today wrk wasn't busy as we tot..
Burgers n Hotdogs hanging on the wall..
haha cos we tot alot of ppl..

Today after wrk had dinner with
Felicia, Edwin, Huifen, Keith n Clarice..
We had dinner at orchard S11..
after tat wen over to Paragon to hav coffee bean..
Mao mi hav given me 5 free drinks cards..
N its expire date is end of dec..
So I bring them go lo..
There's 6 of us.. so I pay for my own drink..
Caramel.. yum yum..

C her again..
feel happy today... dunno y.. haha
Hope she will rest more..
Dun wish to c her fall sick..
I know I won't be the one to take care of her..
N I know she will take care of herself..
Jus worried..
Pls gal.. take care ok..

Arhhh my ear, knee n pimples..
I hate them..

today when wrking..
lookin at my wrkin days..
realise 31th is my off day..
but I comin back to wrk..
mean I'm wrkin 1 whole week
then my off day..
nvm la.. nothing to do also..
wrking is wat I can do now...

想你，是我每天会做的一件事。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SWEE
Wish u comin 2006..
getting prettier n prettier..haha
N hope u take care of yrself ok..
drink more water..ok..
hope to c u soon..

was super stress wrking today..
keep shouting at the staff..
jus dun understand y
they dun get their jobs done..

Ear is swellon..
dunno y..
infection?? or??
Knee killin me too.. arhhh
so scarin tat my sis said tat
her knee cure after 3yrs..
Do I hav to wait tat long to??

Had alot of pimples too..
due to curse??
or heaty?
Or not enough slp??
haiz.. I hate it..

Actually not wrkin on the 31th..
but joanne ask me whether I like to help up
N its off my rest day..
I get double if I wrk..
thinkin nothing to do on the day..
so I came back to wrk tat day..
till 630.. after tat enjoy tro the night..
Can I say enjoy?
cos 1 more job going.. haha

I miss u gal..
badly n lots..
Miss hugging u tight n tro the night..
I jus miss u..

dunno y..
Had breakfast with my family..
Colour my hair..
meeting Mao mi for movie..
Meet her at cine 330pm..
Had long john with her..
we having 425pm movie..
Watching Naria..
I like it..
hope she like it too..
After tat when shopping with her..
then she going to her friend's hus for dinner..
Company her to take train to Redhill..
Head hm after tat..

Happy to c u..
Hope to c u again..
When will the day comes?

I miss you..

Christmas is over..
Santa hav not giving me my present..
The present I wanted so badly..
Where r my present? Santa..
Hope the one u give to..
Will treasure it..

Christmas day means Tired day..

today wrking was super busy..
so tired..
so many ppl..
y can't they go other place..

Meet my zhu xiao di Jessica for dinner at PS..
felicia came along too..
Had long john for dinner..
Tats the time when I notice
they didn't know one another..
But anyway they did get along..hehe

After dinner.. didn't know where to go..
we decide to walk along to orchard..
Haiz so many ppl..
jus dun understand
y cant they stay at hm n rest..

saw something nice n
I bought for her..
Pass it to her n bought my fav drink
Caramel ice bended..
kind of happy n sad feelin.. dunno y..

Thinkin nothing to do..
So company Jess n Felicia to bus stop..
Follow Jess all the way back hm..
n took bus back again..

Now at hm..
doing nothing..
so boring..
Missing her..

read her blog..
notice there tis person taggin..
sayin tat I'm doing stuffs to hurt myself
cos I wan attention..
N saying tat if she heck care me
I will stop hurting myself..
I feel so funny..
Thinkin Am I?
Seriously.. If u think wat tis person say is true..
I got nothing to say..
All I can say is..
Now u didn't even free to bother about me..
So wat the diff with heck care..
N I'm still like tat..
Like wat I say..
Its my life..
Its not yr fault..
I'll be like tis even u listen to wat tis person say..
Dun believe.. Try it..
Lastly.. I love you.. Merry Christmas..

I wonder who's tis person..MMmmm

today wrk is tough for me..
cos I was half awake n half drunk..
wen to devils bar last night..
reach hm 5am tis morning..
slp for 2hr n force myself to wrk..
draggin myself all the way..

when reaching wrk place..
feel like vomit..
finally half way tro..
run to toilet to vomit..
Now still in the half awake half drunk mood..
feel so tired.. eyes closing..

I keep finding the ans..
Y u hate me so much..
Y u didn't wan to give me a chance to love u..
To replace her in yr heart..
ASkin me to stop callin n sms u..
I'm hurts.. but I will try..
I hav stop taggin yr blog le..

