhou..
but the singer is not him..
Know the singer but dunno how to spell
out in han yu ping ying..haha
Still learning tis song..
keep singing at my wrk place..
then I was not very good at tis song..
makes everyone laugh at me..
haiz... cannot die die mus know how to sing..
U all wait.. :p

I miss her....

Happy new yr to all..
to me its jus another day..
jus reach hm.. tml got to wrk still..
same time.. same 2 places..
now feelin tired..
dunno y..
nowdays feel tired easily..

I miss her.. miss huggin her..
Everything in my mind
makes me miss u more..
How r u? hav u eaten?
got drink lots of water ma?

Call yr phone..
know tat u won't be able to pick up..
cos u didn't hav IDD..
but I really miss u
tat I call n it convert to voicemail..
which hav yr greetin msg..
Listening to yr voice..
miss u badly..

tis is a wild cat at 7-11 when I'm havin hotdog puff.. Keep hearin her/him meowin.. thinkin mus be hungry.. So I feed it with hotdog.. she/he is really cute..n she/he is clever also.. onli eat the hotdog instead of the puff.. know the puff is not nice.. haha.. play with it awhile.. n Makes me miss my mao mi.. haiz

jus reach hm not long ago..
finish bathing le..
Now updatin my blog
after tat got to go..

Mao mi wen back HK le..
for 5 days..
got to tok to her awhile
in the mornin before she left sg..
hope she will take care of herself..
dunno she reach already??

Today wrk at DL was lack..
nothing much to do..
Now PT staff there makes me piss off..
Jus dun understand y..
they can't wrk well yet they tok bad about ppl
behind ppl back..
I jus hate..
Y nowdays guys like aunties..

After wrk wen to wrk at 7-11..
start wrk at 630pm..
wen I reach there
I was shock..
cos alot of trolley full of stocks..
the trolley is higher than me..
my boss Alan saw me..
N ask me to look after the counter while
they pack the stocks..
I was like so happy..
after changin jus stand there look at them..
After they packin Alan wen off first..
Left me, Sara 25 (malaysia guy who train me) &
Nesh 20+(indian hip hop guy)haha..
they really cool to wrk with..
Especially Nesh..
He keep doin funny faces..
he hav alot of expression when u tok to him..
but he seldom wrk.. cos he's still schoolin..
onli wrks on friday, weekends n public holidays..
Sara teach me how to do closin..
Again.. hav to press so many nos.
haiz my mind all r nos..
Finish wrk at 1030pm..

same thing tml..
wrk DL till 630pm..
then continue 7-11 till 10 0r 1030pm..

Chinese New Year comin le..
Happy Chinese New Year to all of u..

Got to go le. tired of typin liao..
Miss her lots...

my new phone.. N70.. I love it..

me with my 7-11 shirt(part time job).. taken in the toilet.. hehe

hehe another 1 more pic..

me actin cute while waiting for my driving instructor..

Tis morning 10am
wen to hav driving lesson..
tis time I was like super pro driver..
haha.. as if I pass my drivin le..
using one hand to drive all the way
n pro in changing gears too..
My driving stop at hougang mrt station..
I drive there wor..
ended my driving at 12pm..

wrk 7-11 today..
off at DL..
start wrk at 2pm..
nothing much to do..
cos weekday ma..
not much ppl..
got to rem so many things at the counter..
those stupid no. for foods..
Can't they jus key everythin inside the keyboard..
the keyboard so messy also..
N u know wat..
once u subtotal
u still hav to press how old is tat customer..
I mean not age la.. but somthing like tat..
instead of cash out after subtotal..
I need to press Male adult or male teen or male citizen..
same to the ladies..
Rubbish right..
but everytime I anyhow how press..wahaha
tml got to wrk both side..
after DL go straight to 7-11
wrk till 10pm..

she's going back to HK tml morning..
will stay there for 5 days..
will be missing her..

got to go le..
wrkin tml..
cya guys.. happy new yr..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAO MI..

now wrkin but nothing to do..
so decide to eat snake..
n blog here.. hehe

yesterday was my off day..
but I'm wrkin..
wrking at 7-11..
my first day off wrk..
start at 730am..
do nothing much..
cashier n pack stock lo..
wrk till 1230pm..
cos havin drivin in the afternoon..
when to PS first to bought my black ring..
its cool with my name in white outside the ring..
I love it..
After tat travel here n there jus to buy
something for her bd..

driving start at 330pm at hougang Point..
yesterday driving learn how to reverse..
My head feel dizzy after a few reverse..
myab its becos I didn't eat for the whole day..
I told my instrustor n he say ok..
we shall stop reversin n go straight..
finally.. haha..
n my last stop is at kovan heartland mall..
hehe.. drivin on main road again..
n my instructor say I'm learning fast.. haha..

