jus came back fr PeiPei's wedding dinner..
Took pics n already load..
Free to take a look..
its in my yahoo album..

tml I took leave..
cos need to attend da jiu funeral..

Do you know tat I miss you.. badly n lots

jus finish settle my stuffs..
shall start my life story..

Today maby its not a good day..
for wrking.. alot of things happen..

Dar cryin after wrk..
Sad to see her cry..
but I dunno wat to do..
I'm a person who will keep quiet
when a gal cry..
N I'm not a sweet tok person
who will makes a gal smile..
Mayb Dar will find me irritatin
cos I keep askin her
"Are you ok" or
"dun cry le ok"
I know its kind of stupid
when u know she's crying
mean she's not ok le..
But haiz I really dunno wat to say..
somemore hear she says tat she
dun feel like wrking anymore
I more sad lo..
Cos now she's busy with her sch stuffs
already dun get the chance to go out with her le
Miss the times when we use to go out..
the onli time I can c her is when both of us are wrking..
but now..
Hope to c dar smilin face again..
Dar? u there? When u c tis.. Hope u r smilin..
Cos I miSS yr Smile!!!

Today after wrk..
while on my way in the train back hm..
Renee called..
askin whether wans to go dinner together..
thinking since I was at Outram
jus a station away..
n I hav nothing to do..
so I decide to take train back to
harbour front again..
I didn't had anything..
dun feel like eating..
Renee had malay rice..
while eating.. we chat alot of stuffs..
after tat we still change to another
table to continue chatting..
really had a great time chatting with her
think its was the first time..
we give it a call when we realise the time
is going to 11pm..
After Chatting really feels better..
tml off going to Pei Pei's wedding dinner..

I miss you..
Feel like hugging u tight in my arms..
n I'll nv let you go..

today was my off day..

My mum rush to the room
n tell me n my sis
tat my cousin call
sayin tat my da jiu had an accident..
My parent wen out n
reach hm about noon..
saying tat my da jiu has pass away..
actually he didn't had accident
he die of sudden heart attack..
N the sad part is..
today is his birthday..
My mum keeps crying..
jus hope she can take care..
cos my mum's heart not very good also..
Today chinese newpapers had the news of my da jiu..
my mum was interviewed..

Tuesday was the last day of my da jiu funeral..
God bless my da jiu rest of his journey.. thanks

today was super sian..
cos I'm wrkin with someone
I dun wish to c..
Early in the morning
give me tat type of face
tot I like to wrk with u ar..
Pls la dream on ok..
N use yr brain first before
toking back to me..
U r here more than 1 yr
dun tell me those fucking rules
u didn't know n tok back to me..
N stop giving me tat stare..
I hate yr eyes..
Stop yr childlish thinking..
N grow up pls..
I hav enough..

today is Clarice birthday..
So I'm here to wish her
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARICE hehe..
Having fun with u when pouring water
on one another..
although there's onli both of us playing..
Haiz I shouldn't change my hm clothes..
N in the end I hav to change back
my DL shirt back hm..

Had dinner with Azni, Melissa & huifen..
had some chat then take train back together..
On our way to train station..
Melissa receive call fr Ah U..
Ah U is her auntie wrkin in UWS also..
Saying tat her grandma has past away..
need her to go down..
Can c mel is sad..
cos she quite close toher grandma..
Hope she take care..

Now I'm at hm doing nothing.
N missing someone
I won't be seeing..

I miss you..
wo xiang ni..

today keep raining..
when wrking feel so sleepy..
I'm sick.. got block nose last night..
Now got sore throat n a bit fever..
mayb due to standing in the rain while
taking photos for all sessions ba.
haiz.. didn't had medicine cos I hate to eat..
suckss..
After wrk wen to hav dinner with
AC, Vin, Asnul, Weiliang, Jiayi & Gim..
I didn't eat.. jus drink tea..
After tat took train back with AC & Vin..
Hm Sweet Hm..

I miss you..
Wo De Xin Wei Ni Dong Le..

tis is one of my dog.. Dong Dong..

today when I reach hm..

I didn't c him around..

so I ask my parent..

where is he?? they say

they hav given back to

my uncle.. whom caught dong dong..

Kind of miss him.. I think Frankie will miss him too..

Cos they always playing around..

Now frankie is left alone.. haiz

CONGRAT to DOREEN.. Tis is one of her ROM photos..

hehe she pretty hor..

I dunno wat can I do..
I'm missing her..
I know I cannot do anything..
cos she doesn't know..

