WaT caN i saY..
I duN waN to SaY no MorE..
Jus tO leT yoU knoW
yOu arE noT mE..
U wiLL nV knOw waTs inSidE mE..
How I sWaLLoW aLL thE woRds waT ppL saY..
No pOinT saYinG ouT..
cOs U wiLL nV beLieVE..
I haV trIed..
I dUn waN to trY anyMorE..
I'm tIreD..
Jus Let iT be..
SinCe I caN sEe..
yOU enJoy Yr LifE noW..

I juS hatE ppL whO arE so faKe..
KinD oF 2 hEaDs snAke..
Why??
sAyiN & treaTinG iN dIff waYs
tOwaRds diFF pPl..
WaT yoU waN tO prOve??
Jus sTay awAy..
I dUn nEed tiS tyPe oF frIenDs!!

sO waT tO dO wiTh yoU??
-I gOt LicEnce buT nO caR??
-I'm wRkin 2 joBs yeT casH tIghT??
-bEeN hAvinG sO manY reLatioN yeT nOt staBle??
So waT..
-yoU haV caR??
-You arE riCh??
-YoU haV sO manY gaLs LoviNg yoU??

FucK oFF..
ITS MY LIFE!!!
At leasT I kNow waT I'm doIng..
Not Like yoU!!!
OnLi knoW hOw tO poInT yR fuCkin
finGerS anD tOk LoUd...
WheN yOu dUn daRe tO adMit..
GivE aWaY moNey tO leT ppL suPporT u..

I caN staND uP fOr mySeLf
eVen There's nO onE beLievE me..
DuN neEd ThoSe moNeY minDeR ppL
tO suPPorT me..
FucK OFF!!!

MeRRy ChrIsTmaS tO aLL mY LovE onEs

specially to my beloved dear..
wen to watch movie with her
at jurong after wrk..
"eragon" a nice show..
everywhere is so crowed..
didnt wen anywhere
after tat take train back hm..

got to wrk tml..
got to rest early..
been so hard wrkin tis few days.. haha
really lo..
been makin 100 & 100 & 100
dunno how many 100s..
of burgers & hotdogs..
tml I'm doin the cook.. haiz
dunno how many burgers & hotdog
I hav to make.. let shall c..

I didnt wan to say much about tis
but somehow it breaks my heart a little..
fr the startin I know u..
I hav try to trust u little by little..
but things hav happen
to makes me try not to take
much words fr u..
cos watever u said..
I didnt u make any effort in it..
u say u didnt wan to lose me..
but till now..
u contact her more than me..
u said no one can replace me in yr heart
but I think now there is..
kinda of sad & disappoint to u..
I didnt expect the place tat I first bring u
when I know tat place..
now u bring them there..
I know I hav no right to stop them
going there as tat place dun belongs to me..
but y..
y u hav to bring them there
when there's so many places out there..
anyway.. I didnt wan anything about u
affect me anymore..
if u think u r doin right..
jus go on..
I hav enough..

meet dear tml after wrk
celebratin christmas over her friend's hus..

I'm missin u dear..
badly & lots..

using company com..
super busy nowdays..
due to long holiday..
mmm..
wonder wats so nice about sentosa..

I dun wan to think so much..
dun wish to stress myself..
watever it is..
up to u..
seriously..
I hav heard alot of times wat u hav said..
and like wat u askin her..
which is true and which is not true
fr wat she say u dunno..
its go the same to me..
I really dunno when can I believe
in you watever u said..
gal.. pls.. jus let it be since u cant forget her..
dun force yrself to forget her when u know
u wont be able to do it..
its goes to me too..
When I'm so deeply in love to u..
I jus cant let go..
U said sometime u really miss her badly and
wish to hug her tighty..
which u know it wont come true..
but rem gal..
I'm always there missin u
and giving tight hugs to u..
and its true..
not a dream..

I dun wan us to end up
becos of tis..
let walk it tro together ok..

