For her..
I miss youI'm sorry to make u unhappy..I jus wan to chat with u on the phonebut dunno y it jus so diff fr how u tok to yr friends over the phone..like u can chat with them so longCan c u laughing n allbut not to me..we always end up in a very short time..Mayb we really dun hav any conversation ba..Called u tis afternoon after my movie..wanted to ask where were uthinking can meet u for awhile if u around PS..But u say no u won't be at town area..Quite sad to hear tat.. tat I can't meet u..Know tat its always me..who makes u unhappy or stress up..I'm sorry..I really dunno wat to do..to make u be happy..I'm sorry for being so useless..
11:15 PM
Thursday, June 30, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
off day..
today wen out with melissa..we wen to watch movie..War Of The World at PS..It was a cool movie..Nice n exciting..U all should go watch..After movie we wen tosingapore shopping centreactually thinking to play pool..but over therethere's jackpot room..so we decide to wen in to hav a look..Its so exciting to watch ppl wining money..u can really hear the sound of coins dropping down..There's tis auntie..think is her first time there ba..She dun even know how to press the button..but in the end she win around $100..So I decide to try my luck also..On the same machine tat auntie play..Hav to change coins min of $20..I started to play..But.. haizdiff ppl hav diff luck u c..I DUN WIN A SINGLE CENT after all..After losing money..we wen to play pool..after playing we wen to hav our dinnerat PS.. we had pastaafter dinner..HM SWEET HM..Got to wake up early tml..Hav stock take..Haiz sian..ok la tats all for today..
11:03 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Rain n her bf.. Ain't they loving.. mmmm..
1:37 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Zi gal..
jus now when I'm on my way out of themrt station.. u really give me a shock..I tot I saw the wrong person..But who know its really u..sitting at the staircase waiting for me..Sorry tat I didn't receive yr msg or reply cos my phone low batt..I'm sorry tat I scolded u..cos its really late le n tml u got to go sch..wat if I come back late or I took a cab..Seriously gal..pls.. dun be silly can..I really dun wish to hurt u.. I really dun wan u to feel tat u still got the chancecos I know I love her alots nno one can replace her..all tis u know but y..can't we be close friends?I'll still be there for u..Know tat u cried after I say all tis..u jus turn away fr me..I'm sorry..N dun worry I hav nv forgets wat I promise u..Company u to go to yr friend's BD..N let u style my hair..I'll rem ok.. Now the most importan thing isconcentrate on yr studies ok..tis wat u promise me..Anyway know tat u r hm n fall asleep le..good night to u..
1:11 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
Thanks for meeting me for dinner..
Jus now in the train..
U say u feel tat I dun like to go out with u..
Actually No..
I wanted to go out with u so much..
U say u always spent my money when we go out together..
I always buy things tat u like..
Seriously as long tat u r happy..
N I can afford..
I will buy jus for u..
Tml is our off day..
tot of bringing u to the cafe I had been today
but u not free
Anyway I know u didn't hav to company me always
or everytime u off..
U got yr friends n yr Bf to company also..
Anyway yap jus dunno y
like to bring u along to new places..
ok la.. know tat u r hm le.. So hope u take care of yrself..
Good night.. sweet dreams n miss u..
12:45 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
today..
Today after wrk wen to company my friends to hav dinner atTangs.. name Island Cafe..Cool right.. I had mushroom soup..cos meeting Rain to hav dinnertogether after she finish her wrk..The soup was nice.. alot of mushrooms n it come with a big bowl n cost onli $5.50After tat meeting Rain to had dinner..We had dinner at ParagoonWe had wantang soup, kailang n actually we orded a seafood tongfenbut they didn't take down tat orderso we only hav two dishes n a white rice..Anyway we not really hungry cosI bought Rain a choco fudge cake n I had a soup earlier..After tat we walk down to PS fr there..while walking down..Rain saw a straw bag..she like it so I bought for her..After tat we took NEL back.. She's meeting her friends at HougangSo I wen back hm..Tml is my off day so do her..But we not meeting cos she had some stuffs to settle..So I'll be staying at hm ba..Tats all.. tata
12:10 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Today with her..
