jus woke up..
reach hm around 3am last night..
wen to hav movie with dear
after her trainin..
haiz wat a blur me..
tot I hav already book the ticket
tro online le at cine..
in the end when we reach there to collect..
the staff say we didnt book any..
in the end we hav to buy the front row seat..
we watch "rob-B-Hood"
A nice & funny show..
kind of touchin also..
after show sent dear back..
n me hm sweet hm..

later meet dear for movie again.. haha
then around late afternoon..
meetin gillyn & mao mao..
shall update again..
bb..

Today was my off day..
as usual meet dear for lunch..
we had lunch at city hall..

Had our lunch over here..
Our foods.. yum yum
Dear with her food..
My fav " fried banana split" for my dessert.. yum yum..
Me & dear dear..

After tat dear wen back to wrk..
I meet my mum & granny at Suntec..

mum havin job interviw there..
shop awhile bought some stuffs..
back hm..
rest awhile..
cos tonight fetchin dear after her trainin..
then head to hav midnight show.. hehe..
ciao.. cya..

Piggy fr me to dear.. " I miss you" written by dear.. hehe.. cute??

for those who cannot c
the chinese wordin in my blog..
pls click on the view on the top..
then encoding & unicode..

anyway I totally give up hope on guys le..
they really makes me piss off..
y they hav to be "ta nan ren"
HEH come on..
Now is all fair & square ok..
n dun come n tok cock..
say men can take out clothes
and walk around..
can woman do tat..
Fuck off..
wat about sayin woman can give birth
n can men do tat??
If not happy fuck off..
dun come n give me attitude..
I dun own u any..

I do care..
can u feel?

不说出的温柔

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说
(是我你好吗
没什么事只是想知道你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你
我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

mornin everyone..
today havin off day at DL..
but wrkin later night..
u all must be wonderin
y I wake up so early when I can slp till late..

here the story start..
when I still slpy walkin towards toilet..

Mum: Wah yesterday u got so many tissue
in yr pocket ar?
(in a very loud tone)
Makes me hav to use around 20 bucket
of water to wash off all the clothes..

Me: Huh?? Tissue??(still slpy)

Mum: Ya la.. And wats tat? (pointin on the floor)

Me: (bendin down)(eyes big big) Tats was my book!!!!

(the book left the front cover plastic)

Mum: Huh?? U mean u throw the whole book
in the washin machine?? "tian ar"

ya so tis is wat happen to me in the mornin..
I bought tis book online recently..
"the journey" fr local writer..
tis is te 4th book I bought fr him le..
I lend it to Qian Qian..
and she jus return me yesterday..
So I put it in my bag with all my uniform..
till yesterday night after my cafe wrk..
I throw all my uniform in the washin machine..
didnt even rem about the book..
till tis mornin..
haiz.. wat a blur me..
got to buy another one le..
ok la.. gtg back to slp..
fetching dear tonight after her wrk..
shop awhile.. then head to wrk..
ciao..

I might not the perfect one for u..
but I will try to give my best jus for u..

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OuR LovE stOrY staRteD oN 10-9-06..
I FouNd My LovE anD iTs yOu.
HuGs & KissEs fR yOu
maKeS mE faLL deEpeR oN yoU..
JUs waN tO giVe mY besT tO yoU..
LovinG nO onE eLse buT yoU..
"ZaV loVe HS"
ThaNKs foR brIghTeN uP mY LifE..
TiLL thE eNd..
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finally get to blog..
PC been down for tis few days..
VIRUS!!
EErrrr..
anyway thanks to Uncle Lek..
for helpin me kill all the virus..

Meetin dear later for dinner & movie..
hehe movie time..
shall go & prepare now..
or else dear going to nag like woman later..
haha.. I know she wont la.
jus love the way she is..
ciao..

loving u more comin each day

Sick of everythin..
tired is wat I can say..
I'm usless, loser or watever u can name..
I dun wan to fight no more..
Jus tired of everything around me..
I hav enough..
God take me with u if u love me..

dear.. how I wish u were here with me..

I dunno how much u love me..
But I know I love u alot..
I dunno how to let u forget her..
but I know I will nv forget u..
Hope the love we hav
can keep us together..
Dunno for how long..
but at least..
Let u hav all of my love..

jus got hm after wrk..
after tis going to hv early slp le..
back to sentosa to wrk le..
haiz after off for 3 days..
kind of lazy liao..

in the evenin..
meet dear after her wrk..
she company me to bugis
as she meet her friend there for dinner also..
company them awhile before I start wrk..

not much ppl at cafe today..
jus nice to end wrk..
take bus hm....
yap tats all..
____________________________
Love cannot compare..
but dunno y..
ppl jus lke to..
there's goes to me too..

