mm.. finally off toda..
but as usual got to wrk at night..
kind of tired..
haiz..

where should I start with my entries..
mmm.. I try to recall..

sat after wrk wen to play badminton with
keith, clarice, jessic, yc, micheal,
vin & his friend..
after tat meet gillyn & her friends
for pool..
head hm after tat..

yesterday wen to drink
with my sis, rain & her friends..
first at tis ktv pub Jab1 at boat quay..
I dunno y..
jus dun lke tat place..
so walk out alone to
bumble beez pub..
cool I jus love tat place..
playin R&B songs..
my second time there le..
Mmm.. yesterday chargin was
no cover charge fee..
house pour $5 per cup
$25 per jug.. cool
I had 1cup & a jug..
after tat sis, rain & her friends
come over..
Rain's friends didnt stay long..
go to other place instead..
I think they dun lke the place ba..
Me dacing with sis & rain..
abit high le..
but I enjoy myself..
Rain's friend came over
to bring her to other place..
Me & sis cab hm..
reach hm around2 plus if I'm not wrong.. haha
bath & sweet dreams..

poor sis..
pls dun cry le..
I really dunno wat to do..
haiz wat a useless sis I am..
jus hope to c u smile once again..

mising you like I always do

wake up around 1130am..
meet dar 1pm at her place..
had lunch..
take bus togeher to her wrk place..
chat awhile..
dar very busy..
going to wrk till very late tonight..
poor her..

Me & dar waiting for bus.. is dar cute?? haha
Me & dar in the bus.. my turn to act cute .. hehe
say cheese... hehe
Me & dar after her make up & dress up her uniform..

Wen to town to hav my hair cut..
at Rain's salon..
jus hair cut but nt colour..
dunno wat to colour..
so yap.. jus cut lo..

Me after my hair cut..
isnt we sweet?? haha eeerrrr er xin.. haha
Me doinG funnY facE..haha


Gillyn came over my cafe place
after her class..
wen to hav steamboat after my wrk..
had alot of fun while eatin..
cab hm after tat..


Me & gillyn gal..
Me & Gillyn gal doin funny face..

tml got to wrk early..
got alot of sch groups order..
and I'm the cook for tml.. haiz..
night everyone..

Miss u..

today my off day..
meetin dar to take my camera..
after hair cut at Rain's salon..
then wrk at cafe..


yesterday wrkin was super free..
I was onli busy in takin photots..
other than tat.. we r free & easy..
walkin around tokin rubbish..
distrub ppl n all..
walk to 7-11 with Yvonne
to buy tibits back..
mm.. nothing much ba..

too free till we kill Razak.. haha


yesterday sis & Rain
come over my cafe wrk place
to wait for me to finish wrk..
wen to tis live band pub at centre mall..
LIVE IMAPCT..
ever pass by there when I go to red club..
but nv been there..
so yesterday was my first time there..

taken in LIFE IMPACT..


To my dearest Sis..
Seein u cry so badly.. really hurts me..
I feel like cryin too..
feel like helpin u..
but dunno how..
onli can borrow my shoulder to u..
And I wan to say is
I Love You ok..
wsh to c u smile once again.

wats going on in my life..
y I feel so tired
sick with my life..
I hate my life..
really I hate it..
dun ask me y..
I dunno also..


wats actually bother me..
Love, Family, Money, Friends???
I dunno..
how I wish I know..


been wrkin for my past few yrs..
I feel tired relly tired..
Can I stop everything to hav a rest..


Wish to be alone..
alone in another world
with no one knows me..

hm sweet hm after wrkin at cafe..

in the afternoon
meet Ee ling, Yvonne & Hailing..
Yvonne ar Yvonne.. haiz..
hope she feelin alright now..
had dinner at cafe there..
quite alot of ppl during dinner time..