Today after work..meeting her for movie..Wait for her at her wrking place..She's finish wrk around 9 plus..we watching "Alot Like Love" at cine..The show start at 950pm..So its kind of rush..we rush to collect tickets..cos I book it online yesterday..kind of kiasu ar..after collecting.. she bought a top n a skirt which she saw at first sight..we had a 10min racing dinner..I mean its left 10mins for us to hav dinner..After tat we rush in to the cinema..the show hav already started..Anyway I think just started for 5mins ba.While watching tro the show..my mind keep flashing trothe days when we r together..Dunno y.. its kind of similar to the show..We had alot of times break up..one of us will get att with others..N we will get back again..Its kind of on n off stuffs..In the show..The guy n the gal..first they left each another..For 2 yrs..after tat they met..N they left for 2yrs again..Total they on n off for around 5yrs n 6mth baIf I'm not wrong..No matters wat..In the end they r together..Its a not bad show..think quite suitable for couples..After the show..I keep thinking.. were we like the show..Wait for so long..Things come n goes..N we get back together agian?Mayb I think too much le..dunno when were tis days come..U told me u won't be coming my hus to stay..I knew it long ago..At least tis timeI'm prepare..After the show..we share a cab hm..In the cab..I keep looking at u..I kiss yrs lips again..Smell yr forehead..n u did the same too..still rem u say there's diff smell on our forehead..N mine is like baby..hahaI miss u now.. so badly..Jus now when our last call on phone..I told u tat I miss u n I love u.. Its really tro my heart saying out..I know mayb its doesn't seem much to u..But I really do..next mth 15th..if we are still together it will be 2yr anniversary..sad tat we didn't manage to get there..Anyway thinks tat all for tonight...Lastly.. good night to u.. I miss u..
12:28 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
After meet dar..I feel like meeting u..Miss u badly..know u r sick..wanted to c u how r u..So I bought blue roses for u..N make a call to u..Ask whether can I pass u the roses..I'm happy tat u say yes..Wen to Paragoon yr wrk place..Saw u n pass u the roses..Saw yr smile again..N finally got to kiss u again..n of cos there's a return.. hahaI really miss u..Waiting for tml to come..Watching movie with u tmlafter yr wrk..Miss u lotss..
10:19 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Dinner..
Jus now meet Dar at boon keng..After tat had dinner at PSafter dinner we wen to shop shopN we took neo prints..Long time didn't take neo with Dar le..After neo.. Dar seem abit tired le so we decide to go hm..Miss dar.. haha..Take care dar..
10:13 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
actually going out for movie tonight..But yesterday u r not feeling welln wans to go hm rest early tonightI feel hurt n sad..Hurt tat I cannot be there orI'm not the one to take care of uSad tat we cannot watch movie..U say we can watch tml..But I'm worried about uI wan u to rest moreso I say nvm I can watch myself or with my friendsalthough I wan to watch with u so much..Anyway hope u rest more n rem to take yr medicine..Last..I miss u lotss..
11:28 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
My off day..
Today was my second off days.. Actually suppose to go out with herBut she's not feeling well..Anyway later going to meet dar at PShaving dinner later..now at hm so bored.. MIss her badly..
11:24 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
Miss you day n night..
Wanna to hold u tight..
Kiss yr sadness away..
Be yr happiness always..
Know u love me not..
But I love you lotss..
No one can replace u cos
my heart there's only YOU..
12:29 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
To Zi Gal..
Gal.. call u right after I meet her..Know tat I shouldn't hav call u..Know tat I shouldn't say I miss her..KNow tat I hurt u again..I'm sorry..Know tat u r hurtbut still happily toking to men ask me to call hersince I miss her instead of calling uI dunno y u r the first one I turn toSorry gal..like wat I say..I'm uselessN I'm cold heartedalways hurts ppl..U dun believe me..Now u c.. I'm hurting u..All I can say is I'm SOrry..
10:38 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
Though u say mayb coming over..Yes.. Its touch my heart somehow..But I know mos pro u won't..Jus pass the stuffs for uN know tat u won't be coming..N know tat u will be staying at yr friend hus for a few days..Feel sad cos wondering y not here with meAnyway I onli can keep quiet..After passing u the stuffs..I dunno y..I feel sad..I know u doesn't likeso I didn't show out..N yes still kiss u on yr lip..Dunno how long I hav to wait to kiss yr lip again..I miss you.. Take care..