I know when u r with her..
U r happy..
Knowing tat u r happy can le..
Didn't really wan to c u cry..
Rem the words I say..
I will always rem tat..

After all I sorry for disturbing you for so long..
I'm sorry..

I still in love with you..
Missin the times when we r together...

heh guys..

my new piercing on my right ear..

dunno y I do it..

Anyway yap.. I did it..

It was not hurt at all..

dunno y.. mayb hurt but not my ear ba..

After piercing wen to her wrk place there..

saw her at the counter..

order drinks fr her..

as usual.. didn't tok much..

but feel happy..

I miss her..

Arhh.. Sore throat hurting me..
Can't even tok properly..
My knee hurt again..
due to my stupid act..
cos was suppose to carry 3ctns of
tiger beers to my counter..
n trying to open the door..
wen putting the ctns on my knee
n reach for the door..
one of the ctn tryin to slip
I use my injure knee to catch it
instead of my hands..Arhh
tat how I injure it again..
Tro out the night..
I'm walkin high n low..
Haiz...

I miss you..

For her..

Sorry for everything..
Sorry for giving you stress n all..
I"M SORRY..
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I really dunno wat should I do..
I feel so useless..

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Drinkin n smokin again..
gets scoldin fr buddies n friends..
Even get a slp fr one of my meis..
I'm sorry.. Carol..
Tis my sucker life..
Forgive me...
Know u guys care for me..
but u all jus dunno how I feel..
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I'm tired.. I need rest..

Can u guys believe..
I had 10 panadol with beer..
N I'm still alive..haha
I can't believe it..

Sick of everything..
Tired n stress..
Need a rest really..
god..Take me with u..

Take the 1st puff again..
Feel uneasy..
keep coughin..
Now back to smoke again..
Had my 1st record..
1 big pack for the 1st night..

You ask me to hate you..
I dunno how..
How can I know how to hate you
when I dun even know
how to keep u by my side..

Dun say sorry to me..
All I wan to hear..
is you love me..

I do, I seriously do love you..

Wrking was quite lack today..
My knee is still hurtin me..
Now it will hurts even I'm sittin..
jus like something pullin.. arrhhh
Cut my finger today again..
Haiz still dunno how I get it..
Too tired to find out also..
jus let it be..

Got my second job..
More jobs..
less thinkin..

I miss her.. badly..
Like to tell her alot of things..
but dunno y..
in front of her..
words jus dun speak out..

Christmas coming..
Alone.. celebratin..
Mayb wrking all day long...who know
haiz..

Words for her...

Loving you is like breathing.. How can I stop??
I love you not becos I need you..
I need you becos I love you..
Gotta let you know tat I love you..
Gottta let you know I care..
Gotta let you know tat for you..
I'll always be there..
If you ask me about the love..
I can't ans you..
But if you ask me who I love..
The answer is you..

Back to blog..
Alot of things happen..
I dunno..
dun ask me..
I'm stress n sad..
I dunno wat should I do..

I hurt my finger today..
I dunno how I get injure..
its painful...
Change oil today..
burn myself again..
Y am I keep getting hurt..
useless me..

I need her..
need her to be by my side..
be by my side day n night..

I'm happy to be with you..
I dun care wat ppl think..
I dun care who u really love..
I jus wan to be with you..
I know it kind of late..
tat u meet her first..
but I will try my best to give wat I can give..
Like wat I say..
I will give the love u nv had..
I promise you..
Wish I wish..
U r mine..For my christmas!!

Hope u like the christams gift I give it to u..

today after wrk rush down to MS(marina square)
(hehe I know some clubbin guys will think tat
MS is at mohammed sultan..)
to c my sis dancin..
the dance start at 7pm..
I fnish wrk at 630pm..
sure late for tat if I'm taking train down..
so I call for cab..
n its say I hav to wait 10 to 12mins..
ok I'll wait for tat..
In the end 10mins hav pass
I still havent c any shadow of the cab I called..
but I c alot of empty ones.. damn..
My phone rings n I knew tats the taxi driver..
I ask where is he..
he say he hav reach..
I look around..
I dun c any citycab which I called..
So I ask again.. in a piss off tone..
WHERE R U??
he say he's at dolphin lagoon..
n u know wat..
he say R u at another dolphin lagoon??
I was like HELLO..
I WRK IN SENTOSA FOR NEARLY 6YRS
N LIKE WAT I DIDN"T KNOW WHERE AM I!!!!
HELLO UNCLE THERE'S ONLI 1 DOLPHIN LAGOON
IN SENTOSA..OK??!!!
SORRY UNCLE I KNOW I SHOULDNT
DO TIS BUT I REALLY RUSHING FOR TIME..
n I hang up..
N yes u know wat when I was on my way out..
Tat stupid uncle is not at another dolphin lagoon..
he's waiting at the wrong place lo.. (Sentosa office)
to me if u dun know where is the place..
dun accept.. give those cabby who really know it..

meet swee n friend at MS..
reach MS 710pm..
due to taffic jam n I can't find the correct stage..
finally manage to find..
Thanks to swee..