Dear is sick..
vomit again..
moody too.. haiz
I once again..
dunno wat to do..
Y am I so useless.. haiz..

usless yet y..
u hv choosen me??

today I off..
wtf..
all the while I thought I was wrkin..
tis mornin I wake up at 7am..
I feel uneasy..
so I make a call to Elaine..
n u know wa..
she ask me to go back to slp..
I'm not wrkin for today..
aarrrrrr..
wake up in the mornin
done everythin le..
goin to go out of the hus le..
n in the end u not wrkin.. haiz
got to rest at hm...
watchin vcd with my mum haha
she fall in love with the vcd I bought..
cya.. ciao

jus got hm after
steamboat at bugis..
eat so full can..
n everybody enjoy eating.. haha
there's James, Yuhua, Amy, Wendy
Micheal, Rainni & Me..
cab hm after tat.

My piggy already slp le..
sorry for lettin her wait for my call..

I miss dar..
I miss baby Rain..
I miss jacklyn..
I miss Sharon mei..
I miss Hazel mei..
I miss my cutie..
I miss my zhu xiao di..
I miss them all..

specially you..
I love you..

yesterday after wrk..
meet gillyn for movie..
before movie..
we wen to hav mos burger for dinner..
then wen to cine to play games..
the movie we watch
"Click"..
I love the show..
really funny & touchin..
Really hav to treasure wat u hav in yr life..
once u miss it..
u will really regret..
cab hm after tat..

today got new staff..
haiz.. y everytime I'm the one
who train the staff.. sick lo..
I dun like lo..
and since tat idiot like to teach ppl
y dun let him go n teach..
y mus ask me...
Arrrr...

after wrk today..
wen to play badminton at seragoon..
Keith, Clarice, Vin, Jessic, YC, Tan, Jocelyn
Wanru & me..
now we sayin..
every sat going to play badminton.. haha

tml off..
haha can slp till late late..
hope my body wont be pain.. haha..
old le la.. mus excerise more..

tml wrkin at cafe..
havin steamboat at kallang
after wrk..
welfare dinner for James..
c will take photos anot..
if yes I will upload ok..

I miss my dear badly..

today my off day in sentosa..

yesterday was rainin heavily in sentosa..
I was super wet
when I was tryin to shether customer
out of the lagoon..
I was damn cold after tat..
cos no uniform to change..
sob sob..
lucky nv get sick haha..

while wrkin still chattin with dear..
dear play piano for me to listen..
Sun Yan Zhi " Hen Hao"
My fav.. haha

after lagoon wen to cafe to wrk..
got new staff there..
another auntie.. haiz..
but tis is a "weird" auntie..

after wrk meet gillyn for..
can I say supper??
had roti prata at boon keng..
Chat awhile cab hm after tat..

chat with dear till I'm tired
bed to slp..

Now dear playin piano again..
hehe.. my fav too..
"Canon in D"

meetin dear later..
before she go for her exam..
I jus miss her badly...

our story hav started..
wish it will nv end..
I love u dear..

sad.. moody..
when will be the day we meet??
dear I miss u badly..

now tokin to my dear..
dear today very free stayin at hm..
so she create a blog for us..
thanks dear..
I love you..

Miss my dear badly..
now she at hm doin nothing.. can slp
how I wish I can slp too..
too tired to wrk.. haiz..


Wish to hug u tight tro the night..
Wish to keep u by my side...
will u?? willy to??

today wrkin in lagoon was very lag..
during lunch time..
around 12pm plus...
we saw tornado..
alot of us took pics..

after wrk as usual rush to wrk cafe..
kind of tired..
cab hm after wrk..


my dear is sick..
having slightly fever..
vomit twice..
think not enough slp ba..
somemore exam comin le..
think kind of stress also..
sorry dear..
not there to take care of u..
hope u get well tml ok..
Love & miss u lots..


Love the way u love & care for me..





1st pic of Tornado in sentosa.. Cool
2nd pic of Tornado in sentosa.. nothing to do.. so we make fun of vin's hair..
haha.. he look cute right??

