Today was my off day at sentosa..
as usual.. wrkin at night..

wake up 915am in the mornin
meeting dar at my hus..
drive to quessway anchorpoint to
hav our breakfast..
shop at Ikea..
I bought myself a pillow which I wans long ago..
Dar bought a table mat forher laptop..
head to queenway shoppin centre..
lookin for my shoe.
cant see any fr adidas..

stop at converse..
dar saw tis shoe n bring to me..
I try n I kind of like it..
easy to match..
comfortable..
So yap decide to buy it..
N saw a wallet which catch my eyes..
Yess I bought tat wallet too..
total spent $119 plus..
do a memeber card for life time..
15% discount..nt bad huh..

back hm after tat..
cos dar need to go back to Shangi Ri La..

Before meetin me..
dar got a small accident at town area..
lucky nthing happen to her onli
injure her middle finger..
haiz.. poor her..
hope after a few more days..
her finger is fine..
Dar I love u..
will go find u when I off ok.. muack..

ok got to hav some rest before I wrk..
ciao...






My nEw sHOe & waLLeT fR CoNVeRsE..

today wrk was lack..
haha cos too much staff le..
not much ppl.. still can handle..

after wrk meet jack for movie..
thinkin buyin new shoe..
so walk around before the movie start..
didnt see any..
shall look around next time..

watching "The Lake House"
Like wat jack say..
abit boring at first..
but to me overall..
Iquite like it..
mayb the endin is simple..
but still like the story..

next movie I wan to watch
"Helen the baby fox"

my knee hurts..
dunno y..
think been a mth le ba..
whenever I put presure on it..
I can feel pain..
haiz..

I dun wan to see doctor..
arrrrrr...




Finally got my licence card..

today was Edwin last day..
as usual we had water war..
took some video & pics..
but cannot be shown..
cos its something pirvate.. haha
imagin we took off his short..
onli left his underwear..
So yap..

wen to hav bowlin pratice after wrk
at kovan superbowl..
total 12 of us..
had 3 games each..

I dunno y..
my score gettin worse..
really hav no mood..
haiz.. dunno wats wrong..
Keith drive me hm after tat..

To u..
I hope u know I'm referin to u..
Saw yr blog..
and pics hav been taken away..
know wat u mean now..
I know wat to do also..
shall leave u alone..
I think u dun need me too..
cos u hav yr close friends..
u got yr lovely gf to be with u..
I dun wish to say much..
cos I know no matter how much
I say.. its my fault..
I'm the one who create all tis..
I dun ask for much too..
jus hope u take care of yrself..
try to eat some choco if u feel pain
when havin yr mens..
drink more water..
dun drink too much durin clubbin even
I know she will be there with u..
Lastly.. thanks for the memories..
our fate is stoppin here.. take care..

today was my off day at sentosa..
wen to hav breakfast
with my sis & mum at boon keng..
head back hm..
mum bought alot of stuffs..
helpin her to carry back hm..

finally got to watch my vcd..
"Eight Below"
I love the show..
so touching..

Now I know & understand
y 1 of my friends say
dogs are men's best friend..

the movie show..
how the dogs survise
for the past 4mths without human..
how they help one another on foods..
how they cooperate together to fight enemies..
their feelin for one another..
and lots more..
not like human being..
backstappin one another..
the first one to run
then u need them..
when they onli know how to say
how much they care..
but u dun even get the chance to see
how much they care..

u know wat I mean if u hav watch tis show..

bowlin tournament comin..
it was on the startin week of Aug..
haiz.. so long nv play bowlin
since last tournament..
miss bowlin..

tired le.. bye bye...

LOVE??
Who can tell me wat is love??
How long can a true love last??
Love need trust..
How many ppl can do it??
when u say u trust..
Do u really trust in yr love??
Love hurts..
yes they do..
but still ppl need love fr one another..


Been living for 24 yrs..
till now..
I still dun understand wat is love..
wat really a love needs??
even u name it..
how many of them hav it??
No one is perfect..
yes.. no one..
but still..
everyone is hopin to hav the perfect one..