Like wat I say..
I know I cant let u totally forget her..
but I will try my best to be wat I can for you..

fr first when I try to hold yr hands n reject by u..
till now we holdin one another hands tightly..
fr the first hug we hav..
till now we hugs so tighty tat I dun wish to let go..
fr the first kiss we hav..
till now I feel like kissin yr lips whenever u smile..

Dear.. no matters wat I will keep on tryin.
cos I'm deeply in love with you..

Wish my love will fill yr life with colours..

I jus got back hm..

meet dear at bugis after her gym..
head to PS had our dinner..
went to The Cathay for movie..
watch "John tucker mus die"
cool movie..
after movie is around 1130pm..
I feel like watching another movie..
So we head for another movie at 1150pm..
"Pulse"
a no ending & meanin movie.. haiz
cab hm with dear..
then cab hm..

met tis taxi uncle..
first time in my life I cab tis type of uncle..
He's 45.. (he tells me tis)
and u know wat.. he sing well..
No joke really..
He on his cd..
Its Chen wei lian cd..
Uncle sang "Heaven Knows"
"Qi Shi Ni Bu Dong Wo De Xin"
"Tong Hua"
and most amaze part is..
He sang Zhou jie lun songs too..
Omg..
he really hv good voice..
I reach my place..
thanks him for singing to me.. haha..

ok time for bed..
off for three days in sentosa..
Tuesday then start wrk..
but still.. wrkin in the cafe at night..

I LovE BeiNg WitH yoU..

Back to blog le..
been so long tat I last blog..

life still the same..
nothing much changes..

mm.. cant really rem wat I do
tis few days..haha
shall try to recall ok..
too old to rem stuffs le.. haiz..

Movie tat I hv watch..
" Art of the devil"
"Monster house"
"Little man"
hehe dunno liao..

friendship..
Can anyone tell me wats tt..
I dun dare to say I believe, turst them anymore..
I'm too scare to step into them..
Y everytime I hav to get into all tis shit of friendship..
I do treasure them..
but things jus isnt wat I wan..
Y hav to say sorry after all those shit..
does sorry cures the pain I hav..
U came to me..
saying tat u r sorry..
u r not the one who wans to create trouble..
its yr gf..
n tellin me tat now u realise friendship is importan..
WTF..
I dun need all tis shit..
U think wat..
stappin me deep in my heart..
n pull back now sayin tat its not yr fault..
FUCK OFF..
I dun need anyone of u..
I jus wan peace..
THANKS..

HappY BirThdaY tO mY SharoN SwEEtY..
WishEs aLL comEs trUe..

I'm miSsinG u..
CaN u fEeL iT tOo??

COUGH COUGH COUGH..
Cough killin me..
Cough till I slp..

Life suck..
hate the life I hav..
y..
Tell me y..
God take me away..

Yesterday meet up gillyn for movie..
" The Devil Wear Prada"
Interestin movie..
after movie wen to PS to hav dinner..
saw my hazel mei& her bf.. took a pic with her..
after tat gillyn feel like drinkin..
walk down to town..
had drink at IndoChine..
cab back hm after tat..

Receive a msg fr a fuckin idiot at 2 nearly 3am..
askin me some stupid question..
I didnt reply..
n she call..
WTF..
tot wat..
I'm Lost & Found???
Lost someone n look for me..
Fuck off..
stop callin me or msg me..
I GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH U..
LEAVEME ALONE FUCKER..


Me & Hazel Mei..
havin a drink at town.. IndoChine..
Live band singing..
Gillyn drinkin.. "surp"
Me & Gillyn..

Wrkin today was so xin ku..
wrkin as cashier..
keep coughin..
serve till no voice..

After wrk meet my family for dinner..
had steamboat at bugis..
7 of us..
so full..
haiz got to excerise more le..

Me & my lovely sis.. yum yumUncle & his friend..
My parents busy eating.. haha
Tis is my ah ma.. hehe smile till cannot c her eyes..
Finally going to finish le.. burpss.. hehe

back hm..
rest awhile..
update awhile..
slpin later..
night..

miss yr smile..
miss yr voice..
miss everything about u..

tis few day keep rainnin..
really wan to stay at hm restin..
today is Razak bd..
happy birthday Razak..
mm.. upload some pics..
mmm.. Foods fr Loof..
Pics with Sharon Mei..
and desserts at cafe..

finally tml off.. haha..
can slp till late late le.. yeah..


BD cake for Razak haha..
Razak with the BD cake..
Poor Razak.. all wet.. haha
BD Boy Razak dryin up..
fried baby october.. in Loof
Foods at loof.. my fav.. hehe
Me & sharon mei in the cab.. (pic 1)
Me & Sharon mei in the cab.. (pic 2)
French Toast with banana & strawberry. yum yum
Causeway Bay at my cafe.. Mango, Lychee & Peach..


Miss u..
always in my mind..

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