10:24 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
U know I'll love youU know I'll careU know I'll nv leaveU know I wouldn't dareU know I wan to giveU know I wan to shareevery little thing tat I havWish u know..
4:52 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Off day..
Today is my off day..Is her off day too..I meet her at her hus..Wait for her to get ready..We wen to bugis for the ice wonderland..Tat the first time we wen there..Its damn cold..the tem is -10decwe took some picmost are hers laBut hope she enjoy..After tat we wen to PSactually thinking watching moviebut the show I wan to watch is fullIn the end we wen to hav so call dinner ba..I bring her to Manhattan..Its her first time there..Haiz too bad..the foods doesn't suit hercos of strong seafood smell n taste..Feel so sorry.. tot she will like itin the end..Anyway I enjoy going out with her..Like to c her smilen the funny faces she give..After tat we decide to go hm sincethere no movie..N she say can company my parent for dinnern she's staying over..I'm happy to hear tat she's staying over.But I know she will be on the phone most of the time ba.. As long Ican c her more can le..I'll be happy le..Cos I dunno when I can go out with her again..I love her lotss..
4:41 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
More photos..
Heh guys.. If u wan toc more photosPLs kindly click on my photos ablumThanks..
2:56 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Another one.. YEAHHH
2:52 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Yeahhh..
2:51 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Me n baby Rain..
2:49 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Wahoo.. Pretty gals in my hus..
2:48 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

C now I know who the one who sabo me..
2:47 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Family pic a last.. haha
2:46 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Pis with my Three love ones..
2:44 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

pic with the GROss..
2:43 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Pic with gift shop staff.. except Tan.. haiz ok la he use to be one too..haha
2:42 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Pic with Trainers..
2:41 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
MY BD Night..
Wahooo.. Last night was so cool
So many ppl came to my BD dinnerMmm.. my dinner start at 73opm+there's alot of them..Hehe c whether I can name them allok now I start counting le wor..There's my darling, sweety Sharon,Cute Swee, my zhu xiao di Jess, Joyce,Edwin, Vin, Yvonne, Doreen, UE n BF,Ee ling, Jasmine, Huili, Yuling,Jayce, Jamie, Clarice, Kieth, Shan Shan,WC, AC, Jim, Tan..Mmm.. Did I forget anyone..Hehe hope not..While everybody are eatingWe hav alots of fun alsoIts was like a gathering..Around 9 plus..When my sis n Rain was hereIts was BD cake time..The cake was bought by my cousinIts a ice cream cake fr swensonHaha.. so happy tatso many ppl sing BD song for meSomemore got 2 versionEnglish N ChineseAfter the song itsMAKE A WISH MAKE A WISH timeWISH my wish were come true..Then its photo time with my familyAfter tat its sabo time..Sob sob so sad tat I kanna sabohaha no la.. I feel happy cosI make everybody happy tooThen time to give out cakesThank to clarice for helping me givingout the cakesAfter settle everythingsEverybody start to leaveFeel quite sad though butThanks to all of u for coming downAfter all hope every one of u enjoy yrselfN Thanks for all yr presents..I'm really happy.. Thanks..
2:09 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Zi Gal.
Gal..I miss u..Feel like calling ubut afraid u slp le..cos u having sch tmlDunno y..Jus know tat if u were hereu won't leave me asideu will tok to me or company me..Miss u lots..
1:03 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
My birthday..
Finally its my BD.. Dunno y feel so normal..Dunno wat should I do now..She's at my hus..but on the phone..HaizAnyway hope everything turns better tml..
1:01 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For Zi Gal..
tis morning u callI was still slpinwhen u know tatu hang up the phoneI call backn know tat u cry so badlydidn't really know wats happen but hope tat u hav stop crying nowIf can I wish to knowwat happen to uCos I'm worried..ok? Gal u promisedun u rem?Anything u will tell mewon't hide anything insideSo I'm here for u ok..Take care n miss u..
1:59 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Ktv..