To me..
treasure wat u hav now..
no one is perfect to me..
even me myself is not perfect..
dun ask for more..
when u cant give any..
Think of how ppl feel..
before askin ppl think how u feel..


Dun say u care when u dun..
I dun seem to feel better to hear tat..
cos I know who really cares..

On FridaY niGhT..
MeeTin SheLLe, BabY raIn,
VanEs & 2 guYs..
1 is RaiN's bf the oTher iS sHeLLe's fRieND..
weN to QB puB at bOaT qUaY..
haV soMe drInkiN & siNginG..
baCk hm arOunD 2am..
ThiNk sO canT reM le..

yesTerdaY duriNg wrK..
fiRsT tiMe driVe thE coMpanY TrucK.
sO funnY.. noT use tO iT..
RaZaK nearLy faLL tO Slp..
noT slOw Wat..
I waN tO be a SafEty driVeR ok..
aND soMeMorE I'm nEw wiTh The trUcK..
anYwaY SafetY reaCh wRk pLaCe wiThouT
anYthinG wrOng..
ParKiN stiLL noT staBle...
haha..

yesterdaY afTer wrK weN
tO haV diNneR wiTh Rain..
we had stEamboaT aT buGis..
DunNo is It thE seAsoN fOr stEamboAt..
so manY ppL HavIng stEaMboaT..
FinaLLy gOt OurseLves iN onE oF thE sTorE..
AftEr diNNeR weN tO hav oUr KoreaN tibIts..
CaB hM afTer Tat..
slP quiTe earLy lAsT niGht..

toDay mY off daY aT seNtosa..
bUt aT niGHt wrKin At caFE..
so BOreD aT hm..
dUnno waT tO dO.. haIz..

Me & sHeLLe..
Me & vaNeS.. Me & baBy RaIn..
FunNy faCes..
DoIn FunnY faCes agaiN..
Me & babY raIn.. iN thE toiLet.. haha
BaBy rAiN wiTh the caNDeL I boUghT fOr hEr..
BabY raIn wiTh mY caP..

GOT MY LICENCE..
I PASS MY CAR LICENCE..

after my test..
meet jack jack at town..
had HK cafe at cine..
walk down to the cathay to catch movie..
"murderball"..
Actually not really a show..
base on a true story
true ppl too.. haha..
after all..
not bad...haha

head down to city hall..
then head back hm..
now doin my stuffs..
think goin to rest early tonight..
got to wrk tml..
cya..

tis blog is for my ZHU XIAO MEI..
haha.. Sharon mei..

I'm sorry ok.. didnt c tat u actually link me..
n booin in yr tag board.. sorry la.. haha
when going roti prata with me huh?
I miss u lo..
miss yr sweatly palm too.. haha

having driving test tml..
got to force myself to slp..
got to wake up early tml
for warmin up before the test..

got my hair black..
not use to it..
but tats a new me..
really wan to change my life..
slowly getting to it..
my life still suck now..

Dar came over to take somethin
fr me jus now durin wrkin at cafe..
I realise I miss her so much..
I hug her so tight..
haha..
know u love me..
I love u too.. haha

Gal.. I know u will be here with me right..
I know.. thanks for being with me..
even I keep makin difficulties to u..
thanks..
give me time..
I will know wat I wan..
I promise.. will give u an ans..
take care..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GILLYN & SAN SAN

Before my hair been cover with black... with my fav Elmo
After cover my golden hair.. New Me!!!
Me & Elmo after my new colour hair...
I jus love him so much.. haha
Tis is the song.. lala lala Elmo song...
The car I wish to hav... Honda jazz

its 3 plus already..
yet I'm not sleeply...
WTH..
Wat am I thinkin??
having bad headache..
had my candy panadol..
but still hurts alot..
feel like knockin my head to the wall..

hate the feelin I'm having nowdays..
wat hav actually happen to me..
damn it..

