Photo taken in NEL on our way to PS for dinner..

Haha today so happy.. Wrk was super lack.. Me n Vin keep running to the staffroom to play yahoo bowling.. tot it will be alot of ppl cos it a long weekend but yap we hav guess wrong haha.. Today I saw my darling.. She's wrking today.. So long didn't c her le.. After wrk Me, Vin, Edwin, Swee n Darling wen to PS to hav dinner.. Oh ya today is Elric last day of wrking.. But funny none of us went to hav dinner with him only Almund.. After dinner me, swee n darling wen to take neo print.. First time taking neo with Swee n Darling.. I'm so happy.. Both of them look so cute n pretty.. Anyway won't c my darling le cos she won't be wrking anymore.. Swee will wrk till middle of may.. Will miss them badly.. yap tats all for today.. Cya..

28/04
Jus came back fr bowling.. Actually today is my off day.. Thinking staying at hm.. But around 5pm plus Vin called n ask to go bowling.. I hav to go cos 29th is his BD.. So I wen.. John, Keith, Almund, Vin, Elric, Clarice, Yvonne n Me.. After playing Me, Vin n Yvonne decided to stay awhile more till its reach Vin BD.. So we walk to Yvonne hus n we ask Elaine to come down.. We chat till 12.30am.. Vin n me share a cab hm.. N now me kind of tired le.. Tml got to wrk.. C ya guys..

photo taken near Yvonne hus.. Haha

Photo taken at bowling centre..

My Jess bud n sweety Sharon..

Me n my sweety mei..

Today was my off day so do tml.. Last night slp around 4am plus.. Today slp till 2pm plus.. Cos my Sweety SHaron call.. So decide to meet her n Jess at AMK.. When I saw them I was happy.. So long didn't go out with them le.. We play pool at AMK.. After tat went to Hav mos burger.. Then went to take neo with them.. Really happy.. Haiz But I know they will busy with their sch wrk n new friends then we hav lesser time le.. Ayway yap won't forget them.. Cos one is my sweety mei n the other is my Zhu xiao Di Jess.. Haha.. Will miss them always..

Wrk today is super lack.. Cos we got a super lack sup.. haha.. After wrk wen to watch movie with swee, vin n edwin.. We watch "guess who".. Its was a super funny show.. Edwin was laughing the loudest.. After movie its time to go hm.. haha..

Today wrking was quite lack.. Only the camera got some pro.. Haiz.. After wrk me, swee, keith n clarice wne to play badminton at puggol CC.. We reach there around 745pm.. We book the court at 8pm.. So dun hav much time to hav dinner..So we bought some bread to eat.. While eating John n Vin reach le.. So we start our games.. There 6 of us.. The games was fun.. Especially clarice.. So funny.. Our games stop at 10pm.. After tat keith n clarice drive me hm.. Now was quite tired but decided to online awhile.. Tml wrking start wrk at 9am.. So yap.. Good night everybody..

I'm here to say sorry to u.. I'm sorry tat I also say something which may hurt u.. Make u feel piss off of me.. But u didn't say anything u jus hang off the phone n didn't wan to pick up even I call aot of times.. I'm sorry.. really didn't mean anything.. mayb I shouldn't say anything.. Last I'm sorry..

To Sharon Mei..

Today wrk was quite easy.. Not much ppl today.. Today after wrk me n Swee Ying wen to watch musical fountain.. Swee leaving soon n she hav not see the musical fountain show b4.. So we decided to go after wrk.. The show start at 740pm.. we reach there around 7pm.. Today is sunday so its already quite crowed around 715pm le..Swee is siting on my left side.. All the sudden she told me tat there tis guy siting in front of her is weird on the way he holding his hp.. N u know wat.. he hav been taking photo of swee's leg.. Swee was wearing a skirt.. So I decided to change sit with swee.. Now swee is siting on my right.. n yap the guy didn't notice.. N after he hav finish taking the photo.. I notice tat he wen to the gallery to check the pic.. He was looking tro those small pic n somehow he del it..N he act n look around n notice tat we hav change place.. I can't c the pic cos its quite small.. If he really took swee's pic.. I'm going to wack him.. n u know wat.. He's not giving up.. He took he hp n took pic again.. Tis time he move to the right where Swee is siting.. Damn F.. him right.. In the end we hav no choice cos we dun hav any poof.. n there's no more sit le.. So Swee hav to cover herself with her bag.. I ask Swee wat there to c.. There's nothing to c lo.. But how come guys can be so desperate.. Haiz.. Really disppointed with guys.. Anyway yap hope swee hav enjoy the show.. Now waiting for Elaine n ahv dinner at my hus.. My mum cook nice foods.. Yam yam.. haha.. Tata..

Elaine,Ee ling, Yvonne n Me.. Photo taken at bugis..