when back hm n hav a rest..
meeting mao mi to hav dinner..
we had dinner at opp SGH..
a shop sellin "xiao long bao" n noddle..
after tat when back to her hus..
actually wanted to bring her up to
mount faber there to count dwn
her 21st Bd..
but she say she's tired..
so we didn't go..
but she wasn't happy with me
cos I didnt wan to bring her to my wrk place..
due to some reason..
I'm sorry.. Mao mi..
I know she's angry with me..
Anyway got to hug her to slp..
so happy..
she really smell nice..
dunno where the smell come fr..
sweet n nice..
wake up tis morning..
n I realise I need her so much..
even when I'm slpin..
I'm still hugging her tight..
really hope she's back with me..
wait for her to bath n wait for cab with her..
she's having test today.. Good Luck to her..
she's going back to HK le..
Will miss her badly...

wrking during new yr..
both DL n 7-11..
After my DL go stright to 7-11..
wrk for the whole week..
wrk wrk wrk..
tats wat I can do now to spent my times..

Missin her badly n lots every min & sec..

Tis afternoon wen driving..
today driving was so cool..
instrustor allow me to drive
the car fr hougang to kovan..
haha really damn fun..
no more small n narrow road..
but in the main road..
n drive with gear 4.. haha
after tat take cab down to orchard to meet swee..
shop around there..
around 7 sis finish sch..
me n swee meet her at bugis..
had Mos burger for dinner..
I bought 2 shirts for new yr..
one short sleeve the other long..
haiz.. now dunno hav chance to wear anot..
cos my 7-11 job starts tml le..
tml I'm off in dolphin lagoon sentosa..
but need to wrk in 7-11 in sentosa..
haha..
start wrk 730 in the morning..
then came back hm..
rest awhile got to go for driving again..
Now I think I hav alot of things to do le ba..
won't hav the time to think so much..
won't hav the time to disturb her le..
but I'll miss her still..
Jus now called her..
but she didn't pick up..
miss her voice..
I miss her lots...

A song I like to give it to her...
Mao mi..

Till the End

All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night

i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share

In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friend around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end
you’ll always be till the end

yesterday meet mao mi for dinner
n pass her bd present to her near by her hus..
Finally got to see her again..
I know its jus a few days onli when I last meet her..
But I really miss her..
After dinner walk back hm with her..
Reach her doorstep..
she give me a hug..
I finally got to hug her n smell her..
I miss everything fr her..
The hug isn't long enough..
how I wish I can hug her forever..
a kiss to her..
she opens the door as
I turnin back to go..
When turning back..
thinkin n missing her already..
Miss slpin with her huggin her tro the night..
Miss smellin her n kissing when wakin up..
Miss everythin.. jus fr her..
Anyway happy to hear her calls
n says she likes the present..
2 more days is her bd le..
n after tat she's going back to HK for new yr..
comin back on the 31st..
Dunno when I can c her again..
I jus miss n love her too much..
___________________________________

Today was my off day..
been so tired tis few days..
dunno tired of wat..
later going for driving lesson..
hope it dun rain..
cos the sky look cloudy now..

