Edwin with Keith N Me with Clarice..

Last night after wrk when to hav dinner at PS.. After tat wen to watch "Madagascar".. Actually its was the 2nd times I watch.. 1st time I watch with my sis, Mel n Elaine.. Yesterday watch with alots of ppl.. They r Edwin, Zen,Razak, My darling, W.C, Keith, Clarice, Shan Shan, Jas, John n Evan.. The same old thing Edwin got the loudest laugh among all of us.. Everybody were quite shock tat he laugh so loud.. But for me I already use to it le.. Haha.. By the time we finish its around 10pm.. Head hm after tat..

Today was suppose to wrk 930am... BUt I was blur sotong.. N I start wrk at 9am.. Till yvonne told me tat I'm wrking 930am.. I was like shit I should slp more haiz.. anyway wrk was quite lack.. Most of the times was reading comic books which yvonne bought.. Its about basket ball.. quite nice n cool.. haha.. ok.. tml got to wrk again..

Miss my sweety Sharon, my Zhu xiao Di Jessica n my cUte Swee..

wan to get a fight?? Haha

OH NO.. Is there anything wrong???

Y.. wats wrong.. Not happy huh?!!

Not again.. We really crazy le..

Ain't we crazy? haha

funny face... haha

its me.. I look good??

Just came back fr movie not long ago.. Wen movie with Mel, my sis n Elaine.. We watch "Monster in law".. Cool n the actress is damn beautiful..haha.. After tat when we reach hm.. Its photos time.. We took alot of funny photos.. haha.. So fun.. mmm tml got to wrk..tata

Now I know she's importan to u..
More than anything anyone else
Know tat no matter wat I do
u won't change yr mind
Cos she's the one in yr heart
I know all the while
U hav nv fall for me
Its all me alone
I'm sorry for all the trouble
N stress
Take care n wish u all te best...

Last night Tears drop again..
Didn't know y..
The hurts was like a small cut not deep
but still hurts..

Can u pls tell me wat should I do
Wat I hav to do to be with you
Dun really cares wat will it be
I will do it jus for u

TodAy wrk was ok.. After wrk wen to hav dinner with Keith, Clarice, Edwin n Swee at PS.. Finally meet up with Swee.. So happy to c her..We having dinner at Ichiban Sushi.. While eating we tok alot of things.. Laughing all the way.. Especially Ghost story part.. N the drowing man in sentosa.. Make my hairs stands n my tears really come out.. So scaring.. haha But after all quite fun.. We leave around 10pm.. Sent Swee hm.. reach hm not ago my sis reach.. Parent not at sing again so was quite scare to stay hm alone.. haha.. tml gotto wrk again.. OH NO weekends.. haiz..


I miss her badly..

The world is changing so do U..
I change too
But my love for u will not change
Jus for You..

Miss u every second n every min
But u will nv know
even I told u so..

Know tat u r hurt
Know tat u r sad
But wat can I do
U will nv know
How I feel

I'm jus a friend of u
I know I will nv replace * in yr heart
But I will care more than others if u given me a chance

Wish tat u will give me a chance to prove
Wish tat I'll be the one to be with u

But my love for u will always in my heart

Without u with me
is jus like my shadow not with me

Love will remain..

When I first meet u
I was afraid to tok to u
When I first tok to u
I was afraid of falling in love for u
Now I'm falling in love for u
I'm afraid of losing u..

She always on my mind..
From the time I wake up till I close my eyes..
She's everywhere I go..
She's all I want to know..
Miss her laughter n miss her smiles..
Like the stars up there making me smile..
She will nv know how I feel..
Even though I told her so..
Jus let tis feeling grow
Inside my heart as me myself know..

Yesterday is my off day.. Actually thinking staying at hm since no one is free.. But around 12pm plus my zhu xiao di Jessica called.. Ask me whether wan to go out.. So we meet around 2pm at PS.. We wen hav lunch at Swenson.. We ordered alot of foods make me so full.. Yam yam.. haha.. We watch "The Jacket" at 4pm.. OMG tats the first show in my life tat I fall alseep.. But after all its a not bad show if u understand wat going about the show.. After tat meet my sis n mel at bugis.. We eat again OH NO.. I'm going to be fat le.. Around 915pm send jess to take cab hm.. haiz going to miss her again.. Dunno when can meet her.. after tat me n my sis wen for another show at 945pm.. The show is "The Amityvilla Horror".. Wah tats a good show.. I love it.. haha.. Head hm after tat..