Last night wen to Ktvat park lane therewith my sis, mel n elaineFinally got to singmiss singing so badlyhaha..I miss her all the sudden..Yeah yeaH tmlis my birthdayso happy..later going to buy some stuffs for tmlhope it won't rain todaycos look cloudy now..
1:55 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For zhi gal..
Gal.. Thanks for buying the gel for my burning..haha my face really uglyAfraid will hav scare n won't be nice on 20th..U keep laughing at me when I told u tisRight?Anyway I'll be off for 5days..I cannot meet u..Hav to wait till I start wrkSo u must take care of yrslf okDun worry for me la ok..miss ya..
11:49 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Off day..
Today is my off day..will be off for 5 days..Cos my BD is coming..haha so happy..Today thinking will slp till quit latebut my phone ring around 10am plusWu gui msg me..surprise tat she msg meAnyway the same thingabout Rain..She ask me to take care of rainCos rain is sick..n ask me is she att..I know she love rain tooN I think she miss rain ba..So I ask her to msg rain to ask rain outif she miss rainin the end rain not free..I know wu gui is sadcos like wat she told meshe miss rainHaiz bubby..like wat u say..Love someone dun need to be with herjus wish her happy can le..So I think she's happy nowcos she found someone cares for hern she love..So yap dun worry la oku mus take care of yrself..u having mc today..Think if she wans to meet u she will msg u la okdun think so much..No matters wat she will always be yrHam Ham..
11:33 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For Zi gal..
Sorry tat I didn't meet u for breakfast todayKind of rush to uIf we meetCos yr sch start at 9amAnyway will try to meet breakfast with u again okN yap dun need to come everyday u break okU only hav 1hr breakso go n hav yr lunch with yr friendsif u wan we can meet after my wrk or yr schu guai guai la okTake care..
2:50 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For you..
Last night U didn't slp with me againTis time I try to acc tat U was slpin while yr hp is still on yr handsI wen down to put u to slp properlyin a good position n cover blanket for uu seem to slp so soundly..Still the same face tat I love to c when u slp..Love u always..
2:45 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Dinner & movie
yesterday wen to hav dinner at PSWith Edwin n two of his friendsCan't really rem wats the restaurant name wasBut its was a nice dinner thenOur movie starts at 940pmso we decided to wonderind aroundlike ghosts till the time is upOur movie name is "ghost train"mmm.. sound scary right?but its SUCK..haha so boringafter all two friends of Edwin was scare thoughhaha.. After movie we catch the last train hmWhile waiting for the train..We tok about the showWe laugh till like nobody businesshaha so funnyWhen I reach my stopI told them..BE CAREFULCOS Its the LAst Train..Haha..
2:38 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For you..
Yesterday is our anniversary..I know we r not together leBut I still having my leaveYesterday is yr off day tooBut u didn't go out with meU wen out to meet MelissaN hongzhi n friendsTot u will be back early but noU wen to KTVU reach hm around 325am tis morningI'm still awakewaiting for u to come backin the end u decided to slp on the floorI feel sadcos u no more wanted to slp beside meslp with our babies leBut I still give u bobo cosI know u like to hug it while slpingI didn't slp well the whole night till morning..Feel hurt n sadKnow tat u really wan to dift with meDun wan to get close to me leI can't do anything but hav to acc itAnyway lastlyHappy related Anniversary...
2:36 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Boyfriend by 5566
i'm sorry for me buggin' you sorry for being such a fool god knows i've tried but i can't let go i'm crazy 'bout you know who i'm sorry for me needing yousorry girl that you don't feel it too i get the point, should be a man about it i've never been good at that - no no forgive me for being me i've tried to let go i know you got a boyfriend - another man another guy by your side someone who hopefully treats you right but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend - that other guy the only one who's allowedin your room to lay in your arms at night now you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend i'm sorry for me wanting you sorry for not playing by the rules but what would you do if you were in my shoes feeling lost and blue i'm sorry for me lovin' you sorry for being such a fool god knows i've tried but i can't let go i'm crazy 'bout you know who forgive me for being me i've tried to let go i know you got a boyfriend - another man another guy by your side someone who hopefully treats you right but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend - that other guy the only one who's allowed in your roomto lay in your arms at night now you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend another man is by your sidei hope he treats you righti wish i was the only one to lay in your arms at night well you can't blame a guy for tryin'now what else can i do and how i wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams i know you got a boyfriend - another man another guy by your side someone who hopefully treats you right but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend - that other guy the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at nightnow you don't knowhow much i wish that i was your boyfriend i know you got a boyfriend - another man another guy by your side someone who hopefully treats you right but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend - that other guy the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at nightnow you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend
8:25 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
My words..