Can the time jus stop
n let me hav more times with her..
I feel like hugging her..
But I can't even reach for her..
How I wish she can be mine..
I will treat her better than anyone esle..
Tis I promise..

God let me take care of her...

Yoz guys..
Hav upload some new pics
which is taken when having
coffee with my friends at
cine after open hus..
Actually the photos
taken long ago but forgot to upload
till today.. hehe
it is in my yahoo ablum.. free to take a look..

today when I'm going
to wrk.. I saw tis rabbit under the
over head bridge..
The rabbit look so big n cute..
So I ran back to ask my sis
come to hav a look..
N she ask me.. Am I going to take back hm..
I say nope.. cos I know my mum won't allow..
due to too many animals in the hus le.. haha
Then I head to wrk..
N try to ask whether anyone wan it..
But due to the size..
nobody wans it..
In the evening I told daddy
go n hav a look
check whether is it still there..
dad called back n say yes..
n u know wat..
he say the rabbit is at hm..
I was like WAT!!!
then he explain..
when he n mum searching for the rabbit
they saw two china guys
cycling by n stop
when they saw the rabbit
they wen to catch it but
in the end didn't manage to catch
so they cycle off..
cos my mum afraid tat
the rabbit will be eaten by
those thai or china workers
around my place here..
cos they eat rabbit meat..
or the rabbit will run out of the
road n knock down by cars..
Mmm.. shall I say
my mum thinks too much le..
Anyway hehe the rabbit is at my hus..
in a big n tall box..
cos it can jump quite high..

dinner with my parent..
sis join after tat..
had curry fish head..
yum yum so nice..
long time didn't had tat le hehe..
So full now..
n yesss off tml..

today finally back to wrk..
so tired haha
dunno y I stay hm tired..
back to wrk tired also..haha..

Tis morning while taking
harbour front bus
there's tis china guy sitting
beside me..
I dun understand y
he hav to open his leg till
so wide tat I wonder
is it tat his balls are
tat big tat he needs to do so..
After tat he face his back towards me..
N slightly lean on my hand..
wat the F..
I was damn angry lo..
I push him away with my hands
n he give me tat Fu*Kin look..
As If I'm in the wrong..

Nvm.. after tat is in the yellow line bus
there's tis couple sitting in front of me..
I jus dunno wat hav the gal done wrong
tat makes the guy shouted so loudly
in front of everyone of us..
tats included their friends..
N the gal jus keep quiet..
I think its jus a small matters..
But no matter wat big deal
y mus he do tat..
to prove tat he is a guy n
he can stand a big place
in the relation or wat..
N u know wat he say to his gf..
Fu*k off if u dun like me!!
I dun need u to company me
jus go n I won't stop u!!
Wat the F!!!
N the gal do nothing..
n guys friends all are laughin
wat so funny to laugh
I really pity the gal lo..
I dun understand
y guys jus dun treasure gals
n treat them like shit..
Anyway I drop off the bus
n saw the gal jus followin
behind the guy..
haiz I really sick of guys le..

tml wrking.. hope not much ppl ba
so tat I can rest more haha

I miss you

I wasn't wat I was today..
Wat am I toking I also dunno..
I jus know I'm a person who
will hit something whenever
I'm sad or angry or jus nothing..
N yes I kick a rock real hard today
n now my ankle bone is swollen..
Serve me right..
I dunno wats wrong to me..
All the sudden I kick it with anger..
Now I hav to walk slowly..
Lucky tat I didn't hav to wrk for 3 days..

I'm tired.. real tired..
will u be there for me..
I need u..

today was my off day..
N its family day.. hehe
in the morning had breakfast
with my parent n my sis..
Long time didn't eat together le..
After eating thinkin going out..
So we decide to go Ikea..
Daddy n Mummy nv go there b4..
We took bus 147 to there..
Before tat we wen to hav lunch oppsite Ikea..
Then head to Ikea..
Daddy n Mummy enjoying walking
around n looking at funiture..
After walking at ikea..
we had Roti prata for dinner..haha
Dinner at Boon Keng..
Order quite alot..
Paper prata,4 Egg prata, Chesse Prata
2 Plain prata & Mutarbak..
All of us was super full..
Arhh.. I'm Fat.. siao liao..
took some pic for today outing..