Wrking was super busy.. Haiz today all is gals.. No guys wrking.. Razak was off, Vin wen to reservice, Edwin wen holiday.. So tiring.. Somemore wrking with "Weird Weird" haiz more worst.. Anyway tml wrking with her again.. Haiz really miss Jessica n Swee around..

Miss her badly..

To My dearest sis

Dear sis.. Thanks for the addias shirt u bought for me.. I'm quite surpise cos its my first green shirt.. Its look weird on me though.. But I think its nice too.. Anyway somehow I'm hurt n useless at times too..I think I'm not a good sis to u.. Last night saw u crying at the kitchen there while writing yr dairy.. I'm hurt.. I dunno wats wrong with u.. I know no matter how I ask u won't tell me.. Goes the same to me if u ask me I will say nothing also.. Jus hope u take care of yrself.. Mayb I dun seem to care but I do cares for u ok.. Cos u r the only lovely n cute sis I hav.. Still rem when you were young.. When u r about to leave me how I beg mum to gets u back.. The feelin so strong to wan u back by my side.. Even now is the same.. Still cares n worry for u.. Jus tat I dun show doesn't mean I dun care.. Lastly all the best in yr studies.. No matter how tough it was.. I'll be behind u ok.. LOve u always..

To my sweety sharon

Sharon.. I dunno wats wrong with both of us now.. R we still friends? We dun seem to be contact each another.. Really wish to know more about u really miss u so badly tat wish to meet u.. But.. things jus dun come right all the times.. Know u r trouble with something.. didn't really wan to stress u up n makes u avoid me n all.. So hope u do take cares of yrself.. Wish to c the sweety sharon I hav.. always hav a smile with u.. I always be there for u if u needs someone to lend u a shoulder to cry on or a listening ears to hear yr pro.. I promise.. Cos I really dun wish to lose u..Take care.. Miss you lots

There's a book calls Loves for Others N Hurts Fr Others
In the story of tis book
There live a gal
Living alone in the world with strangers
They always seem to be caring for her
But in the end the gal get hurts but not loves
She dunno wat she hav done to make them hurt her
she really wish to leave tat world
But she dunno how
She ever tried her best to be the best she can be to them
But the more she trys the more hurts she gets
So she think for a long time
She hav said the most loving words to them
But wat she gets in return
Seen the most sacartic ppl
Heard the most hurtful words
She was crying so badly after all tis
So she decide to glue her lips fr saying anything
Makes herself blind fr seeing others ppl true colours
Cut off her ears fr hearing hurtful words
Now she's blind, deaf n mute
Yes she can't c, hear or talk
But she's happy for wat she is now...

Blind, Deaf n Mute is wat I really wan now..

Blind.. Dun wish to c ppl true colours.. Really hurts
Deaf.. Dun wish to hear fr anyone..
Mute.. Won't say anything to others.. Make ppl thinks tat I'm creating trouble n make ppl
unhappy always..

Now I really dun like the life in tis world.. Everyone is so fade.. They can seem to care for u.. but in the end they dun even cares.. I dunno y.. Jus feel disappointed..

"Untitled" By Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Today is my off day.. Stay at hm the whole day.. Doing nothing.. Sian ar.. Tml wrking but got alot of sch order more sian.. Haha.. Anyway yap tats all..

Love is Sweet
Love is Hurts
Love is Pain
Love is Everything
But is nothing when u r not with me...

Not much ppl today in wrking place.. But my stupid arms so pain.. Red, hard, n pain.. Haiz.. my neck too.. Didn't slp well last night cos cannot slp side way onli can slp straight.. Haiz.. hope it will get well soon.. My poor arms n neck.. Yeah tml off can slp long long le.. hehe

Last night sleep around 1am.. Around 4am My friend called.. She was crying but when she knows tat I'm slping she wans to hang off.. But I stop her cos she was crying badly.. So I was on the phone with her till around 6am.. We hang off when she feeling better.. Jus dun understand y love is the one who hurts ppl most.. Anyway yap wake up around 830am.. Cos meeting Vin n AC to go fishing.. Was tired but also excited to go for fishing.. Long time nv fish le miss the feeling when u know there's fish n the pulling.. haha.. we went to hav bak ku teh for breakfast reach sentosa around 11am.. we were fishing at Tanjong Beach.. Ac start wrk at 1pm.. So she leave around 1230pm.. Then me n Vin fish till around 3pm.. We fish not much la.. But its was fun.. N haiz I got sun burn.. Now its painful on my face n my arms.. Its was super red lo.. Haiz tml my parents n sis won't be at hm le.. They went to hav holiday.. Genting n KL.. So good right.. Too bad I got to wrk.. N the worst part is I'm alone at hm with my fishes n dogs.. Till wednesday then they will be back.Haiz.. Tml wrking le.. but off again on tuesday.. haha so happy tats all fortoda.. Tks for reading my long story haha..