To Zi galHeh gal.. mm.. Zi gal ba haha.. Thanks for today.. Thanks for company me today..We tok alotn thank for being my listening earsI know u r sad toobut sorry I hav to say tisI still love herTis wat u know all alongStill rem wat u sayyr name n hers is starting with Zy I dun try to be with uU really shock me by saying tathaha.. N I still rem u say u willread my blog everydayso yap u c I read about u wor hahaanyway thank Zi gal..To youTo the blog u write about meTat day I know u coming my hus leDunno whether u still remu say u with wu guin yr phone low battso around 1130pmI called wu gui wanted to ask u whetheru going hm can go hm togetherBut wu gui said u meet yr friends leSo I decide to take train hm But wu gui ask me whether wan to meet anotN she say she can walk to the nearest to meet mesomehow I'm a bit drunk lebut I still meet her for a short whileShe told me tat u with Hongzhi n his friend ask me whether wan to go in to tok to u or c uI say nocos I know u will be unhappybut she say she go in n ask u outwat can I sayn when she come out she sayu with yr friends u doesn't wan to come outN I didn't say anything at all after tataround 130am I tired leso I decide to go hm le..tats all..PLS if u dunno wats going onjus dun say till as ifI always wanted to stick to those who near to uto know things about uI say tat cos u use to think I'm tat kind of person..Thanks
6:30 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
for you..
Know tat u r sick since yesterdaywhen u reach my husActually thinking to find medicine for uDunno whether u rem tat I wen to kitchen to open drawers n cupboardsActually I'm looking for medicineMayb u didn't notice tatcos u always thinks tat I'm cold hearted personwhen I tok to u u really give me cold feelingLike wat I ask did I do anything wrongbut u say noIts me who give u attitiudeI keep thinking when did I ever do tatBut in the end I still apologise to uKnow tat u r sick somehow I hate myselfcos I cannot take care of ulike we use to take care one another beforewhen we r sick..Miss you.. take care
11:41 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Sorry...
I already tried my best to do wat ever I need toAll I wan is UBut seem like everything r wrongto wat I doSo now n then I'll be alonequietly jus to wait for UBaby Bear LV Baby Rain Tree....
6:31 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Hurts....
Last night thinks tat the worst night for meU came to my husU look like as if u r ot happyI tok to uask u stuff like hav u eatenbut the way u treat me is really coldtry to tok to u but u were on the phoneI wen out to hav a drinkin the end came back vomitingu seem like nothing happenI'm hurtWe'r sleeping in the diff roomI slp in my mum's room n u slp in my roomBut not my bedBed was empty last nightIn my mum's roomI think alot of thingsI criedI'm hurtsI thinkI'm holding a sccisors in my handsI cuts myselfThinking it will heal my painBut nocos every cuts I hadI thinking about uSo yes it hurts moreTotal there's 7 cuts7 the no. of our month we r first togetherThe 1st cutWhen I first know uHow I'm in love with u2nd cutsWhen u r out how I ask u to be with mehow u reject me n avoid me n how I touch yr heart3rd cutsThe first date how I started holding yr handsn the places we go for our first date4th cutsthe first anniversary we had5th cutsOur first breaks up6th cutsOur first trip to KLN the places we been so farAnd the last cutwas the last breaks upwhen everything was gonetill now..I'll always rem all the memories u given meSad or happy are all uThanksN yes I"m still in love with you150703-190305
8:41 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
A day..