WTF..
my instructor change his car..
change to a almost like a auto car..
I'm not get use to it..
keep having pro with it..
SUCK...
my test date comin soon..
ARRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrr..

HATE ME..
SCOLD ME..
CURSE ME..
SCOLD ME IDIOT..
SCOLD ME FUCKER...
SCOLD ME ANYTHING U CAN PUT IN ME..
I JUS HATE MYSELF...

going to slp le..
got to wrk later..
better dun wake up..
I hate my life...
My life suck...

nowdays feel so piss off..
dunno y..
keep askin myself..
wat happen to me..
keep thinkin alot of things..
memories keep goin round my mind..
having mood swing nowdays..
didnt tok much to anyone during wrk..
ppl keep askin me y..
wat happen..
I also wan to know..
God can u give me an ans??

I hav enough..
stop giving me face..
I dun own u anything..
I tok to u nicely..
if u dun like jus "F" off...
dun need to show me face..
I dun get pay to c yr face
I'm jus doin my job..
or can say not my job..
I jus tat wan u guys to take care
of the camera..
is tat difficult???
its alright if the camera spoil..
its not mine anyway..
from now onwards..
I will keep my bloody mouth shut..

nowdays I really hate guys..
y they so piss off nowdays..
if u love her stay with her..
y mus u tell her tat u hav a gf
and u r happy with yr gal now
when u know she still love u deeply..
cant u feel she's hurts..
do u feel better when u
msg her tellin her tat both of u
still can be friends??
when u know she's still waiting for u...
WTF.. I jus hate it..

I hate when my loves one
hurts by relation..
but wat can I do??

Stay away fr me..
I'm piss off of myself..
I need to be taken away fr tis world..

wrkin yesterday was kind of borin..
I was the photograher...
when I was takin photos
durin 330pm show..
I saw my mei & her bf..
haha.. she really givin me a surpise lo..
anyway after wrk wen to town with gillyn..

wen to buy tickets for the movie BOO..
then head to taka for dinner..
we wen to the foods fare..
alot of things to eat..
eat till so full haha..by the time we finish
we head back to shaw..
tok cock sing song..
head for movie..

the show not scary de..
but haiz someone keep
coverin her ears tro the whole show..

off today..
but going out later..

memories turnin in my head..

wen to zouk last night..
had my belated bd present fr ka yee..
mmm.. almost going to a mth le.. haha..
was not high last night..
cos didnt drink much..
reach hm around 3 plus.. slp at 4am after bathin..
tis morin was damn tired..
pull my whole body to wrk..
slpin while standin..
closing eyes while walkin.. haha
haiz my arms stand to itcy again..
damn it..
I hate to scatch..
but no choice..
tired n slpy..

back hm wen chill out with friends..
at Loof..
after my cafe wrk..
a cool & a nice place to chill out..

wen drivin in the morin..
funny thing..
keep drivin along ubi..
haha..
almost know all the road there le..
driving test comin soon..
10 more days.. haiz..
dunno y got no confiden..

carol mei sent me a msg today..
shall post for her to tell her I love her too..

Carol mei:
Kor.. pls dun think u r alone..
u r always with me in my heart n mind..
I wont msg u or meet up u offen..
doesn't mean I forget u or dun care..
dun say u r useless..
u r not ok..
rem how u pull me up when I was
goin to kill myself..
n u c.. now I found the one I love & love me..
its beocs of u kor..
if not I wont be able to hav all tis love fr him..
u sould know how much I care about u..
I can give up him to be with u..
u should know right...
Kor pls.. take care of yrself..
I wan back my kor who craps alot,
who always tell me wat to do when I hav pro..
lastly kor.. I love u..