Today is 15th.. Happy Anniversary!!??

swee me n my daring jennifer..

today wrk was lack..Pick up a volley ball also..haha.. After wrking when to harbour front to hav dinner with Vin N Edwin.. After awhile Ee Ling meet us too.. After dinner we wen hm.. Off tml but will go fishing with Vin in the morning.. haha so happy so long nv go fishing le.. Somemore can suntan.. Mmm.. tats all for today..

my sweety.. Isn't she getting prettier..

Last night when I reach hm my friend called n ask me to meet her at town.. Yesterday was ladies night so we wen to devil bar with her friends.. Its was so crowed there n yap alots of pretty gals also.. Haha.. I onli drink one glass of Voka.. Cos got to wrk today.. After awhile my friend n hers friends going for next round at Zouk.. They ask me along but I didn't cos quite tired.. After all having alot of fun..

Today wrk was ok.. Onli some funny ppl doing some funny stuffs.. Today was swee ying last day.. After wrk we wen to hav dinner at harbour front centre.. We had Breeks.. After dinner tat's the time for hm sweet hm.. haha.. Yeah tml off.. mmm.. dunno do wat.. haiz decide tml ba..

picture taken at Kbox.. quite long ago la.. haha

swee ying.. Isn't she cute.. Too bad she starting sch soon.. No more wrking in DL.. will miss her badly..

jus finish bathing.. jus now after finish wrk went to watch movie with Swee n Vin.. The movie is "kingdom of heaven". The show is nice epecially the actor.. He's so handsome.. haha.. Anyway yap wrking is lack today cos its almost rain for the whole day.. Mmm.. today all the sudden thinking going to learn driving lesson.. So yap I decided le.. Will go book my date next mth.. yes..

Anyway yap there's something keeping in my heart..
To Sharon..
I dunno wat happen.. To me is u r dirfting away.. We dun realy tok much nowdays.. Mayb its something about me ba.. Anyway no matter wat.. I'll still care like the way I use to be.. N u r always my sweety.. Take care n all the best to u..

Hi there.. sorry tat didn't update my blog tis few days. Anyway alot of things happen which I didn't really wan to mention.. Anyway now I learn my lesson nv ever trust ppl.. Now in my life there's only my true friends, my sis, my meis n my buddies.. Sorry for making them worried about me.. Especially my sis, Elaine gal n Sharon sweety.. Thanks..

Today is my off day..Mmm.. staying at hm with my sis n my friend.. Mayb later going out for dinner still haven't confirm yet.. Anyway yap tis few days keep toking about my BD haha.. Yap still long long ago but Its on JUNE ok.. one more mth leh.. Oh ya for those didn't know or forget the date of my BD its on 20th of June.. CAN C ANOT MY ELAINE GAL.. haiz dun hav my heart forget when is my bd.. sob sob.. anyway thinking on tat day will invite all my friends coming over my hus for dinner.. Something lke gathering also not bad ar haha.. MAKE SURE ALL OF THEM WHO I INVITE ARE FREE OK.. Advance booking for one mth le ar.. haha.. some of them already promise me le will come so make sure I c u guys here.. tats all for now haha.. take care everybody.. Miss u all..

I DUNNO WAT I GOT TO DO.. I FEEL SO GUILTY TO C U LIKE TIS.. I CANNOT DO ANYTHING COS I'M JUS A NOBODY TO U OR SOMEONE U HATE MOST.. LIKE WAT I SAY U ALWAYS MAKE ME WORRIED ABOUT YOU.. BUT... ANYWAY ITS YR FREEDOM I CAN'T DO ANYTHING N NOBODY WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL..

today wen out with Sweety Sharon, Zhu xiao di Jess n Swee.. We wen to K today.. So happy.. tml off day again.. haiz.

Today wrk was quite busy la.. Photos giving us headache again haiz.. Anyway Marainna is wrking today.. Today is her second day of wrk.. Although wrk was busy but we hav alot of fun.. Me, swee n her keep laughing.. Me n Marainna keep saying the song " lonely".. Haha.. Me n her keep making fun of that song.. After wrk Me , Yvonne, Vin n Swee wen to harbour front for dinner.. N now me at hm typing my blog haha.. Yeah tml off...

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