Waiting for todayWaiting to watch VCD together with u.."A moment to rem"In the end the show jus started 5min u say its boringI decide to switch it offbut u say jus watchI know even I on itits only me watchingKind of disappointedCos I really wan to watch tat with uMayb its becos of yr protat makes u feel boredu r not concentrating alsoU meeting yr friend in the afternoonsaying tat u will call me tonightBut I jus know tat u watching movie nowAfter tat going for KtvSo thinking tat u won't call me leI feel tat when u r out with yr friendsu r more happy than u r out with meEven u r out with meMost of yr times are on the phoneI feel like telling u my stuffsWan to know more about ubut tat hav stop me fr doing Yes I'm hurtsYes I dun feel alrightBut I know U like the way u r nowU r happySo I decide to keep everything to myself than letting u unhappyAnyway tml u starting wrk leWish u all the bestN happy alwaysDo watever u wanN I'll be behind uto support u..Miss u badly now..
8:45 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Leaving..
last night u came n leave..Tis morning u came n now u leave again..feel hurts when u leave..But I hav to let u go cosI love u so..
4:00 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Interview..
Today after wrk wen to hav interview at Park lane there..Its a KTV pub.. Asking for part time job.. mmm.. As a waitress.. Wrking hour is 9pm to 3am.. Pay $6 to $7 per hr..Transport provided.. Not bad huh.. Waiting for call if selected..Wish I'm selected.. Nowdays get use to slp tat late le.. Cos last time she's wrk night job finish wrk at 2am.. Will think of her till 2am then I can slp.. So now thinking y I dun go look fr a job still can earn $$.. So yap.. waiting for the boss to call..Know u always busy.. Dun hav much time on me also.. So now making myself busy looking for night job.. Also won't disturb the life u r now.. Anyway I will still miss u.. Always n deep..
9:41 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
Behind yr smileI know there r sorrowsBehind yr laughter I know there r tearsBut I wan u to knowBehind u is meWho will always care
2:18 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
The words..
Know tat u the words u write in yr blog is not for me..Is for her..Somehow yes Its hurts my heart..But...I really wish tat I can jus hav a little space of yr heart tat can queeze me injus to hope tat u knowI CARE TOO...
1:04 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
My wish..
Wish u were here to kiss away my tearsWish u were here to hug me tightlyWish u were here to company meWish my wishes turn real..
12:48 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Sorry..
Sorry..I tried le..Still.. Its drop..Reading yr blog again n again..N dunno y my tears droppin too..My fingers are shaking while typin..My vision getting blur too..Dunno y..Mayb my tears wan to c wat I type too..Feel hurts feel pain..Wondering where r u..I need u now..BADLY...
12:40 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
.....
Tears almost falling..after reading yr blog..I'm trying to control..Cos I know u dun like me to cry..Always rem wat u say to me.. Always deep down my heart..I miss you..
12:13 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Miss u
Last night didn't slp well.. Miss yr hug, kisses n yr heart beats..Miss yr sweety smile when u slp..All I can do is look at the glowing hearts n stars which hav our nameson wall.. Once again.. I cried.. Dunno how many times le..Toking to bao bei.. Am I crazy??Anyway.. not feeling well now..Miss her badly.. Wish tat she's by my side to take care of me as before..
1:31 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For her..
Yr smile n laughter is on my mind..All my mind is thinking of u..Try to make myself busyBut after all still think of u..Feel like meeting ubut I know is impossibleJus wan to let u know how much I miss u..
1:25 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Tears..
here goes againtears dropping down fr nowherey its keep dropping non stop..Somehow I feel hurt in my heartY is it so...I dunno..I heard u calling my nameThe name I use to hear beforeSweets n dearlyIs it true..Can I dun wake up n remainin the dream as long u r there with me..
1:18 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
WHY
Why things always not the one I wanWhy always hurts getting deeper n deeperWhy I got to deserve tisIf things really got to get to tisWhy can't I hav one more chance to prove all tis wrong..
1:11 AM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Myself
Sometime keep asking myselfWats is my heart makes ofDoes my tears come fr tap waterY my love ones always gets hurtsIs there a way tat I can give them happinessOnly God Knows..
8:20 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
For Her..
When its rainMakes me think of uMiss the memories we hadEven though its will nv happen againWhen I see uu melts my heart but I know I'm not the onemelting yr heart againKnow tat u r hurtsI gets the hurts tooWat can I dojus to be there for uIf u need me to..
