looking at the mirror feel like shouting at myself for being stupid why why.. why I love you so why I hav to let u go.. voices running in my mind.. once again.. feeling heartache so painful deep down in there jus like a knife cutting slowly deep in. tears drop down my eyes again and again no matter how many times I dry it. still.. jus like a tap water running down my eyes..
feeling so helpless feeling down wishing u r jus out there helping me to ease the pain.. but.. you r nowhere to be seen.. I miss you..
I love u yes I do tats y I will let u go.. 真的只要你快乐
10:43 PM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
只要你快乐 就算是想通了 let it go woo 我 就是无法强装往日的笑容 ooh yeah 想不透每一次 when you call 就是不能掩饰想念的冲动 为什么 试着安静的平静的 仔细的去感受 灼热的感觉直达心中 多么的震憾我也要勇敢触碰 只要你快乐 真的只要你快乐 不管这像不像我多么难过 也会欣然接受你擦身走过 我要你快乐 真的只要你快乐 随时都为你保留我的问候 我一遍一遍重覆我的心痛 某一天也许我 have to go 不再躲避回忆任意的捕捉 我还是会唱着 missing you 从此面对往事而无动于衷 就算安静的平静的 仔细的去感受 灼热的感觉直达心中 它不再震憾我我能够勇敢触碰 只要你快乐 真的只要你快乐 不管我追求什么害怕什么 也会欣然接受你擦身走过 我要你快乐 真的只要你快乐 再见也可以夺走一字不留 我一遍一遍重覆我的心痛 只要你快乐 真的只要你快乐 不管我追求什么害怕什么 也会欣然接受你擦身走过 我要你快乐 真的只要你快乐 再见也可以夺走一字不留 我一遍一遍重覆我的心痛 就算是想通了 let it go woo 我 就是不能掩饰想念的冲动 为什么
Hate to have tis messy kind of feeling when I'm at wrk I know I have to face it I know all the while Jus the matters of time No matters wat I got to take it all. Its ok.. trust me.. trust myself.. I'll be fine. I will..
12:40 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
having a bad headache yet I cant fall aslp WTF.. hate tis kind of feeling..
if YOU happen to read my blog tis is for YOU Pls dun forget and try to treat like nothing hav happen before when YOU ever said tat YOU can forget tat I'm not YOUR friends and bad mouth about me to others.. And I dun wrk in a information service line And I'm not a free information counter pls dun ask me question again. even when u call 100 or 1711 u need to pay also. I'm not silly I'm not a fool I jus dun bother wat YOU hav said tats all..
2:47 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
I duno y dun feel good after looking after thinking I know I mayb thinking too much over react but I think tis is normal ba. everyone comes to tis situation will feel the same as me..I think..
4:28 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
got tis video fr my friend's blog its about the white tiger attack in singapore zoo.. not very clear so pls forgive..
3:32 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
3am le.. still awake.. nothing to do jus now so decided to watch "fa zhen xian feng2" haiz.. sometimes I wonder y god hav to be so unfair to us always give us happiness at first and take them away fr us the other sec. does god feel good looking at us crying or getting hurts? too complicated le..
Tis I promise I will treasure every moment with u cos I didnt wan any regret. even tat we onli hav tis few days..
3:19 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
once again at tis hour and I'm still awake wat is wrong with me? tired yet cant slp.
chances hav to get it myself I know.. all I ask is I need some times I really need it. I will try. dun judge me to death for only tis few days. give myself a chance and yrself a chance to prove tat dreams can really come true.. will u?
as times go by.. as earth going round the world as human growing old each days my heart will still remain..
1:56 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
trying to fall to slp but till now I still awake is it good or bad? tonight is not the first night le. then everytime when wrking I feel super tired can dun even eat my lunch and take a nap in the staff room
I realise duno when I start to hav 1 meal a day le either onli hav lunch or jus dinner.. jus feel tat nothing is so delicious and can keep me eating non stop..
20 more mins going to 2am le. thinking will I fall aslp by then.. hope so ba.
1:43 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
so much to say so much to share yet every little things I wan to jus cant be done.
words said hav to be done..
7:03 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
jus came back fr agnes's hus wen over her hus to see those cute rabbits. photos will be load in facebook..
now other than blogging, gaming, watching movies online I think there's nothing I can do le ba.
tml is my last off day sun got to start wrk again.. haiz.. why is human life so bored wrk eat slp wrk eat and slp or can say tis is how life is when u r a singaporean? night spots are those like clubbing and drinking other than tat no more le wondering how others countries are like.. think much more better than singapore ba.
shall stop here and continue my movies le. ciaos...
12:10 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
slp at 7 plus in the morning wake up in the afternoon around 3pm a day hav pass.. before shutting my eyes at 7am in the morning I was reading my love one's blog entry starting fr 2005 I haven got to know her yet at tat time but after reading her entry till 2008 (continue reading when I woke up) I start to came in to her life.. memories running in my mind goods times and bad times. how we go tro bits by bits.. shaking my head continuous feeling upset feeling hurt cos seem like wat we going tro still get back to the original circle we hanging on.
songs playing again and again how I wish I can go back to the times when we first met and make my dicision and stop the time tat we use to hav holding us so tightly so sweet..
now 5am le wen out with nai eric keith mabel lex jaco and her gf suppose to go clubbing but when we reach there the music suck and not much ppl in the end we wen drinking and wen to sing k at cine now jus reach hm finish bathing le and haha I'm so awake WTF is it becos I drank too much till I'm awake?? darling say she nv see me drunk before I think over ya.. the most is high how I wish I can get drunk..
tml will be another day and I'll be fine.. I will...
4:58 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
duno wat is wrong with my left eye feel so painful yet nothing inside and I keeps tearing so irritating..arrrrrr
11:25 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
not in a good mood.. trying to cheer myself but nothing helps.
9:33 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
morning morning.. arrhh I was late for wrk today I suppose to start wrk at 830 in the end I woke up at 8am.. haiz.. so rushing for wrk since in the morning.. u mus be wondering y I still can blog when I'm late is becos my sup wen to UWS and tat "big horse" is not around.. haha anyway also can blog a little onli la cos later got sch group order at 11am got to go prepare also..
I think I'm going to be very sick soon.. cant slp well tis few days. will fall to slp after 2am so tired yet cant fall to slp. u know tat feeling?? And I keep sneezing today. sooner or later I think I may become a clown by end of today.. haiz sian after tml I'm going to hav 3 days off wat am I suppose to do?? anyone hav any plan?? date me out ok ok..
ok la. shall get back to wrk liao.. ciao...
10:00 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
LOVE YOU MORE
Take me back into the arms I love Need me like you did before Touch me once again And remember when There was no one that you wanted more
Don't go you know you will break my heart She won't love you like I will I'm the one who'll stay When she walks away And you know I'll be standing here still
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you, Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew Hold me so you can't let go Just believe in me I will make you see All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
And some way all the love that we had can be saved Whatever it takes we'll find a way Believe me I will make you see All the things Natural Heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
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Name: Wei Xiu Qing 
