the raining had jus stopped.
was raining heavily jus now during lunch time
playing in the rain and
thinking back when is the last time I hav play in the rain.
hmm think quite long ago le ba.
anyway after playnig in the rain for around 15 mins
I feel tat everything hv been washing away.
hope everything hav a good start.

tonight will be meeting baby
and will be going to ikea.
hope to find some new furniture
suitable for my room.

hmm.. like very long time nv watch movies le.
I wanted to watch so many shows.
hmm.. when will I be free??
haiz.. I miss watching movie with baby.
ok la. shall go back to wrk liao.
ciao guys.

WHY WHY WHY!!!
Why I cant do tis I cant do tat..
Everything I do is wrong.
Why I hav to thnk of tis and tat.
when no ones thinks about how I feel!!!

I HATE MYSELF I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!

God I'm praying hard..
Pls take me away..

Back to blogging again after so long
now using NCS com to blog
while waiting for baby to finish wrk. hee

wen to baby's convo yesterday
with her parent and Ah ma.
I was so excited when I reach there
(which nobody know it) hee
So many ppl can.
Oh ya it was my 1st time to convo.
didnt know it will look like tis.
took alot of photos.
see baby smiling non-stop
felt so happy.
She look beautiful when she wears her convo clothes
and smiles when taking photos.
didnt say tat to her, cos tis is who I am.
Jus wan to say.
baby I LOVE YOU~~


think 5 more mins baby will be coming down le ba.
so I shall stop here
ciaos.

been thinking alot after reading baby's blog.
I'm afraid is wat I can say.
but wat can I do.
I really trying my best
to do watever I can do.
too tired to think of anything le.
let nature takes it course ba.

baby..
I do love u
care about u
and trying my best for
everything little things
to let u feel tat my love for u.
but u making me getting more
and more afraid each days..

HaPpY 2nD mtH AnNivErsArY

back to wrk in lagoon
for 1 week.
actually onli for a few days
due to my leave and off days.
after tat I will be back
to UWS again.. haiz.

morning was raining so heavily
and it was so cooling
tat make me and baby
didnt really wan to wake up for wrk
but no choice baby jus started wrk
so didnt wan to hav mc so fast yet.
wondering when is the 1st day she will take mc

feel like hugging u tight in my arms
and I cant stop thinking of the way
u act and sound like a baby.
Jus love the way u are..

lying on baby's bed
online checking blogs
actually was suppose to slp
till late afternoon de
but after baby left for wrk
ken ken was barking non stop
so I got to wake up
to bring him down for a walk
after walking for 10 min
I cant fall back to slp again.. Arrrr
So baby.. dun scold me for not slping..
I will try to slp back later ok ok..

wen to check up Amanda's blog
and she got tis video about tis little boy
who plays guitar.
he was damn good at it
I love all the song he plays.
will ask my sis to watch it.. hee
cos she was in playing guitar too..



ok.. shall try back to rest now..
or else baby will nag at me again..
ciaos..

today was my off day
but still I got wake up and
company baby to wait for bus
the bus was super late today
and she hav to take a cab to wrk.
cos she hav meetin with some big bosses
if I'm not wrong.

head back to slp tats y
I didnt blog in the morning
now havin my lunch which
my mum had bought while blogging

think baby busy wrking ba
cos I msg her till now she haven reply
its lunch time now
think she mus be super duper hungry
cos morning didnt had anything
poor baby..

later I'm going to fetch baby after wrk
missing her now. hee

blogging in the morning again
after company baby waiting
for her bus to wrk
last day of wrk
off tml again.. YEAH!
hope wrk today is not busy
and everything "soon soon li li"


Sorry my love tat I dun hav
a fancy car to drive u anywhere u wan
but I promise tat I will be there
by yr side to walk thousand miles.

sweet words doesn't came out
my mouth easily
doesnt means I love u no more
I love u more tat no words
can describe my love for u.

Yoz back to my update again.
wrk today was slack.
not too busy due to heavy rain
in sentosa.
I f***ing dislike my AM..
she onli know how to say
and we are the one doing the stuffs.
cant she jus help up??
everything can can can.
totally hate her fr top to bottom..

after wrk today
meet up with Baby, Darling, Aloy & Xiao Cat
we had roti prata at boon keng there
had some chat with them
especially darling.
very long nv c her liao..

Baby bought me a new wallet fr esprit
and cotton on slippers.
thanks baby.. muack.

ok la.
shall go now.
baby say I nv muack her
when I type muack in tis blog..
night everyone..

morning guys
surprise tat I wake up so early to blog??
cos baby stays over at my place last night
so I wake up to company her
to wait for bus to go for wrk.
hope it not really far fr my place to her wrk ba.

yesterday was baby 1st day of wrking.
and she was saying she become "大人" le
after slacking for so long.
she was complaining tat she was bored at wrk
cos all she do is staring at the com and reading
some IT stuffs till the end of the wrk.

really love the way when she tok
looks like a "baby"
feel like hugging her tight always
wherever we go. (thinking shall we glue together) hee.

5 more min and I need to go
prepare for my stuff and my turn
to go for wrk le.
haiz.. my wrk getting more tiring each day
really feel like slacking at hm doing nothing
than to go wrk and face those ppl
who onli know how to use mouth
instead of their hands.
wat can I say.
they all jus higher pose than us. haiz.

how I wish I can hav alot of $$$.. (dream on) wahaha
ciao.. shall update again..

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