If your heart's not in it

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
(And there's nothing that I can do To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me
I'd do But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

Wait for you

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
But you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
Oooooo
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

*Repeat Chorus

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
That is not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

*Repeat Chorus

I'll Be Waiting.

傻孩子

看着你无暇的表情

我猜不透真实你的心

一直冷静

却还是走不出这秘密

好孤寂

我开始失去了勇气

而你却好像在游戏

我假装清醒

看清你的心

终于我选择了离去

你像个孩子一样的被我看穿

在你面前我试着隐瞒

所有过去全都变成伤害

我像个傻子一样的被你出卖

一字一句都要我承担

到了最后我选择分开

Song lyric for u..
you should know who u r..

Jus so you know

I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back, I realize it was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...
Been waiting here...

sometimes I really regret
for thinking too much on
unnecessarily things.
Y cant jus do wat I'm feeling at tat time.
but think twice.
mayb its good to think
cos who knows u might
accidentally hurts someone
due to "yi shi de cong tong"
anyway after saying out
yes.. I feel better..
didnt get anything in the end.
but.. nvm la.
jus treat tat "you yuan wu fen" lo

happy lasting to u and her.

Today and tml was my off day
as for today I'm staying at hm the whole day
till in the afternoon..
mummy ask me to help her
to make dessert.
so she ask me to do tis oh neh oh neh.
which I love to eat.
while she busy making her bobo chacha..

Flour dough.. with green colouring..
black sugar..
Put in the black sugar..
Roll into a ball like tis..
Put into boiling water..
Once cook. put with coconut.
YEAH!! Its done.. nice??? hee..

didnt took any photo of the bobo chacha
cos I was busy eating my oh neh oh neh..
heee

sometimes it good to stay hm.
doing things like chatting with yr family
pack up yr room
play with yr dog
tis wat I do today.. hee

tml is my off day..
sian duno wat to do again..
think I shall stay hm again..
but tis time I think
I'm going to slp for the whole day..wahaha

Today wrk is still ok..
jus piss off with part timers.
thinking wats on their mind.
are they here to wrk or chit chat
spending times here and take pay.
hav to keep asking them to wrk wrk and wrk.

after wrk wen for jogging
I really hav to push myself to jog no matters
how tired I am.
once I stop I wont know when I will start jogging again.
now staying at hm..
doing nothing.
feel tired but yet not slping.
think after tis I shall starts my les movies again..
haha..

Yesterday was raining heavily
in the morning at wrk..
Swim with dolphin session hav been cancel
gossips with agnes and joanne
since there's nothing much to do.
in the afternoon rains stopped.
but in the late afternoon agnes heard something
and she shouted.. the tree is falling..
then all of us was so kpo
wen up to see..
and tis how its look like ..

Agnes trying her best to pull off the tape..
Finally done..
fallen tree at the smoking area..

Agnes under the fallen tree.. haha

wed night wen out with Kat & eric..
wen to chill at summer breeze..
before tat we pass by the see
the new shopping centre at downtown east
which is call EHUB..
and saw tis inside the shopping mall.
after chilling enough at the seaside.
kat give us a ride hm.


The ferry wheel in EHUB..

I cant believe it..
tis 2 guys which I didnt know
who are they are fighting over me
in facebook for the pass 2hrs.. faint..

Majed Bn Fahad bought you for $12,874, earning you $619. 2 hours ago

Aamer Bn Fahad bought you for $11,598, earning you $558. 2 hours ago

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Will they stop here???

Back to update
after so long. haha
lazy lazy..
and nothing much to update also.

been watching cheryl's blog
for some Les & gay movies.
those movies tat u wont see it in singapore..
Of cos la. jus like tat cable tv jus shown a 5min
mtv with 2 gals kissing. and kanna fine.. haha

I MUST KEEP FIT..
ARHHH.. I feel I'm getting fatter..

today I very guai..
didnt go out and stays hm for the whole day.
haiz.. I feel bored la.
but wat to do..

tml got to wrk again.. sian

yesterday wen to ctiy hall to
hav jap foods dinner
with clarice keith keiko agnes amanda and yiqi
had chat and lot of laugh during the dinner..


after dinner wen to play to meet nai and eric
yesterday play having mambo & R&B songs
but all the songs sound trance to me
boring night
after tat we had supper at maxwell market
nai and me was high last night
so both of us was having alot of craps.
haha jus hav so much fun toking to her.
reach hm around 4am
sweet dreams..

today was my off day also
ofcos la. after clubbing till so late
I will die if I wrk. haha
meet huishan & gillyn for lunch at city hall again
but tis time we had chicken rice..
hmm think back since when is the day I had
chicken rice.. hee

back hm.
rest awhile
play with milo.
nap again.

life jus so simple
but yet complicated at times too..

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