had tis mail fr Rebecca..
Chinese Horoscopes of yrself..
Mmm.. read tro the whole thing..
But I dun think its quite true la..
anyway shall blog some here
as I hav nothing to do..hehe
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THE SIGN OF THE ROOSTER
Roosters are very loyal individuals. They do not like dishonesty or mockery of any sort. They are blunt, up front and honest people and expect those around them to be the same. Roosters are happiest when they are surrounded by others, at a party or just a social gathering. They even enjoy the spotlight and will exhibit their charisma and wit in a minute. This star quality can be overbearing, for a Rooster expects you to listen to him while he speaks and can become agitated if you don?t. Roosters do have a tendency to brag about themselves and their achievements and demand an attentive audience when doing so.
CHARACTERISTICS
Brave, Romantic, Motivated, Proud, Blunt, Resentful, Boastful
THE METAL ROOSTER 1921 AND 1981
Metal Roosters can come off as arrogant and stuck up at times. They need a cushion for that overextended ego and someone to make sure it stays inflated. They are reasonable people who seem to analyze every decision they make and every situation they find themselves in. They are standoffish at times and can let their aggression get in the way of a blossoming friendship or romance. These Roosters should take a breather from their egos long enough to really enjoy what they have to offer.
HEALTH AND HABITAT
Roosters are typically fit people. They enjoy sports and active hobbies such as hiking and swimming. They don?t get sick very often because they tend to fight illness fairly well. However, when they do get ill, they usually bounce right back. Roosters can be a little high strung, suffering from dramatic mood swings and stress.
MONEY AND THE ROOSTER
An eye for detail means the Rooster is pretty good at handling his finances. He is able to give others good financial advice and can help get budgets under control. However, when it comes to his own finances, the Rooster is either or. He either spends it all or hoards it for a rainy day.
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES
Friends of the Rooster cannot be sensitive people. As bossy, overbearing and blunt as the Rooster is, you can imagine just about anyone wouldn?t last without a sense of humor! That?s why Roosters tend to have more acquaintances than actual friends. Still, any friend of a Rooster knows how dependable and honest he is and treasures his friendship despite his arrogance.
Compatible Friends
Best Friends: Oxen and Snakes
Mortal Enemies: Rabbits
THE ROOSTER LOVER
Roosters are generally pretty black or white when it comes to their feelings. They either like you, or they don?t. There is no in between. Although they are vocal with opinions and ideas, Roosters are pretty tight-lipped about their personal emotions and feelings. They certainly dont wear their hearts on their sleeves. They are intensely private people who never kiss and tell.
THE ROOSTER LOVE PARTNER
Roosters need a stable companion, one who can take everything he dishes out. He needs someone who will stand up to him and his mincing words and out him in place when need be. Roosters also need partners who will deflate them when they are a bit too high on themselves and who can take their constant boasting.
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Tats all.. if I still going on..
dunno when u guys finish readin.. haha
there's a few more la.. but I dun its a need..
cos its about me.. who wan to know me so well right..
Anyway I find it quite funny la..
Is it true so far about me?? Mmmm..
got to stop le..

I miss u mao mi..
hope u take care of yrself..
due to test n wrk..

For her...

Mao mi.. still rem I ask whether u notice
about yr hugs in yr blog?
I said I sen u hugs..
N there's something about yr hugs counter..
U didn't know wat is it right...
now I tell u ok..
I sent 10 hugs eveytime when I miss u
or when I visit yr blog..
n the last number will stops at 8..(unless someone sent u hugs too)
8 was the date we started..
10 was the sweetest days I had with u
when we are together..

Mao mi.. I really dun mind anything..
like wat I say to u when u ask for break..
I jus wan to be with u..
tats all I wan to say.. take care mao mi..
Miss u always...

Jus reach hm..
Dunno y..
feelin so tired of my life now..
didn't eat for the whole day..
n now I dun even feel hungry.. cool huh??
Meet Zeny lady boss n her gf tis morning for breakfast after wrk..
Now they r the one who know everything of me..
Knows wat I'm thinkin n who I'm thinkin..
They know everything.. even though I didn't say out..
They really can read my mind..
Sound familiar..
like how Mao mi n her reads one another minds..
I wish.. I wish I can read hers..
Knows wat she wans..
My another job is starting soon..
Thinkin I won't be able to think so much le ba..
My days will be wrk wrk wrk n slp slp slp..
thinks tat will be better for her also ba..
I won't be able to keep callin her to disturb her n all..
She's sick yesterday..
hope she's better now..

I really feel like going diving..
can see another world..
but mummy say tis year my luck wasn't good for swimming..
something will happen..
I'm thinkin even when anything happen..
At least I hav seen the other part of the world.. n its beautiful..
Haiz.. dunno yet.. still deciding should go anot..

I miss her..badly n lots..
got to stop le.. dunno wat to type also..
Take care dudes.. God bless her n everyone of u..

Nemo Nemo.. alot of nemo.. haha.. I love nemo..

See tis before?? its a coral.. its come with alots of colours.. tis one is green.. when u touch it.. it will close.. like the shy glass.. I took the pic at the sea behind underwater world..

today wrk was super lack
due to rainin..
it been rainin tis few days..

Tis mornin before I leave the hus..
I go to the back to look a frankie..
he was lying on the floor..
He looks tired..
I talk to him..
tellin him tat he will always in our heart..
Ask him to be guai n all..
I saw his tears.. he really cry..
I'm hurt.. but I hav to go to wrk..
I close the door n wen out..

Reach hm as usual
will go to the back to throw my uniform
into the washing machine..
N as usual will look at frankie..
But I realise he's no more there..
No more newpapers on the floor..
No more frankie barking..
When I was going to step out
as usual I will close the door
to prevent frankie coming out..
But when I think back
I open back the door..
I miss him..
miss him walking along with me..

I miss u frankie..

tis is the last pic taken at the hospital.. he really look cute.. dun he??

