tired tired tired..
is all I can say..
jus came back fr dinner with my parent..

been away for the chalet..
after all..
hope she enjoy & like the Bd party..

I need to thanks my sweety sharon,
cutie mabel & darling eric..
thanks for helpin me up..
especially eric..

got to wrk tml..
sian.. startin wrk again..

gtg le..

Miss u gal..

now at wrkin place..
before I start wrk..
do some update..
I'll be away for 3days..
going to chalet for her Bd party..

Tis few night cant get into slp..
dunno why..
my mind keeps thinkin of nothing..
jus dun fall to slp easily..

things almost settle..
driving tml..
good luck to me in my driving on the road
after I pass my licence since july 06
till now I didnt get to drive.. hahaha

tonight meeting swee
to get the Ntuc link card fr her
for the chalet..
so long nv see her liao..
excited to see her..

Eric stayin over night at my hus tonight
tml in the morning
pickin up my car together..
cant wait to drive haha..

ok gtg..
time start to wrk..
cya.. after my chalet...

back to blog le..
got to wrk tml..
but still awake at tis hour..
jus cant fall aslp easy nowdays..
thinking nothing..

Callin her.. tokin on the phone jus now..
know tat she kind of sad..
know tat she attitude towards her..
Wat shall I do??
Hurts tat y she treat her like tat..
y cant she treat her better??
y she hav to say sorry to her
when she didnt do anythng wrong??

friends askin me where am I going to do
during valentines' day..
Wat plannin I hav for my gf?
I smile.. thinkin inside..
Gf?? where is she??
I hav plan.. but...
where is she going??

no everybody know I'm single now..
cos everything for me still the same..
having yr photos in my wallet..
having u in my wallpaper..

wen over to yr place..
the place where we use to hang up.
alone.. sitting.. thinkin..
smiling..
tearing..
without u...

Y love always hurt the most??
y am I asking and sayin tis again??

Y we always dun treasure
our love ones..
Y always regret once they r gone..

Y we always like to take advantage
to ppl who love us when we
dun hav feelin for them at all...

Y we always love ppl
who dun love us at all.

Y we know love hurts
and we still fall in love..

Y we always say "move on"
to ppl who love us
when we know we cant do tat too..

Its hurts..
I feel pain..
But I'm trying to stay..
cos I cant move on without u..

I'm missing you

Song by 1st Lady

Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same with out you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
You needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why did he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just dont know what to do with myself
I cant stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I'm missing you
Baby I'm missing you

I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just cant go on baby
Ohhh

HaPPy AnnIVerSarY

Nothing going to be the same again..

going off for 3days..
also cant rem y I' m takin leave
for tis 3 days for..
anyway think boredness
comin to find me le..

later going interview
at St jame power station..
hope I get the job..
at least I wont feel souless
dunno wat to do everyday..

its raining again..
jus like my life..
cold like an ice..

rainin now at wrk place..
nothing much to do..
not much customer also..
today duty was to take photos..
takin photos under the rain..
I jus like tis kind of feelin..
standing in the rain..

everything hav to keep inside me..
really makes me piss off..
dunno wat to say whenever question been ask..
quiet & smiling away is my habit now..

losing u is like losing my shadow..
without u is like a body with a soul..
I miss u.. badly...

Tis few days..
keep thinkin..
wat happen to my life..
y I feel so useless
y I feel so lonely(even my friends will always here with me)
dunno wat to do
nowhere to go(even friends suggest)
Y I feel all tis..

Its hard for me to forget..
cos tis not I wan..
but I hav no choice..
there's onli tis way..
even how much I fall in love with u
I hav to let go..

I'm not the one..
not the one u love..
no matter how much I give..
I'm jus not the one..

hurts pains tis all I get..
my tears can jus drop
when my mind is thinkin of u..
gal.. really hard to forget u..
when u r the one I love..
u say time will let me forget u..
yes I agree..
but.. I hav to take so many pain
at the same time..
sometimes I really wish
tat I was knock down by car
then I lost all my memrioes..
at the same time take away my pain..
too painful to go on my life now..

my life now..
dunno wat to do..
feel so hopeless..
aimless point..

thanks for all my love ones..
being here with me..
thanks alots..

Finally back to blog
after a new yr start..

Really wish everything
will be a new start..

As for u..
I know fr the moment now..
we r not wat we use to be..
No more converstion starting with "dear"
No more msg fr u sayin " miss u / love u"
No more warming up my hands by holdin it
No more tight hugs when I need it..
No more sweet kisses fr u..
No more hanging out as offen as we use to be..
yr profile hav change..
everything jus isnt the same..
Yes.. I'm not use to it..
Hurts & pains to take all tis..
But still..
I got to go tro ..
cos I really hope to be with u..
I'm waiting for u to come back to me..
to the days we hav fun being together..
Will be waiting for the day tat
u will once hold up my hands & hug me tight once again..

I'm right here waiting for u..
even a new yr hav start..
my love will still the same as before..
I love you..

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