My sis is cool..
haha how I wish I can dance on stage too..
Dream on ar..

after tat wen to paragon to hav dinner..
with swee n friend..
Miss mao mi so decide to go to coffee bean..
order foods fr mao mi.. hehe
had pasta n caramel coffee my fav.. yum yum..

walk along orchard to PS..
took train back with swee n friend..
now hm sweet hm..
haiz so sian.. got to wrk tml..

My knee is getting worst..
can't even put pressure when I stand..
WTF...

I miss you..
hao xiang hao xiang ni..

hi hi hihihi..
at hm now doing nothing..
jus now wen to rub my knee due tat I
injure my knee since last week
but it getting worst so yap
till now ten I go..
tat stupid old man
rub my knee till like hell..
better cure or else going to break his shop.. haha..

change new song..
I like the song..
know the song tro mao mi..

I miss mao mi..
she's wrking till 3am..
for today n tml..
miss her badly.. sob sob..

today finally back to wrk..
Off for 2 days..
yesterday wen to sentosa with mao mi..
wake up in the morning...
head to sentosa by cab..
mao mi having suntannin
when I keep disturbin her.. hehe
wen to DL to hav lunch..
head to UWS to hav mao mi fav dessert..
then to play Luge..
haha mao mi afraid of high..
after tat head back to DL
to take pic with Jumbo..after 330 show..
Head back hm to mao mi's hus..
take nap then we had pizza for dinner..
wahaha so full can't even finish the pizza..
watch vcd aftet tat..
n sweet dreams.. till tis tml..
took alot of pics with mao mi..
will upload soon..

Mao mi.. thanks for the day..
Really enjoy.. n hope u enjoy too..
muack...

so long didn't blog le..
dunno wat to say..
been sick for tis few days..
nv c doctor..
didn't eat much also..
dunno y..
Hav her now..
but I dunno
how much I stand in her heart..
I'm scare.. scare of alot of things..

Mao mi.. give me a chance..
to prove my love can..
I miss you..

fianlly off tml..
but got to wake up early to go bai bai..
then driving.. n at night its ice skating time..
haha so happy.. but also sad cos dar is not going
due to her project.. haiz
actually tis ice skating is becos of her
I organise one.. but..
Anyway hope last min she can change her mind
n join us..

hao xiang ta hao ai ta..

tis is frankie after shaving..
u can clearly c his bones..
today mummy n daddy bring him
to vet.. cos his stomach getting
bigger again.. Haiz now he keep shaking..
dunno is it becos he's painful or he's cold..
daddy say he ask the doctor..
How long can frankie live? the doctor say the longest is 1 yr the shortest
3mth.. so sad when I hear tis.. daddy ask me to feed him medicine..
they melt the pills n ask me to inject in his mouth..
but frankie know tat n he refuse to open his mouth..
dad force to open n in the end dad got bite fr him..
then I put the pills in some small waffles to feed him..
n yes he eat them.. haha.. wish to c him getting better..
I love him..

today wrk was super F for me..
Dunno y.. really getting tired wrking le..
Today shall cut short..
after wrk wen to meet
my parent n 2 uncles..
had dinner at harbour front..
head hm after tat..
got to wrk tml again.. Wat the F!!!

I miss you gal..
badly n lots..

Today wrk was lack for me..
Mayb it shouldn't be lack
cos tml is weekend n now is holiday..
I wasn't doing much..
mayb jus dun feel like wrking ba..
After wrk wen to PS with Edwin..
Looking for some stuffs..
But can't find any.. quite disappoined..
Edwin n me meet UE, chongyuan n friend
for dinner at my hus's coffee shop..
Had curry fish head, craypot beancurd
n thai chicken..
I'm super full now..
fianlly off tml..

I wish you will be mine..
But I know it will nv come true..
I'm jus missing u..

finally got the time to blog le..
been busy tis few days..
If not busy means I dun hav the mood
to blog.. cos alot of things happen recently..
Been so tired when wrking..
Dunno y.. even my sup ask me y
I give black face to her when she ask me question..
I also dunno..
jus dun feel anything tat I show face to her..
But somehow I know I did..
Tml gotto wrk again..
haiz.. tired tired..

I wish to c u right in front of me..
so tat I can rest on yr shoulder..
I'm tired..
I miss you..

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