Photos of frankie..

Had meet up my lady boss n her gf..
after my wrk..Zeny&Val..
Chat alot with them..
Know alots of things fr them too..
Question jus came out of my mind..
I ask them wat is True Love?
Zeny lady boss ans me..
N she got wat I'm thinkin n how I feel..

True Love-- Marry or not,
tats isn't important.
Marriage is jus a vow..
True Love is real, even if its last onli for awhile..
Memories will last forever..
Its doesn't matters of time..
dun really important how long u know a person..
really matters is how u feel..
As long both of u r happy being together..

Wat ever she say really touches my heart..
So envy of them..
_______________________________
For Her..
Yes.. Although we didn't know each other well..
We started fast..
N end fast too..
But I did hav feelin for u..
I did enjoy days being with u..
Now all u left me is our memories..
I hav nothin but memories..
Rem the 1st day when we meet..
1st movie we watch..
1st time when we hugs..
nights when I hug u to slp..
smell on u n kisses on yr lips..
outing at sentosa..
days when fetching u after yr wrk..
All the memories are still in my mind..
Mao mi.. thanks for all..
Thanks for keepin me as a friend still
Its hurts but at least I still got the reason to c u..
Lastly.. I love you..
__________________________________
To my love dog Frankie..
Frankie.. thanks for being with us for 10yrs..
Know u r sufferin nowdays..
tml will be the day tat u won't be sufferin anymore..
hurts all of us..
but we rather putting u to slp instead of seeing u suffer..
we really break our mind n decide..
Sorry Frankie..
We love you..
__________________________________

My days r getting tired n tired..

你到底爱谁

一个人喝醉好想找个人来陪
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁掉眼泪
爱过才后悔想要用酒来麻醉
我们之间有太多的误会
爱不能再沉睡
是可悲是摧毁
我不要再为谁而心碎
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
如果相爱是眼泪
就让我们用真心去面对
求求你给我个机会
不要再对爱说无所谓
下了太多伤悲
告诉我你到底爱着谁

SICK & TIRED OF MY LIFE..

tis pic is taken a few days ago at dolphin lagoon after heavy rain..
if u c clearly.. actually there's 2 rainbows.. cool n nice..
I like it..

Wrkin at DL is getting sick n tired le..
dunno is it the staff there or sup..
jus dun feel like wrking there anymore..
but where can I find something simliar to tis company..
8.5hr a day..
5 wrkin days a week..
14 days of leaves a yr..
Medcial claims n after deduct my CPF..
I still can get hm at least $1000..
sometimes even more..

Got to wrk tml le.. sian

Chinese new yr coming..
got to be busy again.. haiz

Mum askin me n my sis..
about my lovely dog Frankie..

Shall we inject him n let him slp??

Me n sis dunno wat to do..

thinking we surly cry when Frankie is dead..

He's so cute n loving..

nowdays he keep comin in my room

n lay on the matress which is on the floor..

We love him so much.. been together for 10yrs le..

still decidin wat to do..

She's starting sch soon..

Know she won't be wrking much..

N I won't be able to c her le..

你能感受到我在想你吗?
就像你能感受到他在想什么..

我好想你..

Tis my new cuts today..

I didnt know how I got it

till huili told me..

Its quite long.. n its not painful at all.. haha

wednesday was my off day..

outing with mao mi..

meet her at chinatown 1pm..

wen to hav dian xin..

head to town for her friend present..

had movie with her..

Family stone.. nice family movie.. I like it..

bring her to HK cafe at east coast..

She likes the tea there.. haha

hope she enjoy herself..

我希望可以把我的快乐给你..

I dun wish to c u unhappy..

really hurts..

I know I cant help u..

jus wish to be there for u..

I love u..

I miss u..

not as a friends but as someone really

fallin in love with u..

days of stress N tiredness..
dunno wat to do..
feel so tired..

Life suck for me..

been thinking alot of things..


Wrking n wrking n wrking..
Tats my life..

Nowdays dunno y
feel like drinkin all the times..
Drinking makes me stop thinkin..

I'm sick..
need someone here to warm me up..
Love & Cares for me..

I miss her..

2006 a new year to everyone..
To me its jus a day after a day..
Wats new..
Sick..Tired.. Stress.. N Useless..

Y when parent ask their kids to grow up
n think dun be so childlish..
N yet they can do stupid things as
they should be the one who need to be grown up..
They tot I dun care..
I'm jus not good in words..
doesn't mean I dun care..

I wont help anyone here anyway..
I'm jus USELESS..

Miss her badly..
Wish she can be with me..
I need her to be by my side..
God where is she??

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