Tml go to wrk le.. sian ar..

tis blog is for my dog Frankie..

yesterday sen frankie to c doctor..
due to his swollen legs n difficulty in breathin..
after checkin know tat Frankie had a swollen heart
which makes him hav a difficulty in breathing..
doctor say will give him 5 days of medicine..
If still doesn't help..
there's nothing can help le..
I know Frankie is old le..
Now even he bark..
Its not as the same as before..
Really break my heart to c him like tat..
Tok to him..
C the tears in his eyes..
know he been suffering..
Mum n Dad tried to feed him medicine
but he refuse to take..
I dun wish to put him to slp..
I will surely cry..
Alot of memories with him keep
flashing back..
When its raining.. Frankie will bark till
we wen to close the windows..
Frankie will run around the hus whenever
we let go of him..
But now no more as active as before le..
Still rem whenever we r eating he will
look at us till we give some to him..
or he will stand up with both hands high up
as if he begging u to give some foods to him.
he's always so cute..
Now u will no more c the active side of Frankie
cos he will sit down there lookin at the walls
breathing hardly.. dun even wans o bark..
when u tok to him..
he will look at u..
I know he heard us..
Frankie..
Jus hope everything will be fine..

U treat me so unfair..
I dun understand y
u can treat as nothing had happen..
Wat am I to you..
Tell me pls..

I'm sorry..
Sorry for watever I do..
Cos no matter wat I do..
I still dun gain yr trust on me..
Its not yr fault tat u mistaken me..
Mayb it fate to be like tis..
Like wat I say..
I dun blame u..
I'm jus hurt..
Hurts is the onli thing in my heart..
And yes.. hurt in my heart start my tears..
Here I'm crying again..
For the hurt I hav in my heart..

I LovE HeR..
I miSs HeR..
BuT sHe doeSn'T kNow..
ShaLL I teLL hEr hoW I feeL..
I'm afraiD tat thIngS wiLL beComE
wOrsT iF sHe knOws..
If sHe knoE wiLL sHe aVoiD mE?
WiLL sHe TrEaT mE tHe SaMe As LikE noW?
I NoE ShE caRes alOt fOr heR Bf..
I knOw I sHoudn'T haV tiS feeLin..
bUt I dId feEl jeaLouS..
I onLi cAn KeeP iT tO mySelF..
I jUs wIsh ShE caN bE miNe..
Or Jus sTay bY heR siDe..

I miSS hEr SmiLe..
I MiSs HeR!

Today wrk was busy also..
haiz really tired..
even today I'm not the one
doing the cooking
I'm tired of serving too..
Really dun understand y
company get tis kind of staff
who canot wrk..
Onli know who to tok back
Do nothing much..
N look like Ah Lian..
which makes me dislike her more..
I hate lians...
somemore she onli 15..
really piss off..

after wrk wen to hav dinner
with John at harbour front..

hm sweet hm now..
waiting for sis to come back
n rub my body for me..
after rubbing yesterday night
the blue black now is bigger..
haiz.. n more painful..

Tml is my off day...
But due to tis few days
n tml is a weekend..
I've been recall back to wrk for tml..
Hope tml wrk won't be tat tough for me..

took some otters pics few days ago..
Loaded n can b e view liao..
they r really cute..hehe

Yesterday n today was super busy a wrk..
Both days I was wrking as cook..
So many things to cook..
Cook till I got cuts here n there..
Burns here n there..
really busy like hell..
didn't go to toliet for the whole day..
Didn't hav time for my lunch also..
Those ppl really like pig leh..
eat n eat n eat..
keep making hotdogs, burgers
keep cookin Nuggets, fries, chicken wings
n fish&chips.. Arrhhh..
Had a fall during wrk..
so pain..My side body got a patch of blue black..
haiz get scoldin by mum n dad..
cos due to careless..
Sis say I pig also.. sob sob..
cos she say so old liao still fall down..

Today after wrk meet Dar
for dinner at J8..
I had mos burger..
Then shop around..
company Dar hm..
then cab hm..

Tml got to wrk again.. OH NO..
but heng ar.. tml I'm not the cook..

still awake at tis time..
thinking of someone..
Missin of someone..
Feel so lonely at tis time..
Hope u r here with me all the times..

Today off day..
actually swee coming over my hus
to do some stuffs..
but her dad need to buy stuffs
for the new hus..
so not coming over le..
I stay at hm till very bored..
Around 4 plus msg Dar..
ask dar out for dinner..
meet her 9pm plus
at AMk..
after dinner walk around awhile..
go the K pool there to play some games..
company dar hm.. then cab hm..
Tml wrkin le.. haiz..
sian to wrk now..
cos dar not wrking..
swee not wrking..
AC not wrking also..
Sian Arrhhh..

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