3:40 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Off day..
Today is my off day.. Wen out in the morning to meet Rain.. Meet her at bedok interchange.. Know tat she didn't slp the whole day last night.. Didn't really know wat happen to her.. I know even I ask she won't tell me also.. I think about the one she like now ba.. Anyway didn't really go out jus company her here n there to meet her friend pass him things n head back hm now.. She's slping n I'm using the com.. haha.. Anyway hurt n sad to c her like tis.. But wat can I do.. Cos I think I'm jus friend to her.. Which cannot share stuffs ba.. Haiz.. Wish her happiness n happy always n no worries.. Really dun wish her to be like tis.. If can I will give my happy days to her..
3:29 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Fianlly got to take pic with him...
1:42 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Tis is Brandon.. Super active n cute boy.. HAha
1:39 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Happy.. hah
Yesterdat after wrk wen to meet Shelle (Rain's sis) n Brandon (Shelle's son).. I meet her at harbour front for dinner.. We had Sushi.. Brandon was super active.. haiz really cannot stand him.. But still as cute as before haha.. We finish our sushi around 9pm.. After tat company Shelle go shopping.. She bought a shoe at VNC.. After tat we wen to sit outside harour front there near taxi stand.. We chat alot of things.. her life n all.. Fun chatting with her.. Especially so long didn't c her le.. Around 1030pm Brandon say he's tired le wan to slp le.. So we decided to go off.. We took cab hm.. While on my way back hm.. Shelle msg me.. Say she's enjoy the dinner but meet earlier next time so tat her rascal (Brandon) won't slp so early at least got to tok more.. haha.. Anyway yap enjoy the dinner too.. Today n Tml off.. Not wrking.. Today think stay at hm ba.. But so boring haiz..
1:23 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
My life..
Yesterday was my off day.. So in the afternoon wen out with my sis, Mel n Rain.. Finally got to c her le.. We wen to bugis to hav Sushi.. After tat wen to bugis village for a walk.. Around 7 plus we decided to go to K box .. So long nv sing le... haha.. Sing till 1200am we wen to hav roti prata at boon keng there.. Haha whole day keep eating haiz.. Anyway really enjoy myself.. Reach home quite late le... Rain staying over my hus..too tired le slp after bathing.. Sweet dreams..Today was suppose to wrk.. But I didn't go having MC today.. In the morning having breakfast with my Dad, sis, Mel n Rain.. Around 330pm we wen to beach road cos Rain buying shirts for her friend.. She bought one for me too.. after buying we wen to hav a drink.. N she needs to be hm 530pm to fetch her sis's son.. Now thinking tat she's slpin le cos she's not feeling well.. Hope she gets well soon.. Miss her le.. haizTml got to wrk le.. meeting Rain's sis n her son for dinner.. haha so long didn't c both of them le.. So eager to c them.. Night everybody tata..
10:58 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Haha Isn't it fun to wrk together...
11:09 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~

Look wat we hav done to Razak's legs.. Isn't it cool with colourful legs.. HAha
11:08 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~
Fun..
Today wrk was super lack n fun.. Keep making fun with each another n making fun with indian customer also.. haha.. Like there's tis indian gal she come n buy a beer fr me.. Then I ask her whether she hav reach 18? N her reply was its for her dad.. Then I ask her back again.. Is yr dad above 18?? haha.. then everyone of u keep laughing.. N for us.. we r like crazy.. taking the colour ribbon to tie each another.. So much fun..Actually today after wrk was going to play Bowling.. But Keith was sick today.. So we hav cancel our bowling.. N after wrk.. Me, Edwin n Razak wen to hav dinner at Bugis.. We having seoul garden.. We eat alot till I'm so full.. After tat we decided to go for a walk.. I bought a wallet n Mickey Mouse Shirts.. One for my sis n one for me.. I know my sis like Mickey Mouse stuffs but they r jus somehow of Ex.. Haha.. In the end the shirt I bought for her is small.. haiz got to change tml le.. Yeah.. tml off..tata
10:39 PM
BabY, I'm thiNkinG oF yoU..~