♥i want to share the sunset with you

I wish..
I wish I hav a psp to keep me company..
I really need..
but its jus too ex for me.. sob sob..

sometime I really wonder wat person u r..
u r jus too sercetive..
till now I dunno u well..
can say I dun even know..
wat u trying to prove?
or wat u really wan?
to me..
u r a person who keeps everything
to yrself.
u r too dangerous..

10:28 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

sorry.. I didnt wan to stop..
I really dun wish to..
I swear I get double hurts than u.
but wat else can I choose..
I jus tryin to say out how I feel..
I didnt wan us to keep on
going without solvin the pros.
I know if we dun
we will hav the same pro again.
I swear I'm not the one giving attiude tat night.
yet I tryin to soft down le..
after all I didnt blame u..
I jus wan to say out wat happen tat night.
I dun wish u always saying tat
since u dun like then dun wan lo..
seriously u always say tat..
I'm kind of piss at tat time..
I didnt wan to quarrel
but yet yr stubbon and attidue makes
me dunno how to continue our conversation
tats y I choose to hang up..
u msg me..
sayin tat u not angry tat we r lost or miss the show
then my question marks came..
then wats the pro lies when I call and u give me attidue?
u ask me to search my soul my heart
did I really love u??
or I jus need a relation?
serioulsy my dear..
If I dun love u..
I wont keep holdin on u.
if I really need a relation..
it wont hav to be u..
U understand?
after all tis 11mth.
if u still think tat I dun..
I'm sorry..

10:10 AM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

now is 1245am..
wonderin r u slpin?
or still outside?
or reading harry potter book?
if u slpin hav u cover yr blanket?
wish u good night and sweet dream..
I miss u..
dear dear...

12:52 AM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

I miss u..
I really do..
without u I really feel
some part of my heart is missing..
but do u know?
tis not wat I wan..
rem wat I told u in msn tat day..
but still tis is the outcome.

everyone keeps sayin
the same things to me..
"is tis wat u wan"
"r u sure"
"isnt tat u wan to be with her long ago
yet u giving up"

I got no choice..
if tis keeps continue
both of us wont get any better too..
cos like wat I say.
no matter how I try wat I do
she still thinks tat I dun love her.
I keep thinkin if I dun.
wat am I doing all tis awhile?
y she always got her reason?
1st break- she still cant forget her
2nd break- I'm not understanding
3rd break- commuitcation breaks down
now and the 4th - I dun love her.

I thinks.
I feel..
I do..
Love you..

10:41 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

finally our story hav
to come to the end..
no matter how hard we try
been tro so many ups and downs
tis wat we going to be..
like wat I say..
mayb tis is the best for both of us..
yes I feel hurt.
cos no matter how hard we been going tro
its nearly 11mth we been together..
1 more mth nearly going to a year le..
yet everything I give
still makes u thinks tat I dun love u.
I really dunno wat to do le..

now I really hav to get use
the days without you.
really hard. but do I hav a choice.

thanks for the 11mth of memories..
pls rem the days we use to hav one another..
wish u all the best..
In yr coming tournament
for yr studies and wrk..

8:46 PM

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

hi hi..
back to blog again..
now at wrking place..
but nothing much to do yet.
cos no buns for me to do
my hotdogs & burgers.. hee.
so can eat snake awhile..

haiz..
realise nowdays
some of my friends hav pro in relation.
really dunno how to console them..
hurts to c them like tis also..
hope they understand tat
if u wan to love.
u will get hurts.
and fr hurts we get to grow.
so rem no matter wat how hurts u r..
friends still the one who are behind u
and support u ok..

ok la.. gtg le..
cya..

9:54 AM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

heh heh..
finally typing some words
in my blog again..
No worries..
I'm still alive..
jus been lazy to update my blog..
wahaha..

yesterday my piggy came over
my hus to stay..
so sweet of her right..
jus becos I keep complaining
tat she dun hav time for me
and she knows tat I'm not wrking today
so she took leave jus to company me
the whole day.. haha..

today both of us wake up around
in the noon..
had our late breakfast and lunch
cos some stupid pizza delivery our pizza late..

then head to novena to settle
my stupid taxs things..
then wen to bukit batok
to meet elaine gal for awhile.
nv see her for ages le..
yet still not much diff..
still the skinny her.. haha
then we head to bbdc to book piggy
basic driving test..
then we head to JP to play pool
and watch movie..

we watch 'disturbia'
nice show..
dear dear keep jumpin up..
cos the sound effect very thrilling.. haha
after tat we cab hm..

I wanted to say..
dear thanks for company me
the whole day..
doing and saying nothing much
but hope u enjoy the day with me..
cos I do..
lastly.. dear I love u..

kk.. shall stop here le..
going to call my piggy
or else she will keeps her eyes
stick with her harry potter book..
kind of regret buying tat book for her
cos she will bring tat book along with her
wherever she goes.. haiz..

shall update again..
but dunno when..
haha.. take care to all..

12:56 AM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~