LOVE & LIKE


Wat is Love..
Wat is Like..
Like can be alot..
Love onli to some ppl..


So dear..
U like me or love me??


question marks going round my head..

finally got hm..
so tired..
after bloggin I'm going off to my bed le..
or else if my dear know I slp so late
will sure angry de..haha

today my off day..
afternoon meet up jack after her sch..
had sakae for lunch at town..
jack need to get her book for project..
so we wen up & down..
fr areas at town to bugis..
and still cannot get..
bought mum perfums at body shop..
train down to PS..

bought something for my dear..
its a surpise for her..
but wat a stupid idiot me..
accidently go n tell her wat I bought..
haiz..

after tat cab hm change n
rushin for my badminton game at seragoon..
tot really late for the game..
cos the game end at 8pm.
n I reach 745pm lo..
but then we still continue playing
cos no one hav come over to take the court
finally got to play for 1 hr.. haha

after tat Sharon mei called..
meet her at ps..
dou dou was with her also..
we head down to The Cathay
for movie..
Watch "My super ex-gf"
was very funny.. nice show..
cab hm after tat..

now thinkin of my dear..
missin her..



Sharon mei & Me
Another pic me & sharon mei..
funny faces.. hehe

reach hm not long ago..
wen to fetch dear finish wrk in sentosa..
wen to hav dinner at breeks..
after tat walk around..
take bus hm to dear hus..
cab hm after tat..
so tired..
tml off again.. havin badminton tml..
yeah...

so late le still awake.. haiz
today wrk was ok in sentosa..
not much ppl..
but as for hk cafe.. quite busy..
all come in groups..
5-6 ppl in a group..
so we r super busy joinin tables..
hav alot of fun also..

comin will be my off day..
I wont be wrkin for 2 days..
friday & saturday..
n yes both sides.. haha..

My dear..
miss u so much..
I know u r slpin now..
after takin medicine..
but haiz I'm still awake..
sorry cannot take care of u
when u r sick.. sorry my dear..
somemore u got to wake up early tml..
kind of missin tokin to u on the phone..
finally we meeting tml for dinner le.. yeah..
going to fetch u fr wrk..
like wat I say.
cant wait till tml.. hehe..

miss u badly..

*wish I can always be by yr side..

Tml my off day in sentosa..
but going to wrk at the cafe..
tis time I wrk 11am to 3pm.. hehe
night dun need to wrk..
onli for tues..
the rest back to normal..

after wrk tml I go for movie or firewrks??
or both?? Mmm..
shall c how tml..

Stupid dar..
makes me so jealous of her..
she wen divin again..
haiz..
I also wan to dive..

Eyes still the same..
havent c doctor yet.
shall c how.. night..
got to slp le..

Dar in the deep blue sea..
Fishes in the ocean

Sorry..
Sorry for all..
sorry for makin u worried about me..
sorry for being usless.. cant be there for u..
sorry tat its me the one who give up 1st..
sorry for not feelin how u feel..
sorry tat I dunno how to hide my feelin..
sorry gal..
is wat I can say..

tear dropin after the conversation..
wish I can hug u tight in my arms..
heart breaks..
pains runnin inside..
I love u gal.
sorry..

Tried tried & last Tired..
dunno y..
feel sleepy at night
but cannot get to slp..
eyes getting pain..
blood still there..
havent go for doctor..
c how ba..

Dunno Y..
all the sudden..
I enjoy listenin to piano music..
jus bought "Jeffrey Michael" piano cd..
I love it..
especially "Variations On Pachelbels Canon in D"

Me & cute BraNdon.. Cute??

BelOw is sOme "er xin" pics of my eye..
If u dun dare to c..
Pls scroll down fast..




Afternoon time..