Today is my off day. Slp late last night n wake up around 12 plus.. went to watch movie with my sis at PS.. We watch "creep" at 450pm.. The show not bad.. quite disgursting when the killer kills the victim.. The show finish at 6 plus.. when we decide to go to mrt.. Someone came over to cover my eyes.. N guess wat.. Its my sweety Sharon Mei..Miss her lots.. N she's with jess bud.. Miss jess bud too.. N now resting at hm waiting for tml to come.. Haiz got to wrk tml..

Miss her lots.. Her birthday is coming.. But yap dun think she will go out with me.. Cos thinking mayb she's wrking even not wrking she also hav someone there to celebrate with her.. Anyway before we break we did say tat we will go Genting to celebrate her BD.. But now I'm still having my leave.. But still dunno wat I'm going to do with my leave..

me n my mini ice cream.. yum yum

Me, my darlin n Jess bud..Photo taken on company car..

Me n my loving sis.. Taken at my grandpa funeral..

Today was so damn angry with one of the guy at my wrk place.. Realli fucking angry.. Nearly geta fight with him.. Tml still need to wrk with him.. SIAN AR..


Msg her tis afternoon.. Msg her tat I will try to stop calling her or msg her.. Cos its make me miss her more n hurt myself more.. I really miss her badly.. But I really cannot do nor say anything to her.. Cos no matter wat she's still att with her.. She always say tat if we r meant to be we will if not no matter wat we won't.. Its realy hurts me alot to hear her saying tis.. But ya still got to acc.. Anyway its over a month le.. She's still not back yet.. But I'm still waiting for her.. Love her lots..

Wrking was so tiring today.. Somemore my stupid idiot gum swallon.. Makes me so xin ku.. Cannot open my mouth too big n cannot bite things.. Haiz.. Think really too heaty le.. saw her jus now.. She come over my hus.. Didn't tok much.. having dinner together at my hus.. Didn't eat much cos of my gum.. Errrrrr.. feel like hugging her but I didn't cos I know once I did I'll miss her more.. Now I'm trying n forcing myself.. Sent her to mrt station n wait for her train to come.. N walk back hm.. now now here typing my blog.. tml off think will stay at hm ba.. take care everybody.. God bless me too.. Cos I really dunno wat I should do..

I'm back fr malaysia.. Wen to malaysia on friday cos my grandpa had pass away.. Reach singapore tis evening.. So tiring.. Slp at 6 wake up around 9 plus.. Now back to type my life story.. Its been days tat she leave me.. Ya still the same as a friend.. Miss her lots n badly when I'm at malaysia.. But ya didn't tok much to her.. Even jus now I called we didn't tok much too.. I dunno y.. Feel sad, hurt or..? I really dunno how I feel now.. 19-3-05 till 17-4-05.. Been almost one mth le.. n our anniversay have pass too.. Does tat mean she's coming back to me? Cos I ever leave her for one mth.. I wish her to come back but.. Ya I got the ans.. Now ya still waiting.. Miss her lots but cannot tell her too much of my feeling afraid tat I stress her again.. She hav too many things to stress le didn't wan to add on her stress.. Nobody knows how I fee now onli me myself knows..

Now I feel sad n scare being staying at hm.. Dunno Y.. Mayb its becos there's too much memories about her at my hus.. In the hall, in the kitchen n in the room.. we use to watch movie in the hall at night when we can't slp.. We had dinner together in the kitchen.. She will always waiting for me to help her take rice after eating she will help me to clear up.. In my room, we sing, watch movie, slpin on my bed.. Hugging her every night.. Tap her to slp n all.. Now even I c the com I'm scare too.. We use to be sitting together to use the com... She will always sit in front of me to use the com.. Yesterday I cried when I'm reading the testi she use to send to me.. I cried when I'm slpin on the bed... Really miss her.. Miss the times when we r together.. I realy wan her back to my life.. If there's something tat can change her mind to come back to me.. I will go n do.. really.. I'll always love her..

ZaViEr Love ZeRaIn
150703

the ring we bought for our 1yr anniversary.. With her name on it n the date 150704 which is 1 yr when we r together ..Now onli left mine with me.. The rings will nv be back to two again..

Today is my off day.. Hav been sleeping almost the whole day.. Dunno Y feel so tired.. Jus now when I wake up almost 7pm le.. All the sudden I feel so stress up.. Feel so miserable.. Feel lonely.. Dunno wat to do.. When bathing feel like crying.. Really dunno wat happen to me.. I miss her badly.. Miss hugging her by my side.. Yesterday night went to hav dinner with her at puggol there to hav her fav porridge.. Actually she"s staying over my hus but Jayson was not happy n she was worried for jayson staying a hm alone.. So she decided to go hm after dinner.. At first was happy tat she's going to stay over my hus.. Cos I can hug her tro the night, can company her to hav breakfast n company her to work.. But.. ya Feel sad tat she didn't stay over but wat can I do.. Anyway ya she hav leave me alone in my life since 19-3-05 till now.. But I'll always rem the days when we started on 15-07-03 in my heart..

Always feel so comfortable with her by my side..

Photos taken on 1st of April.. Dinner&Dance night..

Miss her funny faces..

new me....

miss her lots

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