Back to u:
Thanks gal.. since fr the start I know
u care alot for me..
u always the one who will be with me..
even u r att with him..
I know u will give up him jus becos of me..
all I wan to say is..
thanks gal.. for the memories in my life..
I love u..

to my sis..
sis.. hurt to c u cryin
on yr bed while I dunno wat to do..
I know I cant help much..
but rem wat I say..
dun care of wat ppl thinks..
jus be yrself..
be happy once in yr life.. ok..
Love u.. muack..

jus dun understand y
love hurts the most in our life..
jus hope everyone I love to be happy..
God bless all of u..

tired tired & tired..
cannot slp well tis few days..
dunno y..
at night so awake..
but come to day time..
I feel so sleepy..
sleep at on train slp bus..
haiz..

tml off..
but need to wrk at night....
think really need to force myself to slp..
cos tml mornin goin for driving..
night

DUN SAY U CARE FOR ME..
WHEN I DUN FEEL ANYTHING..
REALLY..
ENOUGH..
I HAV ENOUGH..
I WAN TO BE ALONE..
I THINK TATS THE BEST WAY..
I KNOW I CANT..
BUT I WILL TRY...

Been sometime I last blog le..
been hm lately nowdays..
wen drinkin..
singing..

had my tattoo done..
I love it.. but still abit pain la..

hate wrkin with ppl who keep back stappin me..
say things tat I didnt say at all..
MISUNDERSTANDIN??!!!
WTF!! Get off my life..

Haiz.. dunno wat happen to me..
I HATE MY LIFE!!!

Carol Mei ask..
Y u wan to tattoo??
I say..
U wan me to hav tattoo??
Or wan me to hav cuts on my hand??

I dunno y..
Jus feel so stress..

God if can take me away..

Giraffe..
The Menu..
The Rose I make with napkin.. niCe??
RaIn hoLding the roSe.. Nice??
Me & Rain..
Me & Rain with the rose..
before ink...
my forth tattoo... finally done

tiRed oF mY LifE..
SaD tO seE my LovEs One geTTinG huRts..
I reaLLy fEEl so UseLess..
GoD plS tAke mY happinEss &
giVe iT tO theM..
I duN neEd it anYwaY..

Been sometime I blog le..
alot of things on my mind..
dun wana to say..
jus wish to forget..
keep myself busy days by days..
been drinkin tis few days..
gettin more n more tired of life le..
sickenin..
I wish I can stop everything
n start all over again..
I wish..

Me with my cute cousin.. sis with little cute one.. haha
Me & RaIn.. while waiting for cab.. The Eski BarBar Counter on Ice.. Cool!!Rain's sis.. cold like turtle.. haha Me & Rain's Sis.. Shelle.. Me & Rain.. Me Alone..
Me with my turn over jacket.. become white.. its 2 sided..

Pls.. stop sayin words to hurts my love ones..
I hate it when u do tat..
nobody is perfect..
including u..

My dearest sis..

Pls dun cry..
everytime u cry hurts me too..
Mayb I didnt know wats going on..
but I really hope to c the cheerful &
lovely sis I use to hav..
U should know..
I'm not good at words
dunno how to comfort u..
But pls rem..
I'm always here for u.. ok..
Love u more than anyone.. muack

Today after wrk
wen to hav dinner with Dar & Lijuan..
we took Ah Tan's car out
wen to bugis to hav our dinner..
Ah Tan wen there for his test..
we had dinner at Phin's steak hus..
Ah Tan join us after his test..
after dinner..
4 of us wen to bugis junction
for neo photos..
so funny..
after tat Ah Tan & Lijuan go off first..

Me & dar walkin around bugis village..
Dar bought herself a bikini..
after tat I Dar to hav monster ice..
yum yum.. the mango very sweet.. hee

after tat dar tired le..
we tried to get cab abck hm..
but too many ppl waitin for cab..
so we decide to take train back..
comapny dar back hm..
cab hm after tat..
enjoy alot.. keep laughin non stop..

when I reach hm..
I saw my 2 little cousins fr indonesia..
I ask the little one..
y nv cal me..
then he call me softly..
"kor Kor"..
haha.. he damn cute lo..

tonight got to rest early..
too tired le..

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