I love you my piggy blur sotong huishan..

CryinG iN thE raIn
reAllY doEs makes mE feeL beTTer..
buT aftEr aLL I stiLL feeL huRts..
WaT shouLd I dO?
I reaLLy TrieD everYthiNg TaT I caN do..
buT thIngs jUs noT aS WaT I tOt..

WonDerIng waT shE waNs??
Y is ShE bAcK heRe tO meSs uP aGaIn?
waT iS iT TaT u CanT fOrgeT hEr
aFteR waT I giVE tIs fEw mTh?

I kNow I caNt exPect muCh..
CoS I'm noT hEr..
No mattERs WaT happEn..
I knOw u stiLL caNt gEt oVer HeR..
As waT u saY..
6 woRds "ForGeT"
isnT eaSy foR yoU..
As u puT iN so muCh eFForT..
TheRe's gOes tHe saME tO mE..

I caNt stOp LovinG yoU
afTEr aLL tIs mtH beInG In LovE wiTh yOU..
MemORiEs Fr thE staRtin tiLL noW..
MakEs mE CanT LeT yoU gO..
AnD aFteR aLL..
LovinG yoU dEepLy iS tHe ReasOn
I'm HoldIn On..

LastLy..
DeaR..
I LovE yoU..
I reaLLy feeL exciTed whEn u caLL..
I reaLLy ListEninG tO yoU
WhEn yOu tokIn aboUt
yR friEnds, Wrk &
thiNgs abOut yRseLf..
I'm noT waT yoU thiNkin..

MissInG yOU..

heh heh..
back to blog..
been quite long I update my blog le..
haiz.. no choice la..
tot after buyin a new hard drive..
a new 2x 512 ram..
I can happy enjoy using my com le..
but still..
after puttin all things in the pc..
my uncle say theres something wrong
with the mother board..
WTF..
need to buy a new one..
which cost 100 to 200 more..
Arrrhhh..
so now the time being..
I only can use my company com..
so sad.. sob sob..

yeah after tonight..
gotta off for 5 days at my cafe..
hahaha..
didnt wan to wrk for them during holiday..

Christmas comin..
so do presents..
heh ya.. Presents Presents.. haha..
lalalalalala..

I miss u my piggy..
always do.. :p

Busy busy busy..
cookin & takin photos
are my duties today..
morning having sch group order
75 sets of nuggets
70 cups of ice milo..
after show take photos again..
haha.. finally..
now free..

I miss my dear..

HapPy 3 mtH AnNiVerSarY

ThaNks foR LovinG mE..
ThaNks foR thE giFt..
I reaLLy LovE it..
AnD..
I'm reaLLy DeEpLy
In LovE wiTh yoU..

"ZaV Lv ShAn"

updating my blog again..
haiz.. also dunno wat to type..
nothin much happen in my life sia..
bored & suck right.. haiz..

gettin tired easily nowdays..
dunno y..
not enough slp ba.
I really tried to slp early..
but jus cant fall to slp at night..

tml got to wrk..
off on wednesday morning..

now waiting for my jap show..
hehe nice wor..
its a sad show..
tittle is " A little of tears"
got to slp late tonight again.. hehe

Carol.. I really dunno wat to say..
but pls..
think twice before u do any decision..
u know wat I mean right..
so yap..
take care..

I miss my dear badly..
I jus miss u..

Wat should I do..
wat happen to me??
I dun feel good..
but who will be here for me??
who can help me..
I'm really lost..
I got alot to say..
but who will understand how I feel..

Feel like killin myself..
cuttin myself to ease the pain..
I HATE TIS FEELIN!!!
WTF..

God tell me wat to do..
Why Why Why..
why u give me love but
at the same time give me pain...
why cant I hav a peaceful & sweet
relation with my love one..
why r u doin tis to me..
WHY WHY WHY..
ARRRHHHHH!!!!!

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