Night time.. is it getting better or worst?? Mmm...

wrkin now..
but feelin tired..
tis few days didnt really slp well..


wen for my gold service course
at orchard yesterday mornin..
and night had my bowlin tournament..
I got champion for the woman's..
i was suprise..super..
cos I wasn't concentrate on playin..
my score was damn bad for the 1st game..
its was my 2nd & 3rd game push me up..
anyway compare to last yr..
tis yr my score really bad..


after tat wen drink with my sis
Rain, Shelle & vanes..
didnt hav the mood also..
cab hm with sis early..
bath & slp..


In my life..
I realise not onli relation will hurt..
friendship hurts too..
been hurt when I'm durin secondrary times..
A friend whom I know who 10 yrs..
betry me..
when I slowly let time passes..
n gain trust on friends again..
and yet now..
I hav totally lost trust..
Myself, Friends & the world..


hate the life I hav..
Fuck...


Dunno wats wrong with my both eyes..
hav thick blood lines inside..
didnt feel pain at all..
but kind of "er xin"..
Can I get blind??
if yes.. PLS DO!!!

NOW Y..
Y NO REPLY FR ALL OF U..
WHEN I SENT WHO THE ONE
SHE SAY THOSE WORDS TO..
TOT U GUYS LIKE TO FUCK ME..
LIKE TO TOK LOUD IN THE PUBLIC..


Y.. ALL THE SUDDEN U REM WAT U
SAID & SAY TO WHO IS IT..
OR WAT..


HEH.. OPEN YR FUCKIN EYES..
SEE WHO ACTIN "KE LIAN" EVERYTIME..


CRY CRY CRY..
SAY WAT..
MOTHER DUN WAN U..
SAY U ONLI CHILD..
COME ON LA..
SEE AROUND THE WORLD..
HOW MANY OF THEM IS ONLI CHILD..
HOW MANY OF THE CHILD
HAV NO PARENT..


WATEVER SHIT U SAY LAST NIGHT ABOUT ME..
WAT TRUE COLOUR N ALL..
IT IS THE TRUTH..
N I'M TELLIN U..
DUN NEED TO SAY TILL I TURN WORDS..
BEOFRE U SAY TO HER WAT
MY TRUE COLOUR TO HER..
I ALREADY MEMTION N TELL HER LONG AGO..


FUCK OFF LA..
TOK LOUD..
NO GUTS TO AMITTE..

FUCK OFF MY LIFE..
VOMIT TILL NOBODY BUSSINESS
CRY TILL MY EYES SWOLLEN..
THANKS TO WHO??
THANKS TO U GUYS..
ONCE & THE ONLI DAY
FOR MY 24 YRS OF MY LIFE..


POINTING UNDER MY NOSE
SAYIN TAT U DIDNT SAY U
WILL GO BACK TO YR EX
IF SHE BREAK WITH U??
PLS!! STAND INFRONT OF THE MIRROR
SLAP YRSELF FOR SAYIN TAT TO THE
WRONG PERSON..
GOT THE GUTS..
SAY U DIDNT SAY AGAIN INFRONT
OF TAT PERSON..


STANDIN INFRONT OF ME.
SAYIN TAT U DIDNT TAKE PPL
FOR GRANTED..
U R THE ONE SHOULD GO
SREACH YR HEART..
TRUE COLOUR???
WAT KIND OF PERSON AM I??
TIS QUESTION SHOULD ASK YRSELF..


FUCK OFF!!!
I HAV ENOUGH..
CHILDLISH PPL..
GROW UP PLS..
GOT GUTS TO SAY..
GOT GUTS TO AMITTE..


WAN TO PLAY..
STAY WHERE U R..
IF U GOT THE GUTS..


LET U WIN..
LET U HAV FACE..
BUT IT WONT BE LONG..
KARMA WILL COME..
JUS WAIT...


DUN NEED ANYONE "KE LIAN"
I'M NOT..
DUN NEED ANYONE TO CARE..
I DUN NEED..
THANKS TO THE ONE SAYIN'
I'M ACTING "KE LIAN"AND
SHE'S SO "WEI DA"
SHE "KE LIAN" ME..
FUCK OFF!!!

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